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@OBEler Haha Yes! I was all about Teen Nights at night clubs and I would get sad due to fear of rejection. Leo's video on Shamanic Breathing helped, holotropic breath work such as Kundalini helped. I wish I could give a testimony, proving to others that the summation of Leo's lecture's really is a University, in my book at least. I'm trying to graduate but I don't know how lol. To Leo I say "now what lol?" Give me a shovel, and I will dig the foundation of the damn retreat center haha. Don't mind me I'm just filled with enthusiasm and energy due to my satori. I've had many so I'v been able to avoid tons of traps, really thankful I discovered Leo so young...How is your journey been @OBEler ?

To those skeptical young-lings...Please pay attention to Leo's words. I've been watching Leo for YEARS (Since High School) I'm 26 now. Going in I was a hardcore Atheist. Leo not only led me to awaken gradually, but I can say with confidence that I now understand Peter Ralston, Eckhart Tolle, etc...because i'm living with constant Satori. Thanks to Leo, I went from living in a dysfunctional Russian family, to healing my family and inviting them to fall in love with Leo's lessons as well. I also came to the US very young (helps open the mind). I'm currently saving up because eventually I want to help Leo build a retreat center, but I will present the offer years down the line. I keep it to myself but I have found Enlightenment, I made peace with every single close person to me. I know Leo had a falling out with his father, I did initially as well, I know the pain. I played call of duty in High School, now I believe I'm ready to be a Sage lol. Leo said Actualized.org is Sage University after all, I know in the future Leo might need apprentices but he might not...who knows. Enlightenment is real, freedom from suffering is possible. Kids, go outside, learn, listen to Leo, experiment, and if you start a corporation, do it with love I'm an only child, so Leo has been like a virtual brother to me, we are all brothers and sisters when we realize our higher selves is all the same thing, LOVE. :,) Leo, feel free to quiz me if that's the appropriate next step, I don't want to fall into traps, however Sage University worked...maybe I'm a sage...maybe i'm not ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I wanted to explain this in my own way, so I made a little video *(Video removed by moderator for Self-promotion which is against forum guidelines)

Amen Brother. I did truly feel the Truth and what you said during my first awakening. I wanted to make a video for the "non-spiritual" so that people start to ponder death more, I find it productive. Yes, nothing is real, only that which is constant, God all by itself, all alone, but with a hell of an imagination.

@Astra I will try this! So simple yet such a brilliant exercise, thanks!

I can comprehend Leo's explanation of absolute infinity. It's what you are, it's what I am. However I have a question about creation itself. Perhaps there are folks here that may have some insight. So it seems like there is a designer designing (ex. meticulously each arm hair) since infinite imagination allows for that. However, isn't nothingness just an infinite empty clay where absolutely everything can be already found? Everything is already existing and is contained within this nothingness, before even the thought or need for creation . So if everything can be found why would anything need to be created in the first place? Why would anything need to be invented? This is mysterious to me. I just want to understand what God is more vividly. Maybe this question is irrelevant because strange loops aren't meant to be explainable. However, to who's reading please share your understanding. Is it a singularity which contains everything and it simply just needs to "be", OR is there a creative designer meticulously imagining everything and choosing distinctions/lifetimes within the void? That's my question.

@gswva I understand. Relatively speaking it's a good explanation. I was led by little breadcrumbs to my first awakening, the right breadcrumbs could come from anywhere.

Wow. So beautiful that it's truly infinite and can do that. Yet also so baffling that existence prevailed, even though it's possible to discover it being inevitable by design. I'v awakened to the idea that nothing and infinity are the same, yet no-matter how total the understanding becomes, there is this lingering mystery. For example, there is this burning desire to remember the moment when I imagined water, I want to know that moment intimately, the same way I know this moment. I want to get a familiar sense of the mechanics of creation, as I feel I was once conscious when I created everything. Even if I saw every nook and cranny of infinity I would still ask (as this ego) why is it natural for nothingness to be aware? What allows awareness to be? Does infinite intelligence work in a comprehensible way? It's clearly working, we are here, so there must be a "how" to how it's working, maybe it's too epic to grasp, but It can't not have a "way' it must be doing it in a certain fashion right? There must be some strange process that can be comprehensible at least to the infinitely intelligent itself. Although Leo did say, "It doesn't know how it's doing it", has anyone here ever felt what creating feels like?

@Nahm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ha

@Leo Gura I seem to be connecting the dots now...Thanks Leo!

@gswva That's a great explanation

Thank you! I will grasp this soon, I know it!