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I recommend reading "LSD and the Mind of the Universe: Diamonds from Heaven" by Christopher M. Bache. Reading about the experiences he had made me shiver. Maybe these experiences are part of your journey to God. Or maybe there actually is another reason why they turned out so dark.

I´ve done Kambo a few times now. The experience is not enjoyable and I didn´t notice any benefits afterwards. So I don´t see the point in doing it unless I am sick. But it also helped two of my friends to heal cancer, which was quite astonishing to see. (It was probably not the only cause for the cure). The discomfort during the expereince makes you appreciate not being on Kambo though Please don´t do that. If you have to vomit (which is very likely) fine. If not, also fine. Definetly have somebody there while you go through your first few experiences.

Sounds like Leo's life purpose course could provide some value to gain some clarity

So I've been trying to plug 5-meo-dmt two times now, but I haven't felt much of the effects. I used Apple vinegar mixed with coconut oil to resolve the substance in. Did everything like Leo explained in the 'How to plug psychedelics' video. First try: 3 scoops, ~16mg Second try: 5 scoops ~ 36mg Not much happend in the experiences, just felt a very subtle change in consciousness. (for about an hour) I don't know how to proceed, cause I don't have that much substance left. Isn't it a waste of substance plugging in even higher doses when you just need 5-30mg to go all the way with smoking? How to find out if it's my technique or if I just need to increase the dose way more?

Good one! I know what you mean when you say you come out and love and appreciate this duality that we percieve haha! I feel like I wanna explore Salvia further. It´s so radical. One really experienced guy told me once after I asked him why Salvia is his favourite substance (and he has tried hundreds) : "It´s so bad that it´s good".

Take action. Fail forward.

Look at all the options, see wich ones you like and just buy one. Don´t be cheap. Better buy a product that´s a little more expensive but good quality than a cheaper one that breaks very fast. I got this one when I started out https://www.amazon.de/Fotopro-Smartphone-Handyhalterung-Gorillapod-Digtalkamera/dp/B07DDBXYW7/ref=sr_1_35?__mk_de_DE=ÅMÅŽÕÑ&crid=2V5WZE7IJ2R0U&keywords=mini+tripod&qid=1668715567&sprefix=mini+trip%2Caps%2C255&sr=8-35 But with tripods there is not much you can do wrong when you get one of the more popular ones. And when you you don´t like it, you use it for a bit, sell it and buy another one.

@Vincent S Thanks for all the detailed information! I´ll try to convert it with a different vinegar and I´ll be more careful mixing it. Other than that I did everything very similar to how you described it. Yeah, it´s me Vergo from YouTube @OBEler I think my experiences were with 4-5cm, but I´ll try to be more accurate next time. Got a good syringe, fasted for 15 hours before, usually eat no dairy products anyways and emptied everything that was left before. Thanks! @Breakingthewall Good objection, maybe I´ll try to stay around 30mg and try to get the technique right. Tried snorting around 20mg yesterday, mild effects, stronger than the plugging experiences but still just close to threshold/ light dose. @Leo Gura Aye, captain @Girzo Aye. I think I´ll try to experiment with plugging and snorting more in the future when I have more of the substance at hand. But will try vaping it for now. Any e-mesh recommendations? Anybody knows if you can also vape Bufo with any device? Or just with Glas Pipe + torch?

+ How do you store it properly? @Space The sucstance should be high quality as it is from a trusted source. Maybe I just do have insane tolerance. Maybe I´ll experiment with snorting next time and see what it does.

How do I find out if I have the freebase or the salt version of it? Lost the contact from the guy I got it from. Does it matter if I want to plug it? Do I need the salt version for that or can I plug freebase as well?

Quick trip report: I could clearly feel it coming on very fast. I could clearly feel a bit of the 5-Meo presence but not much more happened. I tried to fully surrender and open up but I could not get very deep. I tired to contemplate the nature of God and Love but didn't recieve any awnsers or insights. The experience lasted about an hour. Dose: 3 scoops, my scale said 15mg ( I don't know if that was accurate). Acceptance instead of frustration. Trial and error. Gonna try again sometime and ramp up the dose slowly. ??

