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Prove it or give an example sir .

Totally could be withdrawal from smoking . I used to smoke since 18 yo. That's 9 fucking years of "raping" my health . But I have decided..enough is enough . Pray for me. Totally relate about the fasting and eating more . Smoking regularly kills the taste receptors in the tongue Which makes food taste bad or not so delicious and so smokers tend to eat less and they are skinny like a stick . But I'm healing my appetite. Good point about working out. The paradox though is that my lungs hurt if I run or speed walk . Thanks for the advice mate .

Thank you for the kind uplifting words .

Definitely. I feel like I'm back to square one in my progress from healing if I just stopped taking those pills even for a day or if lowered the dosage . That's a good idea . But I don't think it's better than a human therapist . Just the face-to-face interaction with another human can be all you need to have the highlight of your day . My therapist isn't mediocre. He is brilliant. I talk to him about everything and all the wacky stuff that goes in my mind .this in itself can be healing . Notice I withheld some things in OP because I don't want to sound vulnerable . Because at the end of the day I'm here interacting with my keyboard not with people who know me . This isn't to downgrade or write off your advice man .thank you for your advice .🙏 That's correct. And the sooner the better .I'm getting checked soon. That's the better decision to take .

Yes one of the nasty side effects of these pills is drowsiness and feeling idle. Could be a reason for my lack of energy. But I absolutely need them . I was literally suicidal because of my panic attacks. As I described they feel like you are literally going to die right now or worse . But I'm healed right now . Still the anxiety throughout the day. I live a very stressful life . No I haven't. I try just to distract myself with watching sports or playing video games or oversleeping. What methods do you suggest? Sorry I don't even know what that is . Yes I do . I lift weights and heavy shit like full gas tanks on my shoulders to gain muscles and build a strong physique. But no cardio or stretching or anything that can make the blood flow to all parts of my body equally . Actually If I take a speed walk across the street I feel my breathing is about to stop and my chest hurting me . Maybe I just need to do a scan on my chest to see if I have some tumour or something but I'm scared for obvious reasons.

@UnbornTao I think the problem is that some people were literally brainwashed and indoctrinated into religion since they were infants and thats why its difficult to let a religion go . And some people were raised in a neutral secular environment.. so its easy for them to see through religions. It's not anybody's fault .

@Breakingthewall are these scenarios a reality or imagined ?

An example would be sufism in Islam. No they are not lost in fantasy .these kind of teachers are spiritually awake and they know how to properly interpret holy books . Because fundamentally all religions point to the same thing .but in a metaphorical way . Watch this video please. She explains it better than I can do . OK thanks for the recommendation. Will check it out . what is truly childish is to try to square the circle and force the words in the bible to fit and align with science . You know very well that the Jewish story of creation .the entire story of creation in the bible contradicts science. At least that's how it appears at first glance .why didn't god make it obvious and said in plain words that humans evolved from apes ? Why does God need Rocco to explain his story better than God himself ?

You are lying . I've read the entire quran. First pages talk about the story of creation and the story of Adam. There is horror and terrorism later on in the other chapters but not the first few pages . I agree. But actually all religions has esoteric sects which focus on direct god realization. The mainstream of any religion is made to suit simple minded people.

Islam is still nonsense. 80% of the mythology in the quran is copy-pasted from the bible . I didn't get attracted to Islam because it made logical sense. I'm well aware that Islam is just the final episode of Abrahamic religions . However please pay attention..Islam says God is one. That's simple enough and digestible. Christianity takes unnecessary twists and turns by saying god is three monads but actually one but actually three but actually one !. Plus I just listened to quran in Arabic and the pun and poetic style just made me like it . I don't call myself a Muslim. Its just a religion that I find interesting. But obviously never fully making sense .that's all friend .

