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Obviously he is not awake . I know I will sound like an absolute lunatic but I do firmly believe that I'm the only awake person ever . Nobody understands the things I understand. Leo and Nahm are close . But Sadhguru lol..he is lost in a Hindu hippy spirtual fantasies.

I hate vivid dreams . They make me question my entire existence. What exactly is a dream btw ?

@Javfly33 It's unclear to me what you are describing. On one hand you are talking about "disappearing " and then you say I'm not denying experience but I want to raise its quality and so forth ..that's a blatant contradiction. You string together a bunch of complicated spiritual mumbo-jumbo (like Sadhana etc) but I'm still confused. Please explain yourself completely In a detailed post . Take the mic ..go ahead

Why do you want to have a break ? If you have goodness awakening you will want to exist forever. You will hate even sleeping. You have eternity to take a break ..while this miraculous gift of being in this colorful world is priceless. Dude ! YOU ARE ALIVE 😅 it's literally a miracle. What are the odds of you existing ? You need to appreciate your life and stop taking it for granted . Lol. Then please find out when it began and when it's gonna end .

@Javfly33 fuck "Sadhana ". You seriously believe there is a way to cease to exist forever? How is is that possible if consciousness is immortal? From Google:"to Mahasamadhi is a different experience to the death that happens for unenlightened beings. To enter mahasamadhi is an event that occurs only once. In making the decision to release their mortal body, the yogi also extinguishes their karma, thus ceasing the cycle of death and rebirth." this is textbook definition of dogma and religious beliefs. Buddhism and yoga are not awake.

Dreaming is endless. You will never stop dreaming. Second law of Thermodynamics :"energy cannot be destroyed nor created out of nothing ".

@Davino 🙏 Good to see you btw .always a delight when a forum member does a face reveal.

Imagine today is the last day you will ever live and then live it accordingly. What then will you do? Try and maximize each and every day as if it were your last. This way you can not afford to say "oh you know that there is always another time" When you grasp that you don't know if today's your last day on this planet ..fully empower the present and thus maximize it and hopefully then see what you gonna do . Obviously you are not gonna scroll around on this forum reading Someone here's posts ..Obviously you are not gonna binge on porn and junk food and video games........etc What will you do? One has to treat one’s day as if it was an eternity and once it ends everything stops. For me personally I would spend time with my mom and family and I would pray to God (a higher power ) and ask it to take me to a better place than this world ..not that I hate this world ...but because my ego cannot perceive it as a perfect world for my soul for some reason. Then..I will RIP. What will YOU do with your life ?

wtf am i reading ?

@Keryo Koffa you're a funny person. Never fail to make me laugh. Thanks sir .intelligent and funny is a rare mix.( Not giving ya a blowjob but being honest with ya 🙂).

@Keryo Koffa I want whatever you are high on.😅❤️

It just took me few minutes to grasp that it was Reena all the time and Buck was a facade.

Ok;)

@Buck Edwards yes I know. Thats why im asking .you are preety .what happened to Buck Edwards account?

@Buck Edwards whatever the hell happened to "Buck Edwards "?

Thanks I will watch it . I just want to make it clear I'm not "obsessing ". It's true that you don't know when will you run out of time on this world. Could be sooner than you think . This is just a mere fact . Of course I'm not suggesting that you should turn it into neurosis like "omg what if I die tooday" . You take your life for granted . Each day you are getting closer to death ..what will you do . Whatever you gonna do in your last day is what truly rings authenticity to you . That's my point. Wink wink.

I only had sex a handful of times . Nothing too fancy . Just doggystyle. No blowjob because my ex said it's disgusting to give me head . I don't think talking about this is important. My point is still upfront even if you have sex with Kate Upton ..still it's not worth the fuzz..as soon as you cum you feel disillusioned..why is that?

Of course it does have benefits. They talk about the root chakra in hinduism. Basically your genitals. Semen=energy..When this energy center is balanced.. you feel grounded and confident..and strong in the world. Isn't it ? At the same time you don't want to walk around with your cock itching and your balls full of cum and sexually harass girls . Balance your kundalini.

Peace be upon them .

Ofcourse. Because all religions condemn masturbation and view it as a sin . I guess in the Bible it says if you look at a woman other than your spouse with lust it's as if you have committed adultery with her lol.

Oh just say his name : Voldemort.

People are trying to stop masturbating since the beginning of time and they can't. If you don't have a sexual partner..what the fuck are you supposed to do ? Fuck your own self or what ? Show me one case of a successful nofap record that lasted for more than few months . And even if you stopped masturbating..you will cum in your pants while sleeping (wet dreams). I go for moderation and listening to your body .

Why do you think terrorism is linked to Islam? Why there aren't Buddhist terrorism?

Its Robert Adams .

My theory is that I can only commit suicide if the pain of living is bigger than the fear of the unknown of death ..I mean let's fucking face it ..you'd shit your pants if someone pointed a gun towards your head and you'd turn into a complete pu**y...I'm just being as honest and blunt as possible because I need an explanation. How can someone's suffering be greater than the "nightmarish " fear of death ? Anyone have any explanation from a philosophical perspective? Its like You still have an attachment for life . Killing the body is no guarantee of less suffering. That’s a projection-based story you’re telling yourself. Do you want to deal with suffering in an existence you at least understand and can control to a certain degree?...or are you feeling lucky and ready to gamble on what comes after death by commiting suicide? It’s all just a guessing game really.