Verdesbird

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  1. Posted

    Hi all,theres been about 4 months since my first psychedelic 5 grams trip on psylocibe cubensis

    What can i said?well it seems that me and the shooms became friends,at the day i took it was a day of lot of heavy sentiments in the mind,lot of personal and familiar questions to deal with it,a stressfull day afterall

    But my trip was sublime,i feel the Love of God 

    I believe thats the Love that im gonna to feel in the day of my death

    Lots of visuais and mental Activity 

    Sometimes i was tooked by assault by the Power of the trip,it gots severe in the terms of the tryppy aspect and then i react and hesitate to let go and the  i was tripping balas again withdout even realize

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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    Hi fellows, só what do i mean...you see the spiral dynamic sfuff plus the stuff that leo says that general  people are evil and need to be more peaceful if you add these two into the equation what do we have?...

     

    A Society ruled by gurus.

     

    Talking about spiral stuff...you see...if you take all what Léo says in this fórum about the nature of reality and puts into a fractal movie in your head then what do you have? 

     

     

    A spiral that takes you to a whole different reality.

     

     

    Só i sincerely want to know the True about,com you know..Léo...the mister"LETS RESPECT OTHERS PEOPLE AGENDAS" sems to be a primal fucker of this own propagated idea

     

  7. Posted

    Now thats a very pratical thing to put in perspective 

     

    I have said before that Trump is not a crook or an artist and that He can actually contributes for the balance of Power in this world

     

    In The other hand leo gura for exemple have said that Trump is dangerous and The Vladimir putin is some kind of necessáry strong man to administrate Rússia

     

     

    Now considerando The ACTUAL cenário.. what do you guys have to say about these leftists dictators,Trump,Joe,and how da fuck things are going to solve out in this planet talking about global dominance and peace and geopolíticas Power?? 

     

     

    I Wonder that leo will Still talk to americans to Just relax stick a finger in their ow asses and watch passively The Globo being taken over by some communist dicratorship??

     

     

    Or maybe The opinião of The people around here chances?

     

    I dont know...só lets discuss 

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  9. Posted · Edited by Verdesbird

    thanks for the reply

    today ive done 0.93 g

    i feel kinda weird,i ask myself if was psychological or it was the shrooms taking effect after a while i discover that was just the shrooms ,this time i do feel the power of the psylocin on my brain and i ask myself if i was about to enter a true trip or not,in the end i did not trip at all but i feel a lot of interesting sensations in my body in my psyque and in my brain

    the rest of the day i feel confident and optimistic

    from now on im gonna climb the ladder adding 0.3g more each time cos i do feel the power this time and im gonna aproach with careful

  10. Posted

    hy folks

    today i microdosed 0.17 of dried psylocibin cubensis,has been about one month that im clear with zero farmaceutical drugs except from a injection of haldol decanoato,so...about 5 hours ago i microdosed let me tell you guys how everything worked out..i ordered online (here in Brasil shrooms ate 100% legal very good for the mood)when i recieve the package i tought the shrooms was smaller but is quite big,so i pick up a cissor cut the material in tiny litle pieces then i grind and then i use the scale (my first idea was dosing 0.33 tomorow but after i put some grinded shrooms in the mouth just to taste i had a considerable shaking in my right hand) so i think well and decided to do less today and a higher dose on another day and thats wat ive done,

    so "nothing" happen after 30 min,a funny sensation on the brain very very discrete,after one and a half hour later i took a joint of cannabis then after smoked i noticed that i feel the similar sensation on the brain but stronger,i wonder why that is ,right now as i write im taking a lemonade

    i think about all that happens and my expectations and i calculate that next time im taking 0.51g you know i wanna FEEL again like in the good old times of my life,to help those who cros reference in the rescearch of shrooms i have 2 meters high and weight 156 kilos

    about setting i have a active spiritual life and i pray for God for the experience

    so what do you guys think ? am i gonna get the the so called and so hyped benefits ?

    lets discuss a bit about my personal situation and who knows maybe someone more experienced have a life advice for me ?,i have o historic of paranoia abusing cannabis about 5 years ago,from then on ive been hospitalized 2 times once in a stress freak out and another one taking a unknow substance in a party,so nowdays im much much better than in the recent past, having a normal life with family and friends i work about 8 hrs a day and 1 hour i worked out in the gym and another hour i meditate listening to holosync,life is sooo fucking good these times that i thank God everyday so much love in my life jesus christ

    id like to know everyones opinion about the trajectory of my life and my recent decisions about shrooms thanks 











