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The good thing about realizing Tolle's insights is that it is possible to walk around in it close to 24/7. Freedom from most negative states of mind is no small thing. It's possible to lock it in with microdosing very quickly. And it doesn't distract from deeper psychedelic explorations.

It might theoretically be that understanding never disappears, it just won't be fully experienced in a lower state of consciousness. I've been experiencing fractals/slightly psychedelic states during dreams (or you can call it between dreams) and I've never even had a trip with fractals. I can for example take a microdose, question stuff, which will turn the microdose to a small trip and then days and weeks after when I question stuff sober I get to keep some of the experiences from that.

Thanks. I will look it up.

So, I was quite impatient and decided to do my LSA trip yesterday and did not do a proper extraction. I did get good results but yeah, the nausea definitely hindered me from fully maximizing the benefits of the trip. - At one point (when I was waiting to puke in the bathroom) it hit me that this room is a singular thing not inside my concepts. Before then I thought that "yeah, this might be the case blahblahblah" but now when it hit my in this specific state of consciousness it is like "holy shit! What Leo says is completely literal! Nothing metaphorical about it all!" Realizing this can very deeply affect how you physically see what you see (the floating room is deepening understanding the floating room). - Another thing: the perception of other things outside my experience is very deeply lodged inside the mind, so when it hit my I did see that my deep assumptions about reality are not correct! In fact, I think that if I went deeper (read: if the nausea did not hinder me like this) it would have very quickly become too intense! It did have a "not ready for this" aspect to it (wondering what will happen if I get past the "not ready" concept) - My "There is only this" seems like a shallower version of "I am God" (which I have not experienced yet). So no, I did not have a God realization but it was definitely in that direction and if I planned my trip a bit better, I definitely might have realized God. I did also experience something slightly deeper than there being only this room, but that is not something I can articulate yet (or comprehend fully for that matter) - Be careful, if you are very sensitive to weed (like me) then even 5 mg edible can have an uncomfortable body load (yes, I can distinguish between LSA body load and HHC body load). I also fell asleep a lot sooner than I should have (I woke up 6 hours later still tripping). But I know that my next session will be epic. And I will definitely extract it next time. I had to pause watching Leos guided God meditation several times, because it was getting too intense at certain points It also improved my habits (at least for now). Being in a high state of consciousness while puking due to poor planning does that to you During my next trip I will contemplate "how does it work that this thing is me".

That will definitely work as long as you are adding resistance/rep/more difficult timing/more difficult variations.

1/4 HHC / weed cookie: Experiencing and deepening panaromic vision / the bubble of consciousness / stepping outside the sense of sight and other senses. Also got closer to completely letting go which is a great way to intensify the trip! Also I'm starting to ask some epic questions which are putting me to some great states, I might edit this later today once more progress is made. Also it 10x receiving transmissions (even of those who are not deliberately giving transmissions - I can get a look at any video/book/etc and experience things they experienced). But asking good questions is still superior to any transmission. Interesting thing that is happening with my trips lately: asking good questions both while tripping and while sober mean that you will transfer more and more of your higher states into your sober life!

It being received by God for free is understanding how it works. The magician himself doesn't actually decide which spell works. But he can get 1:1 with the thing that actually does the magick. Just deepened this insight.

A good way to observe understanding is to see how questions deepen the trip and how the trip deepens the questions in a nice loop. Like if you read someone else's post you can easily get a micro taste of their understanding-patterns even sober. That's the same thing.

Tbh if you feel great and appear normal to people you know in real life (text-only forum interactions dont count) I would not use antipsychotics. You should read/watch videos about the EPRC (Daniel Ingram, he is a doctor, so you should take his opinion more seriously than my post or posts by other forum members) so you understand how this kind of medicine is overprescribed for people with spiritual experiences. Ultimately the decision is up to you, I am just sharing what I would do in a similiar situation. Anybody who has ever taken a psychadelic that would describe their experience and conclusions to a psychiatrist would be at risk of a psychosis misdiagnosis.

