Intraplanetary

He seems pretty unstable to me. I think he still has a lot to figure out for himself first

What misinformation exactly he's been spreading? I don't have Instagram so I really don't have an access to check it. I don't really know about him much at all. Found him today when someone posted on this thread. I liked his way of explaining ego though. I'm sure there may be things he says that I wouldn't agree with but with all those spirituality teaching people I like to pick the best pieces of wisdom and leave the rest... I watched this video, thank you for reminding me. I should definitely watch it again. However, I don't think I'm in construct-aware stage, I feel that I've just had few glimpses into it and it's still a long way. For the last two months, I've been feeling psychologically drained and physically fatigued. I lost interest in the realities of society and people. I couldn't focus on any activity that required mental focus. I couldn't even watch movies or anything like this. I've been in deep contemplation mode all the time. However, I'm trying to be productive and I make to-do list but very little gets accomplished. It's interesting you mentioned that you dropped structuring your day and started to follow intuition. Today, I've had thoughts about it. I was feeling like I restrict something in me by trying to structure my day and I'm just being too hard on myself in a way that I demand myself to do things in a specific manner. I feel I want freedom and that want comes from a deep place, hence I believe I can trust it. So I decided to stop planning completely. I just set the guidelines and objectives of what needs to be done this week and I'll allow myself flow through the day. My ego may take this and turn into justified laziness and procrastination gotta watch myself

haha yes it comes around very quickly

@Michael569 thanks for reminding me about Joanna Jinton. I admire her lifestyle.

To explore.

Thank you. Spot on. I found what I've been looking for.

Sorry, but you're taking a very long break...

niiice

Goddess ❤️

Thanks for sharing. I know Hicks she is great. Nicky Sutton videos thumbnails are too much.. all those colours and new age images.. not my style. I made an impression that her content is predominantly about new age stuff. For example, '14 Signs You're Moving Into 5D'. I feel like these are ideologies and while sometimes believing in higher energies and cosmology can help along the way, eventually, in order to really mature on your spiritual journey, you need to keep this kind of information at a minimum and not as the main teaching.

Totally, on the spiritual path, the sexuality is becoming very fluid, at least for me. I could easily fall in love with an alien. It's all about the Connection. When it's there it's there be it with a man, woman or allien.

@VeganAwake Okay yes, Teal. I know her for a long time but she never clicked for me. Although, I should take a closer look. thanks

Nah, I can't relate

haha I would marry her too

Thank you! Never heard anyone explaining what is ego in such a simple and insightful way. Amazing ❤️ Leo goes very deep in explaining ego. He always talks about ego as the totality of who we're, and it's good. His work is based on the astonishing depth. However, I feel that Aaron explanation is more practical as he separates higher and lower selves. Thanks again for sharing, very useful.

Yes. the negative self must be loved not to fight against.

It doesn't feel like a fight. It's more like coming closer to yourself. Not fighting not running not arguing just really coming to touch it. And ego knows that when you have courage and love to face it, it's the end of it.

Have faith and do everything you can to love your experience. Approach it with compassion. ❤️

That's how it feels. It's a very confusing and unfamiliar situation psychologically, extremely painful emotionally and draining physically. It's started at the beginning of December and I feel it's reaching the peak. Well, I hope... because to dig so deep, takes so much courage and strength. But this suffering is magical. It's so real and raw and I would never change it for any story.

this makes so much sense now. I constantly see the ego trying to frame my experiences into a new story, to explain to justify to make this way or that way. And although I awake to its doing, it quickly goes back in making another story. I accept that its the job of ego and my job is just to be aware.

