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@LoneWonderer @cetus👍🏻

But not like in time, on and and on on. I don’t mean that. I mean like a spinning around. Like imagine a spinning shit, spinning around a localised point. At ludicrous speeds. It’s spinning so fast that it’s virtually impossible to stop. But it is actually possible to stop. Like a really clever knot, and you manage to undo it. Like unravel the knot. It seemed so tangled up, but then you just unravel it, to a single straight string type thing??. I feel I’m totally correct. Because when I’ve done that previously the entire universe just came to a stand still. It was the end of the universe. But then I just started it again somehow, almost like by accident. And got lost within it again. Am I right here leo?

I don’t think there is a death. I just think I lay there and made it up. Genuinely. I can’t explain how much I feel I’m right on this. I just feel like I appeared, and what I am can not die. I don’t mean the person the human, I mean something different, the conciousness type thing. Like, I just can’t explain, even though I know what I’m mean. Is this making sense leo? I know I know what I’m on about here😂 but at the same time I know it must sound so much like bulkshit😂. Never mind ey👍🏻

Like as in I’m just creating reality on the fly? It’s difficult to explain exactly what I mean. But I know what I mean. I hope you know what I mean? It just seems so correct. 🤷🏻‍♂️

I’m not taking the piss here leo. This is genuine. I’d like you to give an honest opinion on what I say here if possible please. I remember being 4/5/6 years old or whatever lying in my bed, with my brother laying in a bed across the way next to me. We would chat, and chat away. To the point of imagine this and imagine that. Imagine I done this blah blah blah and vice versa. We’d just lie there chatting shit. I’d probably say 1987/88/89 type time. My question is now. Is it possible we lay there chatting so much, imagining so much, that we literally just went from one moment to the next, and imagined our whole lives from that point? As in just imagined shit so strongly that it actually became our reality? Or my reality? Because to be honest that seems quite plausible. Because if I’m there with absolutely nothing in front of me, then surely I can just imagine each and every next moment. I feel like I’m correct on this, and here I am. From your experience leo could you maybe tell me that this is the case. Obviously this now, would just be a continuing of this case. This is making serious sense to me. Like just going on and on and on

You say bs. But if you are god, I’d like to understand where you believe him to be wrong on this matter? Because god is everything, and you are god, so what exactly is the bs he’s talking here? I don’t know if you subscribe to god being infinite imagination, whether you’ve had awakenings or not? I’m just interested in what bs you assume he is talking

No it doesn’t. You want that. Have you not learned from your ‘complete awakenings’ that God wants for nothing. No bias toward anything, and certainly not those things. God is as happy to be a cockroach as it is to be you. And a cockroach is not arsed about human connection or the drama of life. But of course, let it be, because that is what you want, and there’s absolutely no problem with that. I’d just refrain from deluding yourself

You can’t pin point at all where this experience started. Maybe that should be a clue to you. It certainly was not at that point you call your birth that is 100% not the case. Why would you just come out of your mother and suddenly start experiencing at that instant? Would you not have been experiencing a month previously whilst in the womb as a near full grown newborn? Or even earlier. At what point would there be a beginning to what you call experience? At what point of brain development? Which senses are arising first? Each sense is an experience in itself. Or did your experience begin later, after birth, when an ego developed. Is there even an experience to be had for you before the development of an ego? Maybe your experience didn’t even begin until you were 3 months old, or 6/7 months old. You don’t know. When is your first memory from? Is that maybe when your experience began? If you died at 3 months old, would you even know you had lived? All questions for you to ponder. Maybe, just maybe, the reason you can’t pin point a beginning of your experience, which by the way remember you did claim it began at your birth, but now hopefully clearly see that can not be the case, but maybe, you can’t pin point a beginning, because there was no beginning, just something different. And maybe there is no end, just something different. And anyway, the you spin a life, if you ever awaken, you may just realise that none of that experience ever happened at all, other than you sitting there in that very moment, the only moment that exists, spinning that shit. I’ll just leave that there

@bazera I’ve had a little look into in the past. But again, it’s obvious to myself I just don’t know what I’m doing. I would need to be taught properly. Not just YouTube videos and that. Or reading about it. I’m not going to trick myself with these things anymore that I actually have any idea what I’m upto😂

I went through a phase a few years ago meditating every day for 6 months or so maybe. But my psychedelic awakenings made me realise I was so bad at it that I was embarrassed to myself just how pathetic my attempts were. I was so awake I showed myself exactly how to meditate, how it should feel and be if done properly. Needless to say post trip I was back to being a complete joke in my meditations and now I just don’t bother at all. I can’t come even remotely close to what I now know a real meditative state to be. So far off. I understand I will just never get anywhere. I can have some great contemplation sessions. Some good realisations without psychedelics. But I can’t meditate for shit, even though at one point I genuinely thought I was alright at this stuff. It just is what it is

@Ishanga I can agree with that 👍🏻

Gave up after half an hour. Same old. Absolute bore job

The blog quotes and content is becoming seriously deep. It’s like watching a live feed of the deepening of Leo’s understanding. Well I guess that is what it is in a way. My point really being is that as time goes on you can clearly see in real time the quality and depth of understanding rising to serious levels. Of course that’s going to happen as someone grows and evolves. But as someone who’s taken in this content for many years now it’s just intriguing to notice the development. Just thought I’d mention

Incorrect. You do not need this much. You may need a bit of help from it, but what you need is the right form of contemplation, open mindedness and deconstruction of mind. You can get god realisation on nowhere near these amounts. I think around 400ug I had my first serious god realisation. I’ve had them on less since. You’ve created some myth there for yourself I’m afraid

Did you turn into a beer bottle on salvia by any chance Leo? I’ve seen you reference becoming a beer bottle or a can of Pepsi or something a couple of times down the years. But only in the sense of saying to viewers imagine becoming one. Makes me wonder if this is an experience of yours previously?