trenton

I wanted to mention the fear I constantly feel. When not knowing, I become very uncomfortable. This leads my mind to darting off in a million directions. When I find any one thing, my mind then runs on a loop repeatedly about the one point. After laughing for a bit, I realize that nothing is coming from this thought loop, and then I become threatened again causing the whole situation to reset. Good observation.

That makes a lot more sense. I keep assuming a right and wrong, but I don't know if there is such a thing. In fact this assumption causes a lot of suffering because there is always doubt when I assume that there is a right. Even if I could convince everybody I was right in the back of my mind I still have doubt about it, and I feel like I'm never right. This makes it pointless for me to debate people because I am only suppressing my own self doubt the whole time.