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purple vs emerging red

this shit is not fun....

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He is an authoritarian leader who likes to deflect confrontation over his country's own problems by bringing up other problems in other countries, scapegoating, false equivalencies, etc. Distraction is really all he is capable of doing when it comes to influencing the political narrative. He is red/blue. His cooperation depends on whether or not the countries gaining strength have a model of government that delegitimizes his. It's one of the reason he likes a sort of hands off approach with countries not working together and minding their own business. His system wouldn't survive if other countries are developing democratically so he needs to stall this progress geographically around him as well as abroad. It's also the reason his country is most aligned and strategically friendly with other authoritarian countries like China and Iran. I would say he isn't as scary or "bad" as the west makes him out to be but I think he is limited quite a bit from doing anything grisly by many of the political forces globally and his country's actual sphere of influence. There really isn't any clear political direction under his leadership and they have little influence beyond former soviet states so all they can really do is try to slow down democratic process world wide to delay the inevitable toppling of Russia for a second time like in the 90s. He isn't an entire idiot though and is willing to cooperate on certain issues internationally.

Consider messaging Martin Ball: http://www.martinball.net/ He's a good dude who has tripped a ton with 5meo and he helped me make more sense of my really frightening DMT trip. gave me some exercises to do and helped me see it from another perspective which gave me more ability to ground it out further on my own. He does charge though.

this is basically how trump was living but managed to get himself all the way to the president. it seems like trump had a bit better money management but I'm not sure. he bankrupted a bunch of stuff. I really do wonder how much Trump is worth.

green making fun of red/blue dan bilzarian

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people are real frightened of physical violence in the US. I think a lot of it comes down to gun control and right wing law and order "tough on crime" policing agenda that targets minorities. also a system not really built with accountability in mind if an officer abuses their power much less the proper training needed in the first place on how to handle conflict, drugged out people, when force is allowed, etc. I can't point the finger at one thing and expect this to change. there are probably at least 5-10 things that need reforming to see this whole problem start to see some resolution.

wow it's really cute and what a nice hobby

Combat sports originated from red society. Wrestling, the world's oldest sport was contested thousands of years ago in ancient Rome. Just because an activity has red origins I don't think it automatically makes the person red. Plenty of athletes that are blue and some orange in combat sports. Humans are still animals and more animalistic activities can be grouped into red but they then get incorporated into higher stages in more conscious and functional ways. For instance gladiators used to kill for sport whereas today MMA/Boxing is a tightly regulated activity where the worst that usually happens is a guy gets knocked out. I don't think engaging in red stuff is bad either when it's being done consciously. I like martial arts and it's fun to be competitive and beat someone when grappling, of course doing-so with safety in mind.

Event was in February of this year.

title says it all I realize I need to develop more discipline in my life if I am to change careers and start a small business and hopefully build up my finances so that I am in a stable place long term. I also could benefit quite a bit from it in other domains. thing is I don't like how discipline is often framed at the cost of giving self love and accept one's own short comings. any books out there that approach disciple from a high conscious perspective?

LMAO I can see him getting his caddy to carry around a couple spare balls. Dude literally acts like an 8 year old boy that gets mad when losing at chess and will make two moves and lie straight to your face saying he only made one when you literally saw him make two.

I live often in a blue environment. The energy can latch on for sure and bring me down to lower places of consciousness. The thing is I like living in such a place sometimes. Trying to figure out ways to balance my love for the place and still grow w/o it bringing me down.

nah... bad advice. dumb stereotype that girls are conditioned with "if they don't play hard to get they are easy."

https://thenevadaindependent.com/article/trump-campaign-sues-nevada-over-bill-expanding-mail-in-voting-for-general-election New law: Allows ballot harvesting, every voter is sent a mail-in ballot, regardless if they ask for it or not, requires a certain amount of polling locations to be in-person, extends the election by 3 days for any mail-in ballot received with an unidentifiable postmark Basically makes voting accessible.... the TOP could never win if voter suppression and gerrymandering wasn't a thing. It's absolutely disgusting and there needs to be some serious voter reforms and destroying this in democratic system republicans want where they basically try to strip voting away from groups of people... downright fascist

I'm not always the biggest fan of these types of girls. I've dated a few of them and I often find them too obsessed with their material survival. Some of them are students though and pretty cool but some are just living off dates with guys and I'm not into these kind of girls. There are two kinds of hot girls like this I've noticed. The hot girl who is just a normal girl or has her own thing going and the "professional" hot girl that sorta has her survival built around dating guys for stuff and experiences. I am not talking about girls who work in the adult industry either. I have a few friends who work in this industry and they are all quite independent and doing their own thing. Of course they still like being treated at parties and free stuff but they don't have a personality that is sort of built around going on dates for stuff with guys. They have their own brand and job and I respect that.

There were already rich/famous playboys before IG but it seems like today there is a new generation of one on social media. Does anyone else sometimes find themselves desiring aspects of this lifestyle or at least aspects that are more fantasy than reality of the situation? I have an interesting perspective on this topic cause I've dated women who associated with guys in these positions and also I can see through some of smoke and mirrors but also I'm still intrigued by it. Do you think these relationships are truthful? What are your thoughts on this new wave of social media playboys?

I guess he is really banking on some sort of Florida/Pennsylvania victory

Jake Paul comes off quite red and a bit sociopathic if you've watched his videos. Logan Paul (his brother) actually seems quite warm hearted and has grown a lot after his whole controversy in Japan. Logan is orange/green now I think there is a biological aspect to some of modern stage red people. Whereas a long time ago this biological trait of being sociopathic was beneficial and allowed for survival more easily and thus society followed because these people became rulers... today it is largely relegated and contained and people at different stages tend to rise to power due to the way the system is set up now. I think for some others it is their environment. A large bit of it could be trauma and emotional neglect. Maybe Jake felt less loved than Logan as a child? How else do you explain two brothers at different stages though?