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I promise this is going to be my last post rambling about my smoking addiction. I didn't just hit rock bottom ..I fucking exploded the living hell out of rock bottom . Can't run 5 meters without coughing and grasping for breath .can't workout or lift dumbbells without quick exhaustion despite taking protein powder and energy drinks and French coffee and all kinds of stimulants . But the real wake up call is that my sister's husband was diagnosed with lungs cancer few months ago because he is also like me ..binge smoking like a mofo all day everyday. The chemotherapy thanks to god has reduced the tumor in his lungs but his health is totally shattered and my sister cries and prays for him and the entire situation just breaks my heart even though I don't have a good relationship with my family members because I live alone because of a limiting belief that living with my family will hinder my spiritual stoic life . For me now it's as simple as this : smoking causes cancer ..and cancer causes death ..and I'm not enlightened or smth to look death in the eyes . Pray for me please.

Because I don't want to do it . When and if one day I experienced an irresistible urge to do it ..I'm going to do it. And I encourage you to do it if you truly want to do it . But take a pause ..consider disabled people..blind people..people with cancer ..old people who have gotten enough of life's BS..and then consider your life ...is it really that bad ? Make a list of 10 things you enjoy doing and go do them right now .

Solipsism: a theory that one can only be sure of his own existence and can't be sure if the external world and other minds exist independently from him. Go spend 10000000000000000 years trying to refute this .

Hi Alex. Peace comes when we die (maybe). Ain't no peace in a world that worships bread . What is your qualification for giving spiritual guidance advice ? What do you mean you spontaneously awoke? Thanks.

I don't understand what you are saying. Can you please clarify? "Jesus is a very powerful myth" 😂.

Where is this "ordinary world " you are blabbering about? You ain't BS-ing anyone .this "ordinary world "if looked at properly is fucking GOD. but God's majesty is hiding itself in the ordinary precisely because if you see the world really as it is even for one second you will literally lose your frickin mind . You didn't have ..you don't have ..and you will never have ..the slightest idea what the actual fuck is this very experience is. Nor will anyone ever have . And this should not scare you ..this is precisely the awakening you are seeking . So It's a function of consciousness .raise your consciousness and you see God. Lower your consciousness and you see an "ordinary world ".

So we're officially in insane asylum? This entire thread is one big WTF.

What happiness yall talking about in a world that doesn't believe in anything other than money and bread ?

@Princess Arabia we are all sons of bitches . Marriage is no different than going to a prostitute for one night stand sex . Here you are paying for one night..and there you are paying for life-long partnership.

@Princess Arabia stop talking nonsense please. If there is actually one thing that truly matters in this fucking disgusting piece of a shit of a world that we live in..it is happiness. People with zero hope to achieve any degree of happiness in their lives immediately kill themselves.

@Princess Arabia I'm speaking from the relative perspective not the absolute perspective.

So in a nutshell adopting a lifestyle that demands quitting smoking ?

It's a state of mind that can be easily achieved with a healthy human body & mind. But otherwise..the hardest thing to get.

And what's the end result? I am not chopping a tree that reaps no fruit.

Used to ? So you quit ? How was that ? Leo is right in this video .I can't stand sitting alone in a room doing absolutely fucking nothing for 5 minutes. 😂

No.

@Salvijus your point is like "we don't know why God is doing this but it's just a brute fact that he is doing and it would be wiser to just swim with current and accept gods scenario for life because we have no other choice ".

Great point. Thanks for opening this up . I obviously don't understand the reason why suffering exists if God is all good and all powerful and all knowing (problem of evil ). If God is watching a woman suffocating in holocaust or a man puking his guts out and trust me there is some kinds of horrible tastes of pain that even describing them can irritate you ..I say if these kinds of sufferings exist in the world and mister God is sitting up there eating popcorn enjoying his own movie which he scripted and directed then God can suck my dick . And the reason I'm using such street language is because I've been through some serious suffering In my life. Not some first world problems.

No not rude . What's the difference between asking Google and asking in a forum ? Why post anything or ask anything on this forum if you can just Google it? I think you know the answer.

First of all I apologise for coming off as rude and entitled. Second of all its not "you seem" at this point ..you actually do enjoy being an advocater of pink unicorns and butterflies. I'm not saying existence is demonic or divine ..its both . Haven't you had bad days that you felt you are about to literally go crazy from the suffering? And haven't you had days that made you almost shed tears from the joy ? So both are obviously parts of the dance of maya . God is a shape-shifting chameleon. Think about WWII and how millions of women and children were killed in gas chambers .if you actually can imagine or experience this degree of suffering you might become the most hard-nosed atheist ever or you'd still believe in God but you're just going to believe that he is a cuck or something.

Excuse me ? Listen brother..you seem to enjoy playing this cuteness overload game and posting seemingly naive posts while hiding the real gold in your journal . Please level up the conversation. I gave you an example that should make you have faith in satan not in love .

I haven't finished Leo's video yet . He makes interesting points but whenever politics enters the chat I leave the chat. I do think that values are relative . Leo values Trurh the most .another person values happiness like myself .a third person values raw pleasure . Ask yourself this question: imagine you found aladdin genie and he told you do you want to know the ultimate truth or do you want to experience the ultimate happiness? What would you choose ? It's really a challenging question.

How do you know you can't actually get answers by utilising this forum ? Show me one single person posting such content on YouTube as Leo ? Show me one YouTuber? One example ? If this place is the only place to talk with like-minded people about the most nuanced topics in existence then you shouldn't be surprised that people have more than thousands of posts . I'm here since 2020. Haven't missed a single week without posting . And I have growed more than its possible to grow by applying any advice from any book or expert in any field like Eckhart Tolle or Joe dizpenza or your god Sadhguru . Kindly refrain from annoying people about wasting their lives and commenting on their post count . Thanks.

Ok man you don't need to repeat yourself all the time . Literally every other post of yours "people have 10k posts and wasting their lives on this forum .please kids go have a life " . Its like OK dude we get it .everyone is free to invest their time and energy in whatever they want .two questions to you : why does that bother you ? And why are you posting here? P.s Sugarcoat is a she not a he .

You know what ..something I realized when I was 5 years old that whatever reality is or whatever existence is or whatever the nature of existence is..it's not found in words ..statements..arguments..philosophy..spirituality..sciences..religion..this ..that..the other ..what ifs and what should not and everything and anything in between.