     

  11. Posted

    hi BipolarGrowth nice things to consider thanks

    you see when i talk about 5meo i usually talks about all that i found in this 'package' this 'box' ,including the Leo's talking and the forums and people's reactions,trip reports etc,i believe Leo fails to consider for exemple superhumans abilities and the psychology of the humans that already proof to have reached far above in things like concentration and mind control,im talking about 'monk sitting in boiling water' for exemple, google it ,and several others,,and what about  The Occult?mankind advanced so much in this aspect with a vast lineage os teachers and a huge bag of very relevant information about the nature os existence,just ignored by Leo and his fans ,to give voice to philosofers who are coaches and bussinessman,i mean wtf

    this is one of the reasons why i did not see Leo as a integral teacher,a holistic teacher,what the lineage of teachings he follows ? ,coaches,philosofers,dudes with experiences,...,(now masters and elders and people with ancient knoledge no no no lets avoid these are all about "dogmatic doctrines")

     the spiritual and the intgral development of me as a human being sure is what i aways focused about,follow my heart ,my intuition,i was aways passionate about that ,in the end i will follow my heart,im concerned in balance in my life,does not make sense that im 100% developed in one aspect and be a failure  or a average individual in other aspect,

    i believe in the importance of the 'abracadabra of creation' investigate the origins of the spoken language ,this tells very much about the nature of existence and the hidden secrets of the universe

     

  12. Posted

    first of all i wanna say thanks to everyone cos of the experience shared in this forum,i learn a lot so thank you all

    now it has some time i was considering taking some 5 meo to see if this is the thing that will finally release my most profund traumas and awser my most relevant questions  about existence,so lets discuss my case and talk a litle bit about this whole thing,i dont have large experience in mind altering substances,a few trips actually,cannot say i have an ''soul orgasm'' with any of these trips but i do have very relevant insights and lots of people have notice that im kinda onto something

    so now ima currently detoxing from medical psichiatric drugs,i talk to my doctor to progressively stop with these drugs and after a year ou 2 i will be totally clean,im currently doing lots of therapeutic aproaches with musictherapy and meditation and herbs and etc and i can say im very very happy with the results so im questioning myself if i shuld just give up this 5 meo idea and stick just with these aproaches 

    im interested in continue'' my own way'' im very happy with my teachers and the ''doctrine'' that im inserted into my mind and i feel that everyday im getting more and more aware and illuminated about all sorts of things ,the process of unlearning is to me the last thing im concerned about,does not have problems with that at all i feel i can go for the truth straight im confident about that ,so that been said i wonder'' what i have to gain with the void?'' i heard that people feel younger again and thats a very good argument in favor of the molecule,i wanna feel that again and im not sure if i can get this clear widthout 

    now lets talk about how i discover this in first hand "the magic pill to enlightment & god '' from Leo Gura video this is how i get to know the substance and all its potential,now im intrigued about Leo intention to open up all this to the public and wtf is Leo doing with all this movement he just started,hey Leo are you russian-intel??are you some guy into some leftist aurora renaissance trying to gain people into some new age doctrine for some objective?cos you intrigued me Leo and now i wanna know about the truth(if im allowed to)

    thanks people and lets discuss about all that with respect...

    waiting for you guys opinion,thanks again

  22. Posted

    lets check these out...


    reality is psychedelically created

    with 5 meo dmt you are sucked up by a vortex and in the end you meet absolute infinity and the love of god for you

    invest in our planet and our enviroment is the best political solution,lets save amazon forest the antartica and etc

    people who are leftist and psychedelic fan are more likely to have lots of sex (casual or monogamic relationship)

    be extra careful with psylocibin mushrooms

    etc



     

  23. Posted

    thanks folks

    ive been in mental hospitals 2 times in my life (more than enough)

    the second time i get hospitalized i took a unknow substance with friends in a party setup.. completely wrong setup for  any kind of experience

    now i will wait about a year after detox from these meds for my next chedelic experience,hope will be fine 

    another thing i decide...i will rent a house especially for the ocasion,i dont wanna mess with things in my habitual enviroment,i have pets and etc 

  24. Posted

    2 minutes ago, Flowerfaeiry said:

    You can google the effects of those meds with different psychedelics, but my advice is to give the psychedelics a little rest while you settle back into reality. 

    thanks

    im excited in dropping some lsd but im also worried about the counter effects of these ''meds'' for the brain that im taking

    ,i didnt find on the net or outside of it cases of people taking psychedelics while on these substances