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Gee I've always thought that left handed people are weird (I'm left handed myself). This confirms my beliefs.

Unfortunately, it was my mother who is a hypochondriac and suffers from depression. She used to leave the dishes dirty and all the house was a mess which made me develop this aversion for dirty stuff. At first, it wasn't that bad but as time passed by, it has become more problematic. But I also have a desire for perfection (which I guess it's still OCD related) and can't stand still if I don't see my things ordered. Not sure if that's a bad thing as I'm pretty content with my habitat lol... it only disturbs me when I'm getting in contact with things from outside ? Ok thanks, will see if the ERP therapy helps. Although, at the moment, I think it's useful since it makes me more aware than most of the people about viruses and stuff lol so coronavirus can't touch this ? Jk

Karma can have many faces and it's not always about good deeds. You can do something apparently bad but have positive consequences. And the Universe will thank you. The human morals and understanding about good and evil are too narrow to see the entire puzzle at once.

@Average Investor I have an extreme fear of getting sick (mostly from germs) but it seems like this obsession has been with me from a very early age. I remember that my parents once gave me chocolate milk and I didn't want to drink it because there was a black dot, so I thought it was dirty. Funny thing is that have no problem if my personal space is dirty (like I trust "my" germs lmao) but I become very paranoid with germs from outside. Anyway, I also have periods when I am able to eat without washing just that with the recent events the symptoms got worse ?

I have an obsession for cleaning and washing my hands. Coronavirus makes it a thousand times worse ?

God's existence is YOUR existence.

Mother Gaia? I know the Goddess who's beyond all gods and her name is not planet Earth

@Dodo true, God is a woman. Amen to that

What the heck are you talking about Psychedelics will never make you behave or think like a normal person. There is no dark side to enlightenment, not even to mention that most of you have no idea what enlightenment is.

I'm not joking lol. I would choose alcohol anytime instead of pills. But this should be a temporary solution, not encouraging drinking alcohol all the time. For me, beer worked better than psychiatric pills. My mother has chronic insomnia and her pills were not efficient. Maybe it doesn't work for everyone but for me this was the magic pill.

@SirVladimir Dis is what I'm going to do

How is it selfish? From my pov, death and diseases are a result of underlying spiritual issues. Some call it karma. Death and diseases cannot be a result of being selfless.

Who feeds you or takes you to the bathroom each time without the help of a caregiver? How is that selfish from your pov? The point of life is to be able to take care of yourself and survive, not sitting like a stone while doing and thinking about nothing. Selfish is to let "reality" do whatever it wants with you while you're standing there like a puppet in the hands of fate. It is a sign of being too comfortable with your egoic existence. God challenges you to evolve and become Holy, it doesn't want you to be stuck in the same condition for eternity.

It's selfish to want to be healthy and live forever? And wish the same for others? Maybe God wants its creation to become Holy, so it gives admin privileges to become Creator itself. But that comes with a price. Giving up the devil or delusion and see the true nature which is Life. Death is the devil's ego.

Ok, thanks. I guess it's boring to be enlightenment forever, but that's just my human understanding for now lol.

Wow, that's pretty cool. I like these spiritual insights

Don't you think that full enlightenment is possible? Like you become so aware of the dream that you consciously envision the dream? Without the forgetting part. Before my ego death, I dreamed that some beings said Happy birthday to me. Now it makes sense why, omg.

Lol, I've seen a ghost once when I was half asleep (it was most likely a hypnopompic hallucination). It started taking shape from a misty substance and smiled at me, then it bent its torso and jumped back inside the wall like a fish into the ocean. I guess it wanted to greet me since that day I was making fun of ghosts, so be careful what you wish to see

Yes but there is no end to existence. Existence ceasing to exist forever is not possible, I guess. So do you think that a being can achieve total understanding and break the cycle of samsara to never reincarnate again? Is it possible that existence can become aware of itself to such degree that death or whatever expression it takes can be imagined consciously? Including forgetting about being complete and re-entering the Matrix?

The peace of mind, maybe.

Maybe only unenlightened beings die? Do you think it is possible to achieve immortality in this lifetime?

Alcohol solved this problem for me. Drink some beer till you feel sleepy.

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