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I bought 5-meo in 2017. it's a free base. I've tried it in 2018 but it was so intense I didn't touch it since then. I knew I'm not ready. This year, I've been doing some serious spiritual practices and experimented with LSD a lot. I now can easily take 3 tabs (220mcg as advertised) and be totally comfortable during the trip. Hence, I'm contemplating to start experimenting with 5-meo. My questions: 1. Does 5-meo strength goes down with the years of keeping it in the room temperature? is it gonna be weaker? 2. Is it a good idea to smoke a little bit once a week to get a good feel of it? Or what are your suggestions on how to approach it? 3. What about smoking a bit when coming down on LSD trip? 4. Should I maybe skip 5-meo for now completely and get normal DMT instead and only then level up to 5-meo? Thanks! x

What a beautiful piece of teaching!

I've been feeling very lonely too. Loneliness can feel almost unbearable. It's the most painful feeling...

I'm doing 21-day water+electrolytes fast solely for the benefits of the psychospiritual integration. Water fast alone does exceptional things with the body and mind. I'm 5 days in and have deep emotions arising. I'm ready for diving deep and thinking to do LSD (400-500ug) on the last day of the fast. I'm seeking advice about whether it's a good idea. My main concerns would be my body's reaction. I read that for some people it's extremely uncomfortable to do LSD while hungry. Though fasting doesn't make me hungry, quite the contrary, I have no hunger whatsoever. Another thing is that tripping is quite hard on the body already and after 21 days my body may be tired and LSD would exhaust me too much so that it would become my main concern during the trip which is a distraction. Anyone has advice, please?

So yesterday, I took 2 tabs while 5 days into the water fast. I was open to feeling it all. All my emotions. No discrimination to what's good or bad. Fasting made me so vulnerable to everything that was happening I only had to let go. And I was ready. Wow. I didn't expect this to be a musical trip and having experienced myself as the Musical sounds. I was there naked in my room making love to myself while giving birth to myself at the same time. I saw blood on my arms and legs just to realise that I was imaging that blood to appear on my body. I could not fucking believe this. I jumped and turned the music off and instantly I WAS EVERY FUCKING WHERE. I saw my body but I was all the sounds and silence at the same time. Wow. I cried and I could not bear the joy and beauty I knew I could never share to anyone else but myself. The non-duality of sound and silence struck me to my whole being. I experienced a nondual state... This is my first official Awakening. Wow. I'm Music and I'm God. Words are so shallow to describe the profundity of what I've just experienced. This says it better...

i feel you

@Corpus thanks for all good info and advice. very helpful. Yeah.. tell me about.. 5 years ago accidentally overdoes 2cb. I Didn't even know what I was about to snort and asked for the big fat line Experienced the scariest and traumatic experience followed by ego death and merging into the black void. The total piece, nothingness. Completely transformed my life. Not sure if this life-time will be enough to actualise! However, I'm very careful about my trips now. I do them thoughtfully and loveingly.

@Corpus I hear you. I can't be sure about the exact mcg per tab. And I don't see the correlation between dosages and the trip effects I had. A trip on 2 tabs was super intense full of insights, then the following on 3 tabs was one of the weakest trips I've had. And all these tabs were from the same batch. Maybe I just can handle more with every trip? I agree that 400-500 is perhaps too much, especially I'm getting a new batch of tabs and I should start slowly by testing their strength. The downside with LSD though is that the trip and coming down is soooooo long. I'm planning to level up and move to dmt for new experiences and convenience as the trips are waaaaaay more shorter if smoked.

This is based on the information I have - 1 tab 125ug. That's all. I prefer tripping alone and see myself as doing this with my future trips. It always takes a little bit of courage and that's okay.

It's water mixed with salt, potassium, baking soda, magnesium. Basically, electrolytes keep your body perfectly functioning and prevents extreme fatigue. Baking soda is for kidney cleansing.

