Metahuman

About 2 years ago I started pursuing spirituality and personal development. My intention was to experience the beyond and trip without drugs. It first started with me transcending my emotions through music/food and meditation. I would experience deep trance like states of altered consciousness naturally and almost was a curse since I happened to experience these for 2 months during my transcendence phase. As i would experience deeper states it felt like I was a ball rolling down a hole and just continued to get deeper, deeper, deeper. I would receive these insights regarding UFO's on how the craft may work, time travel, electro-gravity, futuristic ideas, telepathy, the maze of the mind, dimensions, oneness. At this time I felt on top of the world since I was receiving insights from either entities, intuition, or my soul. The insights that I have written down are all great an all but its almost like a curse. I don't know if they are true, I keep trying to think how a UFO would work, I think absurd thoughts regarding reality. Its as I was so unconscious of what was truly happening in my mind at this time since I didn't take drugs to notice a distinct difference of my hallucinations. Flash forward to now: I now suffer with bi-polar. I have these weird (i guess conspiracy theories). My mind thinks it can sense things telepathically which sometimes I am right with it but also I am wrong. Also It also feels I naturally programmed my mind to trip balls and go into altered states. Everyday I think of UFO's, flying at the speed of light, thinking how I could manage to build my own craft someday. I am conscious that my mind probably can't handle this beyond thinking where I try to wrap my head around the concept. I see professional help but they don't address the issue of my absurd thinking regarding the nature of this reality. My life was great before this and I think what the hell happened to me I experience a lot of emotions of moving too quickly which gives me anxiety that everything should be done as quickly as possible which I wouldn't be sure if this stems from these experiences. I'd love to hear your opinions, thank ya.

Obviously there is going to be a lot of conspiracy theories bro and I didn’t say I was very certain of the statements. I just wanted to be open minded to the possibilities.

I see only reason they would be hiding these technologies is because the people could be in control which would be a threat to our government. We could create free sustainable energy and be actually be Free. Money wouldn’t be an issue and we wouldn’t need an economy. Steven Greer is totally on to something with his alien contact method, he’s totally bringing evidence to this topic which is indeed we need. Sometimes I totally believe the government has a treaty with the aliens. I don’t see why they haven’t showed themselves more lol.

I’m a newbie here and don’t want to turn this into a conspiracy theory. However looking back from the Roswell crash, the nazis and Nikola Tesla. I totally consider ufos/aliens already found here, discovered and hidden away from us. These devices would completely give us free energy and perpetual motion to create an unlimited sustainable energy source. Similar to our bodies it’s just an advancement of physics we haven’t discovered with our science. If aliens can create an entity that is conscious and works directly within the mind, it’s totally possible since it’s a fundamental of the universe. It’s telepathy coming to life through higher consciousness and using consciousness to control the craft. I could see bob lazar working with a craft from the psychics he provides about the craft. I almost see these crafts as our reality but fully understanding how our reality works. I’ve tried to draw how they would work but you literally have to think how can this craft just be an extension of the universe(aka mind). Thanks for listening will probably be labeled as a conspiracy theory.