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Explain yourself. It is never easy to understand why someone attempts suicide.. and the reasons are varied and complex. Often suicide involves emotional or physical pain that someone finds to be unbearable and leaves them feeling as if there is no escape.

Like what @Inliytened1 said ..fear is what keeps you alive .if you didn't fear being hit by a bus you wouldn't look around to check if the road is safe to cross .

@Leo Gura I have the same thoughts regarding suicide. Its like You still have an attachment for life . Killing the body is no guarantee of less suffering t. That’s a projection-based story you’re telling yourself. Do you want to deal with suffering in an existence you understand and can control..or are you feeling lucky and ready to gamble? It’s all just a guessing game really.

Beautiful post! Exactly what I needed to hear. I recently had an experience that changed my way of thinking about things. It was such an intense understanding that I knew I had to start living my life this way. Every day I am improving on integrating that understanding into my life and my anxiety has really improved because of it. During this process.. I am realizing awakening is such an individual experience and that challenging myself to think in a different way is not always easy. And that's okay! So long as I can recognize and improve every day. Sometimes reading some of the posts on here can be disheartening because so many people hold on so tightly to what they believe is awakening. It made me question if I am just losing my mind or if I am actually on a journey of awakening. What I have come to understand is that we all have different experiences with our journey and are at different stages. There is no right way to become awakened IMO. Yes . there are things to do that definitely support advancement in your journey but those things are there for when each individual is ready to use them. I commend any and all that even show curiosity in awakening because I feel it means they are on their way in their own time. My focus should be on my journey and not to worry about what other people are doing. I can learn from those people and pick out the advice that resonates with me. For me..u know when I feel something in my heart then that is something I may need to consider utilizing in my own journey. Thank you for posting this! ❤

Because death is inevitable. When and if it ever It come..it's gonna be the highlight of my life ..I want to die peacefully and eternally ...I realized nothing in this world of samsara can satisfy me .

Do you mean the excruciating pain that leads to death is the bad thing ? Yes ..but contemplating death can spur us on to make important changes in our lives. It can make us question whether we’re living a life that’s based on our values the things that are important to us. But it can also play the opposite role and make us anxious all the time .expecting our death to be near .

@Leo Gura but Leo..in your episode on death you said death is equivalent to "dissolving into an ocean of infinite love " . So why would you still have fear from it ?

"Cleaning the house "?! Are you my mom or somethin'? No I can clean my house in a matter of 5 minutes. You gotta buy some fine brooms

Yes that's correct. So this particular dream of Someone here will end at some point in the future..what I want to know is what exactly happens after that? (I know you are not supposed to have all the answers and I'm asking you questions that might just push you off the limits but hey ..let's see where this is going ).

Yes it is bound and boundless simultaneously. So you are saying it can't lean more one direction in favour of the other or else that will be a asymmetrical bias (and God have no biases)?

So are you denying the fact that you gonna die someday and it will definitely be a nasty experience?( Let alone the crippling fear of the unknown beyond death ). I'm talking biologically speaking ..as a living organism..do you think you will live in Inliytened1 avatar forever?

@Princess Arabia actually no .I only watch comedy or romantic movies. Horror and drama and action movies don't interest me at all . So my claim is still intact ..God is a fucking idiot. It has when it's incarnated as a human or a cat or a dog . Only not in its formless state . Which makes me wonder why leave the nirvanic formless state and enter the world of form where there is lack and suffering? What is God really up to ?

Oh man that one just hit me ? Could you elaborate on this?

How do you know ? Did you have a NDE ? If so ..please share . That's right .I'm considering taking a break from the forum .less mental masturbation and more work .even if its as simple as mediation or going to a retreat etc .

I heard that this psychedelic is legal in most countries in the globe..is that right ? I really wanna get my hands on some psychs but I can't . This seems true .

@Inliytened1 you used the term "the paradox of God ". I call it the stupidity and utter foolishness of God. Think about..you were in God mode and you decided to incarnate as a limited little miserable human...

Yeah so after my corpse decays ...it will get recycled in nature ..turn into nutrients of the soil.. Into plants and animals bodies.. Then a sperm and an egg will meet ..and I will be born again?

Yup. I learned about death through society. If I wasn't indoctrinated into a society maybe I wouldn't even know what death is .

I understand that my body's recycling process but not sure if the same applies to death .maybe when you're dead you're dead and that's it .

Interesting. How did you became conscious of this ?

@Thought Art thanks for the honest reply. Keepin' shit real .

What made you think you are God in the first place ??

AKA you. Your hand is finite . The universe is infinite. The infinite contains within itself all possible finitude.

@cetus OK sorry.

@Holykael I wanna talk to you ..Do you have Discord, WhatsApp, Skype etc?