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That's true .I didn't take any psychedelics and I have mostly theoretical knowledge about it . But I really experienced an awakening from listening to Leo's video on solipsism. i just find this idea interesting. I'ts one of the most hated beliefs in esoteric philosophy and most people think it's defined as i am all that exist and everyone else in the world is not real. Viewing it this way is wrong because it makes it seem like you have an over inflated ego. When you contemplate on it and ask it questions it's really defined as anything outside your mind is unsure to exist. The only thing you can't doubt is your own existence, even if i tell you're not real, you know for a fact you are and no one can prove to you otherwise. The fact that you exist is the essence of solipsism. The part where it gets confusing, is that it states anything outside the mind is unsure to exist because you can't experience it without the five senses. Everything that is outside is happening within your mind. "The body-mind and the world are objects, they appear in us, we do not appear in them

@MsNobody Neymar is as skilful as Robinho,Ronaldinho, kaka etc.. The only problem is he is still immature. He can't win you the world Cup.

How do you know?

There is no reason why we exist or do not exist. Existence itself is a thing of beauty and meaning and reason. We exist and the rest coexist with us and to be significant or valued in society is one value among many and that is not the end or meaning of living. I love life and when I see a flower in my garden or simply a blade of grass my soul leaps up. Or when a small baby smiles at me and to see the innocent smile, totally a natural one, as we adults smile artificially faking happiness, I feel happy. What I think is existence has little to do with being esteemed, commended and significant in society. It is more than all these things.

Nothing. What do you mean ?

I think if he did It he will be officially the GOAT. Despite the disappointing season with PSG.

@itachi uchiha ozil was the best playmaker in the world in his prime . Unfortunately he declined severely last years.

@Asayake thank you. I'm feeling slightly better right now

Everything I do is meaningless and truly to my own amusement,i feel no reason to change the world whatsoever and truly don't care.I like myself just the way I am and i dont see that in any way shape or form connecting to my legacy,achievements or desires about changing the world

@Leo Gura glad to see you into football (they call it soccer in America i guess ol). Oh i remember..don't remind me of these terrible times .

It has two sides to it .the first is being completely hopeless and sorrow. And live in meaninglessness and lack of ambition. And I'm stuck in this phase. Don't know how to make it to the other side . the positive side is that..If truly nothing matters, then we have the chance in this life to do whatever the hell we want and be whoever the hell we want to be. That’s f*cking awesome. This life is about going balls to the wall and experiencing it for what it is and what you make of it; take risks, challenge yourself, push the envelope, break rules, discover new things, learn about the world and the people in it, chase your dreams, thrive in failure, find peace in success, be happy. But I'm not there yet .

@Raze thanks for sharing those . I like shinzen.

@Asayake @Loba I’ve been focusing on all the negative in my life and multiplying it in my head, creating this general mindset of apathy and disdain for this existence. I found myself asking why. Why do I feel deflated, demotivated, apathetic? Why am I okay with letting myself feel like that? Last Thursday I walked up to Tower to overlook the city (which helped remind me of how small we all are and further emphasized the whole nothing matters mindset), before going out with a few friends and making some arguably poor judged decisions .. However: it was one of the happiest mornings I’ve had in a long time. After having a fun, relaxed and genuine night with these friends I realized a few things. I have been holding on to so much negative energy revolving around my current life circumstances. And I realized that this is what matters when you decide nothing matters: if you are going to hold on to that mindset (which I do), and if you’re going to take the positive things in life and dwell on the nihilistic fact that they don’t matter, then you have to do the same thing with the negative things, too. If you’re going to say nothing matters, then believe nothing matters (cause nothing does matter!) and stop wasting so much mental energy and angst on this ultimately meaningless negativity! There is a fine line between cynical and beautiful. The divide between nihilism comes in depending on where and how you see it, and where and how you use it. It’s cynical when you take all the good things in life and beat them down with their ultimate lack of significance, which in turn only makes you beat yourself down. It’s beautiful when you let the fact that nothing matters drive you to make this life as joyful, exciting, and wonderful as possible. Knowing that nothing matters and we are each teeny tiny creatures of the utmost unimportance, it is important that we make our own meaning out of life. That might sound very contradictory, but that’s really where the fun comes in: if there is no real meaning in life, then we can make life be about whatever the hell we want! We give our own meaning to our own lives, no matter what that means. And it doesn’t matter what it means, because there is no matter of meaning in this context (I don’t think that made any sense but if you’re picking up what I’m putting down, good on ya.)

Fuck being a man .we are doomed to suffer then die .

@snowyowl I know that suicide is not an option. I dont have the balls to do it. However, when the hell never ends because you're too traumatised to do anything about it and you have no fight left anymore, and you dread every day because you're terrified of what bad experience you could have next. I live every day in crippling fear of other people because I know they're going to make my life miserable if I stand up for myself in any way. Some people have so much power over you they can do anything to you and you can't do anything to them. The only option is to leave, but you're too scared to do the things you need to do to leave.

I'm just venting right now because I'm in a fucked up mood ATM. Don't take me literally or seriously.

We exist so that that existence can be conscious of itself. Feeling meaninglessness is an emotion that everyone has experienced. Yet, there have been moments when you feel things are meaningful. Importance is subjective. Don't tell Donald Trump he has no importance. People who get stuck on this idea about meaningless keep living because the body forces it to do so, therefore, you might as well enjoy it. The "world" is your creation. You can make it as small or as big as you wish. Make it small like just you and a couple of your friends and close family members and you'll see you can make a difference. It makes no sense accepting the world stage if you can't be a player. You don't have to be in the NBA (or the world) to enjoy some basketball (or power play your friends.)

Yup. We're here because we're better at it than than all the other species before us, and the things we create (artificial intelligence) will burn up the galaxy. (We are the spark)

@itachi uchiha

@itachi uchiha where you from ?

@Preety_India world cup is a competition between national teams (teams of the country) like Brazil,France, Italy, Germany Argentina etc. Not clubs like real Madrid or Barcelona.

Would like to see that too .Argentina has a good squad .it will be a dope final. Isn't Monaco a club team ? We're talking about national teams.

I guess for women it happens less intensely. Because they can have multiple orgasms in a short period of time. Whereas us guys ..we are just one and done ?

Yes it happens because once you finish the peak of the sexual activity (the orgasm ) you crash down to zero . Your body release prolactin and other hormons that makes you feel sleepy ?tired and dizzy . my eyes get dark circles and I become more tired and fatigued. I'm guessing sperm is testosterone and losing that would tire me . I'm not a scientist, nor an expert on the subject but I feel tired af after fapping. Because when you cum you are expending a lot of energy, which will leave you feeling deprived, especially the next day. Also you are desensitizing and saturating your neurochemical receptors, which leaves you with a lack of mental energy, focus, and motivation. But worse than making you feel tired, porn use is physiologically similar to drug addictions such as cocaine, heroine. It has destroyed many people’s lives in the same way. Yet the mainstream hides the fact the porn addiction is an epidemic and has nothing but praise for the industry.