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Yeah it's difficult no matter how you slice it . You will reap what you sow . And you seem to achieve this high levels of God consciousness after putting incredible amount of work into it . Enjoy the fruits of your hard work .

Yes that seems like a solid reason . Reminds of the parable of the elephant and six blind men ..each one touching a body part of the elephant mistaking it as the whole elephant.

Thanks. Can I achieve this without psychedelics? I like listening to you late at night ..it puts me in a quasi mystical experience..you are right I have no actual consciousness of myself as God. I have just theory from listening to you .

I understand your perspective brother. Its just I'm afraid of going all the way to not lose my mind basically. Your mind is like a quantum computer that keeps processing shit without stop .just take a break and relax and unwind a little. For me personally i value happiness and sanity more than truth .

Beautiful brother! But Leo I have a question..the way you are describing it here appeals to the ego..as if God is only rainbows and butterflies..isn't full consciousness of God reveals that God Is also by virtue of being all that there could ever possibly exist and more ..I say doesn't that mean God has an ugly side if you flip the coin on the Beautiful side ? God is no more beauty and profundity than it is anguish.. Stress.. Pain..sickness.. Death.. Murder.. Rape.. Theft.. Cancer.. Sorrow...depression.. Madness.. Loneliness.. Disability.. Disasters.. Chaos.. Hell.

Thats fine man .all good .thank you for participating.

Could be.

That's correct. Well it's just an axiom I assumed. I have to start somewhere right ?

Yes the gurus are fooling you if they tell you do this to be happy . Happiness is an illusion . there is no happiness in this world .this has been established. Happiness is somewhere else...

@Schizophonia you silly boy you . When you gonna marry "her" ?

Sorry but i don't think you added anything here . You basically rephrased my OP. haven't Answered .

I understand all that BTW. It's good that you are so "done " with it all and you have seen through the cosmic joke . But you are being so much of an absolutist. We can still explain phenomenon with relative knowledge .The human mind perceives reality by creating ideas about everything it perceives. The human mind defines and names everything it experienc.and then it creates descriptions of what it is..what it means and how it works. We can be aware of the illusionness of everything but still lose ourselves in the movie . Cuz it's fun

What sources these differences in motivation? Why some people go to church and some people go to the pub ?

Well well well you are denying space and 3d dimension and using analogy of a screen ..it seems like you sill haven't figured out that the world is not a computer screen? In a one-dimensional cosmos..things could not pass each other without also merging (since the universe would be described by a line/curve without width). In our cosmos.. things can pass each other without merging I know What we experience is an illusion. We know that our brains piece together memories and perceptions to create a kind of movie show for us..and that movie is just a “barely good enough” model of reality. Hence we have optical illusions but you are taking too far and I'm not wiling to go to these depths to not lose my goddam sanity .

Solipsism 101#. Been there done that . Ain't fucking around with Solipsism ever again in my life . Nobody here interacting with others really buys Solipsism. Even Leo himself doesn't buy Solipsism because why he still rambling to the camera (basically to himself ) for 3 hours about god ? It's called "what if reality is nothing but perspective ?". There is no way to prove that the red 🛑i see is the same red you see because I can only have access to my own visual field not yours .if I was to see the world through your eyes ..I would be you and stop being me which will then turn the problem to other side .

Your mind is wacky dude 😂. But I think I understand what you're saying . You're saying there is no such thing as objective reality .so if Jerry from Tom & Jerry believed the moon is made of cheese instead of rocks and dust then its true ? I argued before for relativism and idealism/solipsism. But recently in my readings I'm leaning more towards there being objective world that should not be however it wants or switching according to our wishes.

The bird shitted(is it shitted or shat ?)on the car because it had 3 course meal that day ? You deny cause and effect ? Of course there is no separation between the cause and effect . There is no actual separation even though the world does appear to be consisting of separate discrete physical objects which interact with each other lineary. That's how it appears . But existence is like one soup of stuff just unfolding inevitably without purpose or intelligence or you might say "intentions " behind it ?

Got it . I think its true but its quite paradoxical and twisted 🥨.

😂 dude you killed me . Then again you know where does this lead ? It's basically the same idea that @Princess Arabia said..that everyone are making shit up . But at some point your insects theory will hit a wall called the objective world . Reality is going to test your theory's ass and prove it wrong if it was indeed wrong . Or are you an Epistemological nihilist and you believe in absolute relativity?

I'm aware of this line of reasoning. But there is an objective world in front of our eyes . If the individual is constructing a story about "what is " then can't he/she see easily through that fantasy since it doesn't correspond with the objective world ? What's wrong with those Christians lol 😂? Welcome to humanity. People form opinions based on many sources..often using badly flawed methods. It’s inherent in our evolutionary psychology to give excessive weight to the things we directly experience while minimizing the importance of contradictory evidence especially if we don’t experience it ourselves. No one has ever even seen Jesus as Leo have said.

Seems like legit glimpse of the Ox. But keep going deeper . Try water fasting or Ramadan dry fasting for a week. You will be shocked how little we humans actually need food . We use food mostly not because we need it or hungry but to distract ourselves from the present moment. Some Yogis are so badass and advanced that they are breatharian. They have transcended the need for food and they survive on light and air alone .

@Sabth I don't understand what you're saying .

Prove it or give an example sir .

Totally could be withdrawal from smoking . I used to smoke since 18 yo. That's 9 fucking years of "raping" my health . But I have decided..enough is enough . Pray for me. Totally relate about the fasting and eating more . Smoking regularly kills the taste receptors in the tongue Which makes food taste bad or not so delicious and so smokers tend to eat less and they are skinny like a stick . But I'm healing my appetite. Good point about working out. The paradox though is that my lungs hurt if I run or speed walk . Thanks for the advice mate .