Yup . Which was long ago shattered by Darwin's evolution. Yet still some educated people still believe god molded Adam from dust and created Eve from his rib . "Why the hate against Christianity"? I don't think Leo "hates " it ..its just doesn't make any sense .that's all . The bible is supposedly a full document explaining the whole story of humans since day 1 until the day of judgment. OK fine now go open the first chapter in the bible which is book of genesis..I swear by all the gods In the world I listen to book of genesis everyday before sleeping to get frisky and sleep . Because its pure comedy and nonsense. For example-: how God created day and night before creating the sun . -How the snake spoke to Eve to nudge her to eat from the tree of knowledge. So now it's normal that snakes speak to humans ? Do you not smell any superstition oder here ? -How God has "rested" after finishing creating the heavens and the earth in the 7th day . And I could go and on. Christianity is for children.

Like I said read Jesus's lectures in the new testament. That's the only part that's valuable in the bible . The old testament is just folklore and biography of children of Israel. But who knows maybe you can learn something from genesis about God resting in the seventh day after he finished creating the world . Even God gets tired and needs to rest😴. Better yet ..please give the Quran a chance .

One thing I learned from Leo's latest video on god is to be careful about assumptions and getting your terms defined clearly. You might want to clarify exactly what the hell you mean by the word "godhead ".

Enjoy your life mate . This actually ties in to my point ..if you are living a luxurious life don't judge tension and stress . Some people are undertaking degrees of stress and suffering in their lives that (maybe ) you can't even imagine . Much love 🙏

OK will check these videos out .thanks for sharing. I would still say though..honestly..how do you feel about existence itself ? And I don't mean existence as an abstract metaphysical notion ..I mean plain ordinary day to day life ..do you think its stress outweighs its comfort and pleasure ?or vice versa ? "Turn into goo ? "Why the hell not? .. .there is no heaven better than complete non-existence. Existence is inherently tiresome. Do you agree or not ?this is my main point.

@aurum we are literally made of tension energy. I'm not being pessimistic. That's Just the raw truth of physical existence. Just the mere fact that you are stuck in a dense gross body made of flesh and bones which constantly needs to eat and shit and sleep =tension and suffering. How can you say tension is good or mandatory? This sounds insulting to someone who suffers his life like labor workers . How much serious shit and stress did you experience in your lofty life ?

Just man up a little bit. It's that simple .I understand it can be challenging to grow from a boy to a man. But it's inevitable.

Buddha said to exist is to suffer. Basically to exist is to be tensed . I only relax when I sleep . Existence is full time job of tiredness .

Jim and Parsons don't have a "teaching"..as I'm sure you've heard them saying that often . Solipsism says you are the whole shebang..while They say there isn't "you" in the first place . Their point of view is higher than just a school of thought or a philosophy like Solipsism..

@PurpleTree the question has no meaning . What do you mean by cancel each other out ?

Ok boss. Who said that ? It's true.

All I can say respectfully you don't understand what liberation truly is .it is not a future state to achieve. You are Failing to realize it is right now. It is an eternal "state".. timeless. So it is the ultimate paradox..both state and non-state at the same time. Both to-work for and already the case at the same time.

I'm not gonna argue about what psychedelics are and how they work just for the sake of not getting my ass banned by Leo..that's point number one . I can't judge or assess wether solipsism is true based on someone else's experience. Because thats fundamentally contradicts solipsism which literally states that YOU are the only one in this world who is having a conscious experience . So I'm at lost as to how you take her experience as evidence for solipsism. If you had the same experience similar her ..then that means its just the toad juice fucks with your mind . Because you both are saying solipsism is true after trying 5 meo . Make sure you get this .

Oh well..I'm on my materialist week . Next week I will be a diehard idealist

OK on a serious note ..if your girlfriend realized "solipsim " after tripping on 5 meo a lot of times ...then that's her experience. Why should a hallucination induced by a chemical be taken as evidence for anything or a metric for deciphering what's true ? You dream every night...you might be dreaming right now ...you have no fucking clue ..i mean seriouly you do not .all I'm saying there is a wide gap of not knowing surrounding us In this existence. Don't jump to conclusions so easily . What I'm expressing is pretty simple. Take it or leave it. You seem to also be stuck on chasing psychedelic experiences thinking that some day in the future you will reach a critical point of insight and BOOM.. "enlightenment will happen". Well that's pretty much the biggest obstacle to enlightment as taught in ancient wisdom. Thinking that you need to be somewhere else and cultivate a different state of mind. Cultivation is the selfs/egos best friend. That was my main point against leo.