Thanks everybody! I'm gonna have my first plugging experience very soon!

Move out, it´s easier than you think it is.

- Isn´t open or passionate about Psychedelics

I'm on the same journey of exploring higher doses of these compounds gradually. Careful not to burn yourself. Always stay humble and never expect that you know what will happen. Just finished reading 'LSD and the Mind of the Universe'. It's a really nice book! Here the protocol was ~600uq LSD every other week. He said that the momentum he build by journeying frequently took him into deeper and deeper dimensions with the same dose.

@ThePoint Depends on what you resonate with. I´ve met really great people at Rainbow Gatherings, Concious Communities, Temples, Conferences, specific Festivals or Psychedelic Retreats. Just to name a few.

An idea would be to save up some money from any job and go travel. Expose yourself to massive amounts of experience and inspiring people and you'll get some ideas of what resonates and what doesn't.

What are some of your favourite journaling methods/ questions? Here are some of mine that worked quite well for gaining clarity: Start of the day: 1. How can I live my life more aligned with God today? 2. If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today and how would I wish to experience this day? 3. What do I really want? 4. What excites me the most today? 5 How can I ...[specific goal of yours] ...? 6. What can I do this year to ...[specific goal of yours]...? +4 more of those types of questions. What am I grateful for right now? End of the day: 1. What filled me with enthusiasm today? 2. What drained me of energy today? 3. What did I learn about myself today? 4. What are the 3 most important things I need to do tomorrow? 5. Whatever comes to mind After a few months: Summarize all your data and integrate it into your life. But now, after a few months of these and gaining a lot of clarity I want to change some of these up, to make journaling more enganging again. Any inspiration?

I´ll be attending ICPR next week in Amsterdam! I´ve heard it´s easy to order 5-Meo-MALT there, but I´m not sure about 5-MeO-DMT.

Cannabis got me through high school. Without it I would've probably quit. You have to be smart about it though. And I was reading literature about Zen Buddhism in class Make it as fun as possible.

Hey @Leo Gura In your latest video you said that you struggled a bit with integrating your realizations into your purpose and making videos for Actualized.org, because these videos do not come anywhere close to the levels of consciousness you want to share. I had similar thoughts while producing my videos. Have you ever tried to facilitate 5-MeO experiences for other people? How did that feel? How does this thought feel like? I started to facilitate changa ceremonies for people who are interested and found it to be really fulfilling, cause it´s a direct access to different states of consciousness. It´s way more personal and direct.

Does anybody here has some experience with creating an online course? Recommendations on high quality resources. How to deal with the feeling of not being ready to teach other people in a specific topic. Tips on figuring out your target aufience.

I feel like I´ve reached a plateau in my meditation and I know that it is because I haven´t commited to one specific technique to go deeper. But I find it hard to make a decision and commit to one, cause many resonate and I see the potential of them. But I feel now is the time to commit to one for a longer period of time. So what´s your favourite meditation technique? Zazen, Passage Meditation, Mantras, Breathing, Mindfulness, Satisfaction Meditation, I AM- Meditation, Neti-Neti, Loving Kindness Meditation, etc. You got any tips on how to decide for one?

What are your biggest problems you´ve encountered while working with Psychedelics? What are you struggeling with the most? What are obstacles you face with the preperation or integration of these experiences or in the journey itself? Your thoughts on what we can improve in our use and approach of these substances for Self-Realization, Awakening and Self-Actualization? What is your end- result you want to achieve with your exploration of the psychedelic space? What do you care about? What questions are you seeking to awnser? Is the realization and embodiment of Infinite Love and Infinite Self Understanding to big of a vision for the beginning of this path? I feel like the most impotant part is to authentically enjoy every step and every breath you take on this path filled with mystery, wonder and Beauty. Blessings.