I can relate to this so well. For the last few days, I've been experiencing a lot of emotional suffering. This is due to realising that my past, with all its stories and emotional baggage, is an illusion. However, based on my experience I can say that understanding is not enough. Now the real deal is happening as I'm re-experiencing my past. I'm going through repressed emotions that I neglected for the last 15 years. I feel the pain, hurt, disappointment and loneliness of my old self, feelings and experiences which I have never been present for and never attended consciously. But now, I can't ignore and escape ( I now can see! How can I keep escaping from myself when I know there is no self?). I feel and stay with all that pain of my old self. I move very close to it, as I'm becoming it, owning it. I touch it lovingly with so much compassion and forgiveness. And only then I can really see 'myself' go. It's a quite excruciating experience. Imagine your whole's life story disappearing before your eyes and you yourself consciously doing it. it's like tearing your face off, f@king willingly. Many faces of my ego are screaming for their life and I kill them anyway. with love and for love. I feel fear mainly because when there is no story I'm left with the unknown and I've never been there. It's unfamiliar and it's scary. I'm really alone with this. However, I have faith. If I can sit and fell through the suffering of letting go of my whole's life story, I'm trusting the universe that I'm held and loved because I'm going towards the Truth. Every time when I express deep gratitude for my experiences and say thank you for life exactly as it is happening to me, I burst into tears and my heart expands. Acceptance with gratitude - Magical. Perhaps, these 2 quotes could be used as the highlight to portray my experience for the last few days. I keep reminding myself of this profound wisdom and trust it. ''The ego is an iceberg. Melt it in deep love, so it disappears and you become part of the ocean.'' -- Osho Leap and the net will appear. -- John Burroughs ❤️

I feel like the more I go into that place where there is no 'me' I feel as I'm losing the ground. How practical this is? Detaching and letting go of my story, surely befits me in many ways. Frees me from negative habits and labels I attach to my emotions. But how do you relate with people? Should I be worried about it at all? Should I just do what I do - embrace my solitude and concentrate on my life rather than trying to relate with others? Honestly, I think I'm just seeking some reassurance because it's getting pretty damn weird and confusing this journey of spirituality...

When I'm alone I can understand that every person I think of is purely my imagination. They actually don't exist in this very moment. Is this a solipsism everyone is trying overcome on this forum or am I on the right track? I also don't get whether someone that I think/imagine doesn't exist in just my perception or at all? But then when I have a direct experience with someone I don't see them as my imagination. I feel I have experience with another being just like me. This is super confusing. Thoughts/advice, anyone? Thanks

Last year, I had 3 mind-body insights. I experienced them in a really significant way, hence they stuck with me. I say mind-body, because first, there is a profound realisation, hence knowing about something + I get bodily sensations. Once it pierced my whole body and I felt aligned physically with a new realisation. Other time, for example. I felt it more in my upper body; like a gentle pang. These insights are subjective rather than being some general truths. They felt very profound and nothing as coming from my ego. However, I still want to question their validity and ask your advice on what do you think and maybe share your similar experience. So one of them was about money or broader, well-being in a material sense. I was moving places and spending quite a lot of money on deposit, etc and I was just in my room doing some chores and started thinking that even though I'm just finishing university, maybe I should start saving money. And then BANG it hit me hard. This insight of the absolute knowing that I'll have not to worry about money in my life. It's hard to explain but it's nothing like having some thoughts. This insight is not a though, it's not a belief. it was like a deep feeling and knowing. Another one happened when for quite a while I had been contemplating Tat vam asi / I'm that which I seek. I understand that I'm God (had direct experience through ego death) and that I'm seeking that which I'm already are. So I was on my desk thinking about it again and I felt this instant urge to lay in bed. I laid and my whole body from head to feet was pierced with energy while I was enlightened this unquestionable knowing that I'm that which I seek. This was so profound that I'll never forget. The third one happened when I was walking and thinking about my passion and creativity. I used to have a lot of self-limiting believes. But while walking, I was hit with this profound realisation about fear being an illusion and I felt a pang in my stomach, while at the same time, I felt enlightened with fearlessness and courage to do what my heart desires. I felt this cosmic support and boundless love. It really changed me in a way that I literally have way less fear to follow my creative nature despite the circumstances. Sorry, my explanations do not do justice to the profundity of these insights, but what do you think? Am I going to have material security? Get enlightened in this lifetime and live my passion to create, as these insights have shown me? Or this is something I should not rely on? or even dismiss? Maybe these are more intuitions than insights? Then, what's the difference? Thanks

Can you please elaborate on this? I really would like to understand the difference between the plurality of insights and intuition? But there can be many intuitions about something as there are many 'somethings'? Or you mean that something can have various insights but there can be only one way of intuiting the same thing?