kossondulola

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  1. Yes, I did. ET was one of my first inspirations when I turned into self development, many years ago. This is a long story. Shortly: there are several "outside" habits I have conquered, not just eating, working out, but also leaving alcohol and smoking and all the physically toxic shit. It doesn't mean I can't have a glass of good whisky on an occasion, but this is way different now that it was before. But the most important part is internal change - starting living way more in now, being mindful of surroundings, of things and people around, I started observing instead of fearing everything, analyzing and concluding instead of fairy-tale dreaming without action. After years of fears, struggle with myself and anxiety, I managed to move out of my comfort zone, left well paid, peaceful 9-5 job in Europe. Since that, I was living in different places (now in China) which was completely unthinkable for me a few years ago. All that started from starting working on consciousness, meditation and contemplation, psychedelics at some point came on the way - this was like speeding up the time of development by several orders of magnitude. Anyway, my point is, if you become conscious of your inner daemons/bad habits and you're honest with yourself, you are in a very good position to conquer them, just don't lose your faith in yourself. Remember, that you have created all of it ;-) You can easily take over your fears and addictions if you let your "higher" self working on that.
  2. @youngonce Just stop eating shit. Period. If you think you can't, you're apparently not ready to drop this habit. You gonna suffer a lot. Perhaps this will lead even to worse things like cancer or so - yes, things can go bad from this kind of continuous stress. But if you realize it, you can stop it. Yes, it's gonna be painful, you're gonna "lie on the floor and cry like a baby craving for food", but that's the part of the process. Some stop the habit as soon as they realize it, some have to fight it. No golden rules here. Just become mindful of it. Now. Really, it's that simple. Go for vegs etc. You'll see how better you'll feel. And you'll feel a new strength in you, and you'll respect yourself more, and appreciate new freedom, lighter breath and fresh mind. I went through it as well. You can do it. Do it now.
  3. Great choice! Actually, for me, these are pretty strong, but I'm also very sensitive to psychedelics, so you'll find that out for yourself. GT isn't that difficult to grow either. Btw. growing your own mushrooms is a great teacher of patience and connects you to nature a lot :-) Good luck! ;-)
  4. @FlowerNote Do you know the strain? Do you know what substrate was it fed on? Do you know how dry it is - the weight ratio of fresh to dry? Try with a very small dose. Prepare yourself. Take them on an empty stomach. You don't know what reaction you may have. For instance, a 1g dried with 8/1 ratio is totally different experience than a 1g dried with 12/1 ratio - especially for the first time, especially for potent strains. If you haven't grown them yourself - don't play the hero. Even for a small dose, you should ask someone to sit you, just in case of a heavy nausea or anything else that might scare you ;-)
  5. @Fkdel Hi, I just stumbled upon your post, while traversing through the forum (I just arrived here ;-)). I assume you're talking about "mental images". Do you have any sight impairments or similar? This happens often to my gf when we're tripping or meditating. She can't visualize things in many such situations. You can try to access your other senses first - like try with music. Depending on the situation, you may drive yourself into a synesthetic state, where you can "hear" or "feel" your visualizations. That might help at the beginning, later you'll find your way in the sight area as well. Good luck!