@Forestluv I've been experimenting with fasting for the last 2 years. My longest fast was only 4 days though. However, I just feel it in my bones that I'm ready for this. There is no doubt I'm completing it. I'm in the mindest for surrendering my body and material for the higher purpose. I have no responsibilities at the moment and I have all day free. I lie in bed, do arts and listen to music. That's all. As far as LSD goes, I've done 4 trips this year. First one on 250ug while my last was on 375ug and I didn't feel it was very strong, I'm quite comfy with LSD trips already, therefore I'm adding dosages slowly. I also trip alone as my preference. My trips usually are deep and extremely heart-opening, hence I prefer solitude. What LSD dosage would you suggest?

God, thank you for the music, for it loves and suffers with me

The Soul's Pain I feel this pang inside - Is it my soul trying to break out, Or the world's soul trying to break in? Not sure about the source.

one of my fav

enjoy

I remember after I had a massive kundalini awakening (it happened on a normal day without psychedelics 6 months after having 2cb induced ego-death), I thought I had a mission to change the world. I had all these ideas as being a superior human being, special, unique, sent here on earth to do grand transformational things that I alone could do. Now 5 years later, yes, I'm more advanced on some things than others, but I'm still in some areas sorting my basic life. Yet, the more I dive deep into the spiritual practices the more my ego-becomes smaller and humbler. It takes time, years, to integrate profound awakenings. I think and hope this grandiose phase for Conn will fade away in due time.

I burn palo santo wood at home. I prefer it over incense and oils because it smells absolutely natural. Like really sweet wood. It just creates a nice home atmosphere. Some yoga teachers burn before a class to make it smell nice too. I don't see anything spiritual about it. it just a nice touch to your environment by using clean and natural sources. It's normal for people who are into spirituality use more natural stuff / be more minimalistic and the like

I've met this woman, from Brazil, she is over 30. On the spiral, she is ORANGE/GREEN. Before, she was doing LSD very week and also did 10 Ayahuasca ceremonies. 5 of them were very special in the proper retreats in Brazil. I asked her what insights she has got from her trips... she didn't have much to say but I insisted to find out because I thought she must have some profound realisations - it's 10 Ayahuasca ceremonies! So I asked her again: maybe you understood something insightful about yourself, the reality, your mind, etc...? but she said she did not have any insights like this!!! I still find it hard to understand how it's possible? What do you guys think? Psychedelics is not enough? What's missing? the intention to understand? the lack of understanding that it's actually possible to know deep truths?

That's a great video! thanks for sharing. Mckenna is saying that people don't take trips seriously and don't pay attention because they give themselves permission to ignore is as 'just' a trip... it's just a trip it's not real anyway. Hence it presents people from seeing some truths in their psychedelics experices. Maybe she misunderstood the question. I can't be sure.

@Gesundheit I wouldn't say that she left speechless overwhelmed by the wisdom and that she couldn't even say a word. Quite the contrary, she was pretty blank and showed no inspiration for the topic. For example, when I meet people who can actually have had some spiritual experience and we start talking I see the spark and joy in their eyes. The same goes with me, I get excited to meet people like this which is very rare, unfortunately. It seems people are lacking deep understanding of anything. However, I don't want to make conclusions here. I can't be sure about her experiences and understandings. In fact, the conversation wasn't very long anyway. But also because she showed no interest in it.

Great idea about asking her what she loves - I'll. thanks!

I'm very surprised as well. When we talked I actually said: but the whole point in doing psychedelics is to understand about yourself? She looked at me clueless. I then added: it's about dissolving your ego and attachments. however, she didn't add anything on it. I mentioned 5-meo but she didn't hear of it. We live in the same house now so I'll have more chances to get to know her and maybe understand her perspective.

I'm reading this book 1000: The Levels of Consciousness and a Map of the Stages of Awakening for Spiritual Seekers and Teachers. It says that the law of attraction is absurd as we can't order the universe around. And this realisation comes as we awaken deeper and deeper. Do you agree? What's your experience with LOA? Bth, it's a great book. Another map to help you along your spiritual journey and it assists in filtering spiritual teachers and some low-quality teachings. Highly recommended. But don't leave until you tell me about LOA?! I'm very disappointed with my efforts to attract a job I wanted.