Just use it after reading the book for easier application of what you have learned.

The books of the forum owner are good. He made his money with his IT business and then grew them, describes his successes and failures and how he grew his initial success. While also acknowledging that the book is a source of wealth. Overall it its way less gimmicky than popular advice like Robert K.

They have a very forresty / natural / muddy vibe for me. They are great. Never had shrooms but I would not be suprised if they were similiar.

I am not that familiar with Conjugate but Bulgarian lite is basically: choose an exercise that is does not put too much strain on the lower back (eg. RDL instead of DL) -> do a few warmup sets, one all out set (does not matter if its 1 RM or 10 RM) -> increase weight or reps the next day -> do that until you plateau, which typically takes 1 - 2 weeks -> either do a slightly different variation of the exercise you have done before (like RDLs with bands+weight after normal RDLs) or a different exercise altogether -> repeat. No, you wont overtrain if you are in not calorie deficit and listen to your body. And yes, you can do it year round without risking injury. I have done it for a year straight with zero side effects. And more gains on all my pulls, pushes and leg work that on any other program ever in my life. Size gains were pretty impressive too. But deciding what exercise you are going to do next definitely requires a lot of planning compared to more conventional programs. The key to making it work is a) dont be in a deficit b) listen to your body c) switch up slight variations d) dont forget to target all muscles year round. Changing the exercise every time you get stuck. Typically 1 - 2 weeks for me. During that year I experienced close to zero plateaus despite already being past intermediate.

I went from being mediocre at this stuff (only stuff like chance manipulation and divination etc) to being able to induce straight up group "hallucinations" at the peak of a retreat. I have had some slight abilities since young (which did intensify to an uncomfortable extent after a spontaneous awakening five years ago). But never anything like this.

I recommend you quickly skim through the following free book to get an idea of how training specifically for these abilities looks like: https://firekasina.files.wordpress.com/2017/11/the-fire-kasina.pdf I doubt you have done vizualization-concentration in a high enough dose. This kind of practice got me to experience shared psychic experiences.

Oh, sorry for my misinterpretation. I thought you were calling me delusional. Well, I can't make things float yet but you're right that would make for an easy cult creation. Even something simple like teaching people how to astral project after they haven't had luck on their own somehow causes them to listen to my opinion a bit too much.

Understanding how magick works or doesn't work has nothing to do with creating your own stupid religion. Try it out. Contemplate it.

Try Bulgarian lite for a month.

People have this weird habit where they see an act of real magick, acknowledge that it's real and then suddenly suppress the memory so it doesn't destroy their worldview. Or they just might burn you at the stake... Or they might try to convert you into their stupid religion.

I literally grew up in the church and know that seeing an omniscient Christian is as rare as seeing a golden turd.

That's literally about nothing compared to what true Christian mystics do. Presence training, all day different kinds of contemplation, physical exercises like fasting. Everything in similar doses like you'd see in a Zen monastery. As I said previously - serious Christianity can lead to omniscience. Going to church, reading the Bible every morning and praying for less than an hour a day will do literally nothing to get you closer to God union. That's as absurd as thinking that meditating for less than an hour a day can lead far. ---- Combine that with all the dogma they accumulate by not contemplating the texts seriously and you have a recipe for crippled metaphysical understanding.

No, it isn't. Or at least only very rarely (maybe one in 10000 Christians does worthwhile training in a meaningful dose or probably even less).

Also, Christianity was supposed to be a serious metaphysical system not the bullcrap you see in churches. Go to a Christian monastery and maybe, just maybe if you're very lucky there will be one rare person who has reached omniscience. At least temporarily.

A gay character in a book has nothing to do with teaching gender fluidity. Banning that is just weird. Come on, this kind of bitching about "the gay" should be done only by middle schoolers or people with slow ego development. Not by a serious politician. Yeah, some progressives go too far and try to tell children that they can just choose their gender like they'd choose a shirt but that's not the majority.

I really liked this video. Very helpful. Even though I was hoping for some alien stuff this made me ... very happy anyways.