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Anyways . That might come off as disrespectful. Moral of the story don’t fall for easy girls even if they are hot and intimidating.

I choose sex as the main subject of this journal because I fucking love women, love orgasms, love licking women and being sucked by women. Sex is good and right. What's not to love. Pussies need fucking. Somebody's gotta do it! Although I'm deprived from it .all my relationships with it come from porn and masturbation. So I will be discussing that too .soon enough, I guess.

You’ve gone wild since you were demoted lol . Unleash the real you .

I don’t consider you awake for starters to guide me through this particular dilemma . I need to talk with someone who actually understands what they are talking about. Like neo advaita Buddhist rats .

If God told you you were self-deceived, I suspect you’d explain to Him why He’s misunderstanding the context of the dream 😂

I fear that your colleague failed the test because your answers were awfully wrong lol.

This makes no sense . If solipsism is true then I’m the only conscious mind there is , that’s Leo’s version of solipsism , Isn’t it ?Which means I’m dreaming you up right now .you are not a real person who exists independently outside of this present moment which I’m imagining. No other people, animals , aliens , AIs etc are or could be conscious outside of my consciousness. That is Leo’s definition. Which is obviously false . No such thing as within the dream . Because obviously even inside a dream no one is really there other than you. Same as outside the dream .

@Inliytened1 it seems like you don’t understand the context of the conversation. I’m the one hypothetically assuming that solipsism is true . I’m the one asking how could solipsism be true and AI being conscious simultaneously.

Lol so 2018

I honestly don’t claim to understand that suffering is fully justified or needed for growth from the beginning. Like , a common argument among atheists against the whole “testing “ model of religious beliefs is that “ why does god need to test humans with hardship before sending them to heaven , when he can send them to heaven directly “? . the only peace I found with my suffering is not to contemplate it from the position of “ why would ..?” but rather from the position that it is already an inescapable reality of this world . And since that is the case , it would contribute to more suffering if we endlessly complain about it . We need to accept that that’s how things are and we don’t know much ,let alone know everything.

A journal for posting anything that comes to my mind regarding literary anything in my life or in life in general . I want to look back at it after few years and find that I went through a lot of things yet I’m still thriving and maturing.

Hi Leo, hope you’re doing well. So, this forum celebrated its 10th anniversary not long ago, and you have 60k posts, which is very impressive (if it’s true). You say your body of work consists of the videos on your YouTube channel, the blog, the book you’re currently working on, and the courses (although there is only one course up until now). You post casually on the forum. You previously said that the forum is like a lounge bar for chitchatting with like-minded people, but it’s not really where the real work happens. And I agree. The real work should happen behind the scenes. Because, obviously, if you are active on here, then you are not doing that much work, because, well, you can’t be doing two things at the same time. There have been a few people suggesting a fan meetup or meeting up with you in person. As always, you didn’t respond. The “psychedelic retreat” is still in the caterpillar phase. No real, tangible things have happened yet. You banned the moderator Nahm, who is the only one here besides you who actually knows what he is talking about regarding spirituality, enlightenment, consciousness, etc. And now, I feel like I’ve watched all these videos of yours, and I understand why I exist and what existence is to a certain extent. But I feel like there is a need to take an extra step, or take this to the next level. So, I have an idea: we could basically just have Zoom meetings, private calls, paid, obviously. And, by the way, this has to happen some way or another, because you can’t distance yourself from us forever. We are like a family. And I think you want to have a real community of people, not like Osho’s ashram and without worshipping you, but there has to be something beyond just an online forum. I don’t know. I want to hear some basic thoughts from you about this idea.

I’m going to be truthful. No , I haven’t met any of them . And I haven’t met Nahm . But the point is that these teachers , all of them , do have that kind of medium of teaching goin on .while Leo doesn’t . right now ,you could book a ticket or schedule a free (or paid ) video talk with him . Let’s talk less about meeting in person(because Actualizer are from every country in the world ) and talk more about online meeting (beyond just texting on a forum ,where Leo is so happy posting these cute little offshoots of a posts ). no practical thing has happened yet. Even Leo himself is still organizing his mind about how it should go . Because it essentially circles around making the participants take illegal drugs , and so there are legal issues surrounding it. I myself am not fully aware of this.

Tell me one spiritual teacher who’s popular right now who still haven’t done meeting on person or through online video meetups with his followers/ fans ? rupert spira did . mooji did . adyshanti did . Nahm did . Jim Neman did. Anna brown did . Sadhuguru did . Bentinho Massaro did . Eckhart Tolle did . i could go on forever … but somehow the most awake person ever doesn’t want to do it . lol .

@Natasha Tori Maru what about that quote ?

I genuinely expected Leo to respond with clear-cut answers to my direct questions which are found on the first page of this thread.

