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  1. @Javfly33 thanks for the reply . Great news to hear you improved your life . I want to lay out my issue once more hopefully with more perssion. Once upon a time There was nothing . Then for whatever the hell reason a baby came out of a womb crying and having perceptions. A consciousness is born out of nowhere to see the light . Now if that's not the most miraculous mind blowing thing ever then I don't know what else is . Then this baby grows into an adult . He learns everything from his or her environment. Its not like you are born with Kantian a priori knowledge of abstracts and shit . You learn what society teaches you . Then you go on with your life . But actually life is doing you ..you are not doing it. You take a walk late at night and you observe old souls walking at around 3 AM. Those people have something in common ..they just happen to be conscious completely that there is something incredibly and unbelievably mysterious going on . That's why you have Leo. That's why you are in this forum . Then you start to get intrusive thoughts : what if I die ? What if i end in hell burning in eternal fire and god will stick his cock into my ass for eternity..? What if what if what if ..there is millions of them . So what does the modern person do? He smokes ..he drinks ..he eats junk..he watches 90000 hours of pornography and cums 200000 times ..he try drugs ..he suicides and dies . Where did he go ? Nobody knows. Why was he born in the first place if he was going to die ? Nobody knows .Old souls start thinking there must be something to solve this madness. What is it ? If you can tell it to me and convince me I will cut my balls off .
  2. @Sincerity great advice and tough love man .thanks for sharing. I will consider what you wrote and try to apply it in my life .thank you .
  3. Yup . To some degree. I guess some things just can't be expressed with words . You'd have to experience it first to understand it . Like trying to explain colors to blind person . Not gonna work . But actually I'm not that much bothered by lack of relating to me from the commenters here..I learned that everyone are doing the best they can at any given moment and if I was in their shoes I would invetiably do the same thing. So it's still cool to see how different people relate differently to different things .which is obvious isn't it ?
  4. That's true but the video he is referring to is about the illusion of ego. There is no "little you" inside your brain giving orders to the body . How do you wake up every morning? Do you will it or it just happens?
  5. Yes it seems like me and you guys are just functioning at totally different wavelengths or modes of being that we cannot relate to each other's. But its okay what can I do ? Appreciate you all.
  6. @Carl-Richard yeah . Your comment above is basically get busy in some hobby or Job or some socialization or start a business or go hit on some chicks with your nonexistent bad friends and you will immediately forget about what the fuck is existence and stuff like that ..correct?
  7. Actually your root chakra .your cock basically.
  8. While you are 100% correct ..Most people don't realize this .you can tell .everyone are judging each others for their behaviour .so forget about society talking about this on CNN or university ..can you suggest an alternative?
  9. Well ..i guess my conundrum is unexpressible. No worries thanks everyone for your comments. I'm getting the hint the advice boils down to "get a job or kick some rocks " . Ty.i will consider your advice. No offence taken Carl .you are good guy.
  10. My entire outlook on life . Sounds like toxic stoicism . What about all these things you mention here ad nauseam? It's all just bs?
  11. @AION there will be free AI porn as well. So I'm not worried. 😂
  12. Thanks for your reply. Not to write off your response it's definitely helpful but I feel like some people still don't grasp how deep the rabbit hole goes . I will try my best to express the problem with an example : If reality is mind then how do you explain material consistency? Yeah the consistency also happens in a dream reality but where am I now ?where is now ? I know the answer is nowhere but still Infinite Mind imagines a where..and Infinite Mind isn't located anywhere because it itself imagines a where ..so reality is literally a hallucination or dream in nowhere which kinda means its a fart in the wind or illusion. We all know this . Now how is there universitis..schools..hospitals..technology...economics..money ..business..success..failure etc? How to reconcile the absurdity of life with its sanity and solidity ?
  13. Thanks brother. Hope it benefited you and others rather than causing more confusion.
  14. @Husseinisdoingfine the title is going to be your signature 😂
  15. I was referring to a video titled "Infinity Of Gods -New Kind Of Awakening ". Anyways..what you are asking are impossible questions. Leo doesn't know everything ..that's a false expectation. Awaken and see what's up as Leo often say when he gets cornered.
