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@Gone that goes for everyone in life, you stand for something you believe in, until you hope you reach the truth.

Hi

@Ayla hey did you know if aliens exist they might be more evolved than us. Our pupil is black and reflects us when we close our eyes. Well think of aliens! If they are true the greys pupils are totally black I am so happy to see how they see in order to develop myself and others... So if this world is a reflection of myself the ultimate reflection must be when I close my eyes.... now to only find my fate and find myself maybe.

@Ayla error error Danger will robinson.. danger

@Ayla ohhh sure.. from your high chair it's not difficult But Ayla ... damn.. it isn't.. rofl I hate that your right But I love it at the same time I wanna see your universe and travel your stars Absorb your powers for my own selfish goals lmao just kidding You did say you wanted to see a twisted mind r? Lmao

So I've been meditating and falling asleep for most of the fucking day When I woke up after three or four sessions of meditation I looked at my arm.. and had a sense it wasn't my arm Than... my arm started disappearing in the dark and for a moment I saw the universe within me, a weird awesome cool fucking sensation. Thought I'd share something fucking awesome with you all Going to eat and get back to meditating because I'm a pro like that

@Ayla tell me.. do you fear death even when you are enlightenment? Does it ever cross your mind? What is your greatest fear Ayla Mine is Losing my daughter I'd prefer death first Ironic isn't it?

@Mal tyou Heart you

@chris_crunch have things in your life that raise you up, not down... because you are worth it.

@yanyan I don't know, but what I do know is that I would hate for anyone to be sacking my wife, probably would get back at them too.

@Mal or its the other way around for him perhaps

@jes Beautiful You are beautiful

@JevinR lmao I can relate... I feel like destroying others sometimes too It's a bad addiction I recommend a shit load of meditation But..hey... whatever floats the boat ? I actually try to refrain from letting my inner dick out... I could potentially piss off many people and outsmart them and they wouldn't like that. Of course..that's when I put my mind to it I guess.. when you search for the light the shadow likes to play more and distract you. People only care when you are becoming someone and want to butt in because let's face it... everyone I'm assuming has a shadow. Had to respond.. I can so relate to what you wrote lol

@99th_monkey Every thing was necessary to get to this point, maybe my point of view will change later... bro ?

@Truth either way... it is not.

So I'm alone in the house... I've noticed that I totally feel empty as if, I don't feel anything with no one around... This whole time I've been feeling other people's problems.. like it wasn't me... The people around me are TOXIC... Am I to own there problems???? They've been fucking me over in this household filled with there emotional problems and baggage.... Am I to claim there feelings as my own when they are around? I feel hurt....or is it even me feeling hurt??? I can only speak for myself but I feel now.. like I've been speaking for everyone else... They project there stupid ignorant hurt feelings on me... Are they hurt aspects of me? I am surrounded by childish people!!!!!!!! Going to meditate for another 2 hours.. I'm not a monster like they say I am..... My grandpa is nuts, my wife is in torment My step son is confused and my daughter still has that purity I am hurt... I am hurt by all that project there own Bull onto me.. I was never the coward I feel... A little help or advice would be appreciated.

@Elton Realizing that you have no freedom of will, life is doing you not the other way around. Suggestion is watch Leo's videos on enlightenment work to come to this point if you haven't already. I'm having a marathon today myself.

@Lorenzo Engel yeah Thank you for your support The greatest trick the devil ever created was making you believe his pain was yours.

@Zephyr true had to vent first though ... hehe thank you for your time. I needed it ?

Stop this absurdity and appreciate all the free content that is here. People need money to live, you expect him to live on your donation?

@Roise It is if you have no free will

@Gone I can speak for myself thank you very much.

@charlie2dogs wow kiddo.. I'm exactly where I need to be, do you understand this concept?

@Truth no absurdity at all when you think about it ?

So... if I have no control over anything I do..like when I'm typing with my hands right now it's coming from nothing. So for instance if I type Fuck Truth! That means I'm blameless! ..my hands did it! It came from nothing! Every thought is coming from no where as well... like..what the fuck... when I speak... it comes from nothing Does this make sense to anyone? I don't have the control that I thought I had...like it's not my life or some shit... it's like... the illusion of control Like.. I don't know where my next move is coming from, the only thing I can think of is that it's coming from god That "nothing" that is supposedly me... this is pretty awesome =)