I hate this feeling when you hit a dead end and feel like you’re paralyzed, almost as if you’ve been struck by an electrical storm. Your mind stops cooperating with you. You can’t think straight, can’t make sense of what’s happening, and can barely formulate two sentences together and no matter how hard you try, you can’t seem to find a way out. I hate it, until I actually begin to love it. Because somewhere in the middle of all that confusion, something begins to shift because the need to figure everything out starts to lose its grip on me.It clears my head eventually, not by giving me immediate answers, but by making me stop searching so desperately for them. it forces me to let go of control. It’s not a choice. It doesn’t ask for my permission or wait until I’m ready. It simply takes away my ability to hold everything together, to make sense of everything, to find a solution to every uncertainty. For once, I cannot think my way out of what I’m feeling. I have no choice but to sit with it, to allow it to exist without trying to change it. And slowly, almost without me noticing, I begin to enter a peaceful space. A space where I no longer feel the need to have everything figured out .The urgency fades, and I begin to feel lighter, as though something within me has finally stopped resisting. And it’s here, in this space of stillness, that insights and clarity begin to emerge. Not because I’ve forced them to, but because I’ve finally stopped getting in their way. Sometimes, I think, the mind needs to reach a dead end before it can discover a different way forward.

That is correct. I think his answer have landed by not answering at all .

I obviously don’t and can’t control what people say or talk about here , even Leo can’t , unless there is severe violation of the guidelines or something like that . I would like to see more maturity in the discussion. And the only way for this to happen is if the people who post are themselves mature and experienced in consciousness work . If we had 4 people as such , they could autocorrect any confusion which the less experienced members have and help guide the people here towards truthful conclusions about consciousness work .

You could say that, if that’s how you perceive it. it’s difficult to truly know another person’s inner world, even through face-to-face communication, let alone through text messages. Personally, I think he possesses exceptional clarity when it comes to the work of consciousness. that doesn’t necessarily mean he can offer sound advice on practical matters such as health, dating, or other aspects of everyday life. when he attempts to apply his ideas about enlightenment to the practical issues of ordinary life,At that point, it becomes clear that he is conflating consciousness work for guidance about everyday situations. and again that’s my own personal opinion. He’s something from the past now . I wish we could have more people like him on the forum today . Because Leo doesn’t put that much effort on the forum despite posting actively for years because he intentionally posts casually and less formally on the forum.

I changed. I was pretty immature in the past . I’ve worked on myself and I improved.

But That’s exactly the point I’m trying to get at. Why is Leo playing peekaboo with us? He is NOT completely free to play it however he wants . He is an enlightened teacher who teaches spirituality . He share his ideas, influence people, and maintain a presence through his work, but when it comes to actually engaging with the people who have followed him for years, there’s a reluctance to take that next step. it comes across as a kind of “don’t befriend me” attitude, or even outright ignoring members who are trying to establish some genuine connection. Of course, nobody is entitled to Leo’s personal time, he doesn’t need to give a fuck about this thread But I do think it’s fair to question this persistent distance, especially when there’s an entire community of people who have invested considerable time and energy in his work. when I actually asked Leo why he behaves this way, his response was literally that he doesn’t get paid for posting on the forum. Fair enough Why not offer paid coaching sessions, organise small group discussions, or meetups?

Ok . To keep this as constructive as possible. what I’m asking for is this : two questions. I’m satisfied with yes/no answers from Leo . That’s all . Sorry for the drama

I think there are many enlightened or God-realized people who are willing to teach and share their understanding. The problem is finding them and distinguishing genuine realization from intellectual understanding or spiritual claims. But even if finding such people is difficult, the bare minimum should be that those who are not enlightened stop presenting their assumptions, beliefs, and intellectual speculations as direct knowledge of reality. There is nothing wrong with being a seeker or sharing one’s perspective, but there is a problem when people mislead others while speaking with unwarranted certainty about things they haven’t genuinely realized for themselves. I’m very unhappy that I have to mention names , I’m a bit angry, Natasha is a brilliant lady . Emerald is very good. They mostly have emotional awareness and good understanding of communication and socializing dynamics. But I’m speaking specifically about the spiritual forum . I stopped posting here and started a journal because I’m mostly sharing personal reflections instead of claims about absolute truth . It’s obviously attractive to play the online guru game . And I admit that I have fell prey to that trap in the past . But thank goodness I’ve woken up from this and reformed my mind. In this section there are people who are active and spreading nonsense and claiming that all spiritual tearchers are full of shit . There is an ex Mod called Unborntao , he was the only one doing actual consciousness work . He would analyze every single word in a discussion. It’s that level of quality that I’m interested in. Nahm is also accurate as a knife . He is basically a spiritual quantum computer or a spiritual ChatGPT . Both left . Leo is accurate in his videos and the blog . But on the forum he is very cold , lazy , a bit full of himself and doesn’t want to meet people where they are . Etc . All of that could be fixed . But until now , it isn’t fixed .