  16. What's that got to do with anything? That's correct. So are you saying life is an open game and you just do your best and wait for pure luck or chance or some unknown force to reward you for your work? Because I honestly don't how most humans can manage their practical lives unless they are totally ignorant of the metaphysical proplem of uncertainty . Bare In mind I'm using a lite version of uncertainty by agreeing with your assumption that some things are uncertain and other things are certain ..but I hope I'm not the only person in the world who realizes that nothing at all is certain.
  17. Thanks appreciate it but to me this isn't helping at all . You just handwaved my otherwise serious epistemological questions and have boiled it down to " this is all woo woo .talk just stop philosophising and get to work and have your shit together ". You have to understand that I'm 100% serious and authentic about what I expressed here .stop assuming you know me better than I do know myself. I'm not in a good mental state . You are saying get the practical things in life handled first then you can sit on a lodge and contemplate about what the point of life is and topics from this ilk. I'm sorry but what I feel is 180 degrees backwards. I must slove existence first before I can achieve great material success. How can you succeed in a life that you don't even understand at all ? Imagine playing a new video game ..you have to first understand how it works and how to play it if you wish to pass it let alone achieve the top level in it.
  18. @Sincerity hi. If you want to discuss this please come meet me in this thread of mine where I discuss some of my obstacles:
  19. I don't understand what you are saying (which is not new BTW ).
  20. The part where he said I have no experience in the solipsism video was unfortunately a dishonest moment from Leo. But Leo has integrity and he took down the entire video and released an update episode to correct this. I'm not sure what is his most recent view of this is .
  21. Me . I've given up most of my dreams in life to become wealthy or famous or to acquire possessions etc. I think I'm not going to have an extraordinary life in this particular incarnation. I mean everything is possible..but it's just getting clearer and clearer to me that this particular incarnation is going to be mundane and mediocre regardless of minor excitements and drama here and there . My goal is to get to a state where I could literally sit around all day in a cave or in some wooden hand made house in the middle of wildness just making fire and eating whatever I can hunt like a bird or some seeds and some water and just relax in nature untill I die . Basically I can't relate to society anymore .People are becoming so dumb and disconnected from the truth of who they are and are becoming brainwashed modern civil idiots.
  22. Before answering this question go figure out what is porn first . I'm not joking . I'm not exaggerating if I said I've watched thousands of porn videos. enough nonsense. Consider this..most of the pornstars in this filthy industry start off as poor people and they can't afford for living...they are forced to do porn because they need money. They don't like their jobs..they don't enjoy the weird sexual acts (anal for example)..they actually feel physical pain and they get raped and gangraped and they feel depressed. Most of them are hardcore drug addicts and alcohol addicts..beacuse they live a miserable life..but they need to pay the bills. Porn usually presents women as objects..pieces of meat to get off to. No intimacy or love or human connections ..just robotic sexual acts .the camera angles of most pornos zoom in women's body parts..as if they are objects. This is inhuman and disrespectful .porn is the most disrespectful and evil thing towards women in the history of humanity. I made a thread you can find it in the off topic section..basically porn includes endless novelty and you can pretty much find a video or a picture of someone doing anything you want..all kinds of weird sexual fetishes you could imagine or couldn't imagine..that fucks with people on so many levels ...that affects your sexuality ...Your sense of morality..your sense of reality itself. Porn is destructive for the actors on it.. and for the user..porn is one of the biggest mistakes of humanity and should be vanished and DESTROYED ..otherwise we are fucked as individuals and as society . What would motivate the next generation to get married and reproduce when they have porn ?!..studies say that the rates of marriage are decreasing and the rates of divorce are increasing since the internet resolution ..can you guess why?..
  23. I didn't imply that . Plus ..there are infinite things to understand and figure out ..which means there is nothing to figure out at all . As long as the sun rises and I have a roof above my head and I have food and water in the fridge then I'm happy . Nothing wrong with travelling around and getting some psychedelics to mindfuck me...but it's not available for me at the moment . That's all .
  24. I don't meditate because it's mostly a waste of time to sit there trying to play kung fu with your thoughts. My mind is hyperactive and racy all the time . I don't take psychedelics because they are banned where I live . Also because I don't need them either to achieve understanding of things .