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Nothing . I'm just wondering why your daddy Ralston is so keen about cash.

Yes my point is that thousands of books are free . Only few elite writers who have their nose up in the sky demand you gotta pay for their life changing books on Amazon or wtvr.

What's that ?

@Thought Art why there are no free books from him online ? I can find books like "7 habits of successful people" or "think and grow rich " or"the power of now " free to download..but mister Ralston doesn't want his work if it's so profound to be free.

Why don't you gather a few people in your neighbourhood and arrange satsangs like Robert Adams's style or Mooji? Or maybe promote your own unique version of spirituality and make money out if it? You can arrange Zoom meetings online with people seeking spirituality.

Good point James. Thanks.

Sex is overrated. Ice cream and cigarettes feel better to me . Its like what ..you cum and done and its over .so what now ? If you really want to transcend sex then keep indulging in it until you get sick of it and see its futility.

How do I trust the flow of reality that it leads to a good destination? I'm not after anything more than knowing everything is going to be perfect in the end . What if x y z?

@Javfly33 thanks for the reply . Great news to hear you improved your life . I want to lay out my issue once more hopefully with more perssion. Once upon a time There was nothing . Then for whatever the hell reason a baby came out of a womb crying and having perceptions. A consciousness is born out of nowhere to see the light . Now if that's not the most miraculous mind blowing thing ever then I don't know what else is . Then this baby grows into an adult . He learns everything from his or her environment. Its not like you are born with Kantian a priori knowledge of abstracts and shit . You learn what society teaches you . Then you go on with your life . But actually life is doing you ..you are not doing it. You take a walk late at night and you observe old souls walking at around 3 AM. Those people have something in common ..they just happen to be conscious completely that there is something incredibly and unbelievably mysterious going on . That's why you have Leo. That's why you are in this forum . Then you start to get intrusive thoughts : what if I die ? What if i end in hell burning in eternal fire and god will stick his cock into my ass for eternity..? What if what if what if ..there is millions of them . So what does the modern person do? He smokes ..he drinks ..he eats junk..he watches 90000 hours of pornography and cums 200000 times ..he try drugs ..he suicides and dies . Where did he go ? Nobody knows. Why was he born in the first place if he was going to die ? Nobody knows .Old souls start thinking there must be something to solve this madness. What is it ? If you can tell it to me and convince me I will cut my balls off .

@Sincerity great advice and tough love man .thanks for sharing. I will consider what you wrote and try to apply it in my life .thank you .

Yup . To some degree. I guess some things just can't be expressed with words . You'd have to experience it first to understand it . Like trying to explain colors to blind person . Not gonna work . But actually I'm not that much bothered by lack of relating to me from the commenters here..I learned that everyone are doing the best they can at any given moment and if I was in their shoes I would invetiably do the same thing. So it's still cool to see how different people relate differently to different things .which is obvious isn't it ?

That's true but the video he is referring to is about the illusion of ego. There is no "little you" inside your brain giving orders to the body . How do you wake up every morning? Do you will it or it just happens?

Yes it seems like me and you guys are just functioning at totally different wavelengths or modes of being that we cannot relate to each other's. But its okay what can I do ? Appreciate you all.

@Carl-Richard yeah . Your comment above is basically get busy in some hobby or Job or some socialization or start a business or go hit on some chicks with your nonexistent bad friends and you will immediately forget about what the fuck is existence and stuff like that ..correct?

Actually your root chakra .your cock basically.

While you are 100% correct ..Most people don't realize this .you can tell .everyone are judging each others for their behaviour .so forget about society talking about this on CNN or university ..can you suggest an alternative?

Well ..i guess my conundrum is unexpressible. No worries thanks everyone for your comments. I'm getting the hint the advice boils down to "get a job or kick some rocks " . Ty.i will consider your advice. No offence taken Carl .you are good guy.

My entire outlook on life . Sounds like toxic stoicism . What about all these things you mention here ad nauseam? It's all just bs?

@AION there will be free AI porn as well. So I'm not worried. 😂

Thanks for your reply. Not to write off your response it's definitely helpful but I feel like some people still don't grasp how deep the rabbit hole goes . I will try my best to express the problem with an example : If reality is mind then how do you explain material consistency? Yeah the consistency also happens in a dream reality but where am I now ?where is now ? I know the answer is nowhere but still Infinite Mind imagines a where..and Infinite Mind isn't located anywhere because it itself imagines a where ..so reality is literally a hallucination or dream in nowhere which kinda means its a fart in the wind or illusion. We all know this . Now how is there universitis..schools..hospitals..technology...economics..money ..business..success..failure etc? How to reconcile the absurdity of life with its sanity and solidity ?

Thanks brother. Hope it benefited you and others rather than causing more confusion.

Good advice .thanks ,dear forum lovely friends.

@Husseinisdoingfine the title is going to be your signature 😂

I was referring to a video titled "Infinity Of Gods -New Kind Of Awakening ". Anyways..what you are asking are impossible questions. Leo doesn't know everything ..that's a false expectation. Awaken and see what's up as Leo often say when he gets cornered.

What's that got to do with anything? That's correct. So are you saying life is an open game and you just do your best and wait for pure luck or chance or some unknown force to reward you for your work? Because I honestly don't how most humans can manage their practical lives unless they are totally ignorant of the metaphysical proplem of uncertainty . Bare In mind I'm using a lite version of uncertainty by agreeing with your assumption that some things are uncertain and other things are certain ..but I hope I'm not the only person in the world who realizes that nothing at all is certain.