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@Inliytened1

When you give your back to the world your mind assumes there is a world behind you.. You do this because you need to create reality.. Because If you don't create it.. It doesn't exist. If you stop assuming anything on top of what is "actual".. You would see the only actual thing is nothing. You think the phone that you are holding is actual.. It's not.. There is no phone.. Each moment there is a changing appearance but your mind comes in and create out of this groundless flow an illusion of "object". There are no objects. Each moment you are holding a new phone. And there is no moments. Each moment ends as it starts. If you calm your mind and meditate you will realize this. There is nothing here but your mind must create reality using thoughts so that the seperate self doesn't die and become infinity. Forget about understanding what is being said here btw. You can't understand this even tho you perfectly understand it already!

There is no difference. You are literally physically me! What's looking through your eyes right now is what is looking through mine.

Thanks. Well I'm waking up lol. I've seen who is wearing the mask called "me"

Is the body actually doing anything? No. In reality nothing exists. In reality nothing ever happenend and nothing will ever happen. Only thought and memory that is constantly reinforcing the illusion of "events" and stream of deeds and thoughts. Thus perpetual illusion of "reality" extends. That's how reality gets created. If you "truly" understand what I'm talking about you will die. Your mind won't allow you to understand what I'm saying because it needs to constantly create reality.. Because in reality there is no Reality.. Except to nothing. No "why" is answerable. Your mind must layer "seems" on top of things to create reality. Without it you would perceive everything as it is.. Not as it seems.

The body is doing and will continue to do what it needs to do. But I am not this body. This body is not me as any other object is not me. And just like the rest of nature.. The sun the planets the animals etc.. The body also will do it's job.. But I have nothing to do with it all. I am pure eternal nothing.

Because ultimately the only real thing is nothing. The Self is not any form or thing.. And since suffering is a form.. It is not "ultimately" real.. It's half real and half illusory.. Just like everything else.. That's why suffering ultimately is illusion. Because it will die at the end like everything else and only nothingness will remain untouched forever. The problem is identification. As long as you believe you are this body and that you must have everything your way you are doomed to suffer.. And the more you are attached and identified with forms and your body - mind the more you suffer. But don't worry because you are not this body and mind.. You are not in control of anything.. Everything is a temporary passing show.. And nothing truly can touch who you really are.. Nothingness.

There is no difference between imaginary and real. We usually think of the dreaming state as being imaginary or illusory.. Yet what is the difference between the waking state and the dreaming state? Nothing. A dream pain is as painful as a "real" pain. Yes God creates suffering and pain and will experience it and there is no soultion to this. Because God is a madman. You are a madman. You dream up nightmares.

@Javfly33 Maya =truth. Awakening =delusion. When you are having a dream at night sleeping.. You are caught up in the illusion of the dream while at the same time laying in bed completely as your real nature untouched by the dream. you are fully awake and fully not awake right now.

There is no "how" to love someone. If you love them you love them because of a quality in them that attracted you. By you being a finite form that needs, to survive you cannot love everything or everyone because hating that stuff that threatened your survival is good for you. To try to "shed the resistance" is a resistance in itself. Resistance can be a natural state. If you are feeling pain.. It's natural to feel resistant to it.. It's unnatural to try to resist the resistance. Although from other perspective that's Also natural because it IS.. Anything IS IS..let it be resistance.. Love.. Hate etc. So the "natural state" is not to love everything.. The natural state is whatever IS.. Even if it's an experience of hate or resistance. If it's happening.. It's" natural"(in a specific sense of the word)

@Franco as long as you are looking for "who is ware of X Y Z ?" you still not getting it. There is no distinction between the "I" thought and the awareness of the "I" thought. There is no "one" aware of thoughts.. The one who is aware is a thought made of awareness.. And awareness is not aware of thoughts.. Awareness is the thought taking the form of it.. So ultimately all this battle inside your head to catch "who you really are" is pointless. It is for you to recognize that it's pointless because all these dualities must collapse ultimately. Observer =observed =observing ="I" =thoughts =awareness=being.

