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I wrote this comment few minutes ago in anothr thread and i want to express something genuine . This is what i wrote :I've discovered this when I was 3 years old and was done with it . It's perfectly clear to me that nobody ever understands a goddam thing and that this is going to be the case forever. Pretty scary stuff. Try to distract yourself by eating some cookies or watching anime movies .just don't dig deep into this particular fact or you might literally lose your mind and trust me you don't want that. But for me it's total liberation. Nobody in the entire world even knows what an atom of existence is. Everyone are idiot fucks .including Leo and all the gurus and philosophers and scientists etc. I can show a pencil and no idiot on this forum can tell me what the fuck is a pencil. Also I've read the entire thread about Leo's psychedelics retreat. All the comments. I read all of Leo's posts ..and I can assure you what actualized.org and Leo is heading towards is total and complete insanity . Not because Leo have said he will teach us how to deconstruct sanity because obviously you have to deconstruct everything that is false until only truth remains . And don't you dare to say there is a thin line between awakening and insanity. Leo has made it clear that there isn't. I'm not going to attend the retreat but I just wanted to quickly tell you what awaits if actually wake up . I'm not out or quitting actualized.org. I'm totally in for losing my imaginary brains . But Leo is not more insane than me .

@Princess Arabia you can't know who you are . There is not you1 that knows you2. You are you . What is you ? It's not a word that can be written . You already are you .there is zero distance between you and you . This is the only answer. Go sip some water and sleep .

@Princess Arabia read carefully what I said word by word and put some mental effort to understand it and get it . Will save you a lot of time regarding this question.

I am that I am .whatever I am is whatever I am already. Being is prior to knowing. You can't have knowing without being .but you can have being without knowing . You can't know who you are .because there is no two of you . You are being what you are . /thread .

@Sincerity that one hit you like a train or a bullet to the head, huh ?(not the one about hell but the notion that its all perfect and no matter what you troll me with its all infinite joy for me ).

Exactly. The whole point from this thread .

No.

I'm not saying this to be arrogant ..I sit on the toilet and shit just like you ..I'm just an Indian guy addicted to actualized.org videos and cigarettes. My family members are more dumb than a chair .I can't express myself except here .and people like it .just take a look at the number of views my threads usually get . Once Someone here posts something..you know it's gonna be Juicy...deep..innocent as a child ..and controversial.

@Natasha Tori Maru I'm sexy and I know it .

Christianity my ass . Let there be light ..let's create Adam and a wife to fuck ..let satan decieve them to eat some random fruit ..and because they eat fruit get the fuck out of heaven and go to earth and suffer your whole life for your daily bread..then god regrets and sends his son Jesus to die for our sins which we didn't do. And those who accept Jesus go to heaven again and those who don't accept Jesus go to hell. What a lovely crapy bedtime story . Enough cartoons and fairytale, people.

@Yimpa I'm the new forum comedian. I outwit you now .

@Carl-Richard how do you like this ...if you cut your micropenis off you will instantly understand everything I'm saying .

@cetus words are pointless. Because everyone has a software in their brain that interprets what they hear and gives an automatic response . Nobody will ever understand me . Nobody ever understands anyone else . There is a reason why silence is godly

Also Carl and Sincerity..please come on. "You do this because of that and that isn't this because of this blabla "..... Are you seriously not getting that nobody knows what the fuck they are doing or saying and existence is Amechanical ? Why do you sing in the bathroom while taking a shower ? Why ?

You don't it get. You do not get it . Nobody knows anything about anything .never and ever . You ..do..not ..get ..it .

@Sincerity I trigger you because I say the things you are afraid to even think about . "Nobody knows anything and everyone are insane "? ISN'T THAT THE MOST OBVIOUS FACT EVER? I became 100% absolutely certain that this existence we live in contains a hell realm where you will be burning unbelievable pain for infinite time. But also I don't hate you because you constantly attack me ..everything that's happened..happening..or will happen in this existence is perfect perfection perfecting itself to the infinitely perfect degree .

@Mellowmarsh you're going in circles,Jane. What do you want ?

Why do you want to become insane ? Do you know who Friedrich Nietzsche ? Do you know that he spent his last 10 year of his life insane in a mental hospital ? Why ? Because be dared to question God ..morality ..modernism..religion..etc

@Mellowmarsh synonymous words :craziness..madness ..nutheadness..madladness. But the best word is existence itself. But maybe we need to look it up in the dictionary.

@Yimpa there is no "integrating insanity ". That's what the word insanity literally means . once you dipped your toes in there for a second you are finished for good. I could tell you some intrusive thoughts I have that will make never be able to sleep again in your entire life . But let's stay in the safe side for now .

@theoneandnone 😂 man you are such a a cool dude 😎

You should change your username into solipsism.

@Hojo do you have any mental disorders or something like bipolar or autism or something extremely dark and traumatic that happend to you in the past ? this is not mocking ..you know that i like you ..im just trying to make sense of the Hojo phenomenon.

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