@electroBeam whatever you are doing or have done that you know is contributing to this..... Stop it.

@Galyna time.. Space.. Matter.. And universe are real if you imagine them to be real. Just like a dream is real as it's being dreamed to be real. And since imagination =reality. There is no difference between real and unreal. And really there is no difference between anything.

@Nahm you are just getting weird now. it's potentially possible to split a piece of shit (I mean a piece of hair) infinitely. But to "actually" go about.. back and forth splitting this piece of shit (I meam piece of hair) is such a waste of time.

Dude I'm getting bored lol. I told you you are experiencing this particular slice of infinity because that's precisely what it means for there to be infinity. Infinity means someone has to appear to be not infinity ? and to be appear as finite POV. If infinity doesn't "pretend" to be finite.. It would be finite and not infinite ?

@Javfly33 think about it as pieces of a puzzle. Every piece only makes sense by there being other pieces that fit with it. So how can you as this little form this human puzzle piece be the only thing out there and there is absolutely nothing other than you in reality? Do you realize you appear to be a limited form? So your being a particular puzzle piece with particular edges requires an explanation. There must be other puzzle pieces along with you that forms together a perfect harmonious unity in the biggest picture possible. So "you" as this human form is NOT the only thing that exists.. Others are also real.. If you are the only one out there.. Then Where the fuck did all this universe come from??.?? ... But ultimately the whole universe is YOU which is the entire puzzle pieces together. So others are real. But ultimately others are YOU. But not "you". Dig that?

@Nahm potential VS actual is a duality. Yup? Infinite potentiality that "can" appear as anything =infinite actuality that is everything. So whatever is possible is actual. And since what is possible is infinite.. What is actual is infinite. 1 - I don't know. I mean I don't have experiential answers to that so to not be kidding you and myself. But just think about it.. Why would that be impossible for infinity?

Well you can take a psychedelic and experience absolute infinity directly. All I can do help you sort it out somehow conceptually . Contemplate... can reality be limited? You should realize ultimately there is nothing that could limit reality because every limit has to be inforced by another limit and so on.. To infinity. So reality ends up being absolutely infinite. Not just in the spatial dimension. But in every possible dimension. Therefore we can conclude that the possibility of you being born as this particular human form and not some other way must be included in this infinity.. And so there you are!!

Ofcourse feel free to not buy whatever you want. You can't escape the infinite.

What happens after this body dies.. decays.. And Dissolves into mud and rot??? P.S and how do you know?

INFINITY. If reality is absolute infinity there is no place for "why" "how" "how come" "this but not that". Every single possibility.... IS. You are you because absolute infinity means someone has to be you right now or absolute infinity wouldn't be absolutely infinite. Ta-da! Lol

Free will.. Two words.. Will =assuming there is a seperate entity in the body called "you" that is "willing" or creating thoughts and actions etc.. Which is just not the case. That's it the question ends here. There is no you who have will.. Let alone whether this will is "free" or not... But what the hell does "free" mean anyways lol? Free from what? From causality? If everything has a cause and that cause has a cause then where is the freedom in this? You might say causality is an illusion which is actually true because there is no duality of cause and effect.. reality is just ONE happening.. No freedom and no one to be free or not free..every single item in the present moment is entirely spontaneous creation out of "your" "control". You can notice this.

@nitramadas alright it seems like in every post of yours you will spend a few Paragraphs rambling about how fucking intelligent you are and even better than Leo in understanding nonduality and how ignorant the other person who you are responding to is.... To ignore list my friend you ain't worth wasting my time. You won't last long here if you keep this up btw.

I'm not sure what are you experiencing but since I'm going through somehow similar things... What worked for me is.. Spend more time by yourself integrating . Just relax and chill. If possible.. Don't do so much stuff out of your comfort zone or something challenging that requires your maximum attention . Connect with the present moment and get out of your head. It can be difficult to do that. Try to focus on the senses.. smell sight touching taste and not so much on your thoughts or the awakening filter that you have now. Good luck.