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By speeding the video up. But I stopped doing that so that I can absorb it more fully. Also concentrate only on the video, do not multitask, especially when you speed it up. You can do the same with audio books btw.

Probably Kim Kardashian lol.

Probably something small and symbolic of some concept you actually understand well (somebody said sacred geometry, so if you like sacred geometry go for it). If you want a tattoo this will make you more attractive without making you regret it in the future. The main thing probably is that you should love the thing you get tattooed.

It begins at red and then gets milder and milder at every new color. The abusive kind is red/blue. A few slaps here and there can probably exist even in turqoise.

Talk about it with your wife. Not with random people on an internet forum.

I personally love days when I take 1/4th armodafinil, some rhodiola rosea, green tea and fish oil.

Don't feel bad about failing, it's just porn. Tbh to me watching porn like once a week gives me 90% of the nofap benefits (I tried both). But if you do it for building discipline and feel the need to continue then do not listen to me. Anyway - my point is that there Is not anything evil about porn. Remember - extremes usually aren't good for you, it is about balance.

Yes it is enough, if it doesn't interfere with other activities then do not listen to people who say you should read less. If you can manage it long term, while having a healthy social life your life will get better and better every month.

Yes you should go live somewhere else, I remember a similiar person and they end up getting more emotionally abusive over time. Dont waste your time trying to live with him please.

You need to reach your goals first to be able to begin serious spirituality. Meditating for like an hour a day while working on your goals seems like a great way to move yourself to a position where you arent missing anything in the material world and overtime become more and more serious about spirituality... TLDR: you need both, you will be able to become more spiritual after you have your material life is sufficiently set up.

I mean that is pretty powerful, now add psychadelics into the mix to amplify everything even more

Well both baseline and peak levels are important. You should care about both in order to develop proportionally. But yeah, peak experiences are amazing.

They have been red, blue and orange when they were young. (5-10 y.o. - red, Blue; orange till they were 16-18). You make a mistake by comparing them to adults stuck in red and blue. These adults are the equivalent of being stuck in the 6th grade. Getting triggered by stages below ≠ stages not integrated.

Tbh he sounds like he is hiding something about his own sexuality from himself. @Leo Gura

I might post some when I have the time to research it again. Concentration is cognitive function. Noting also develops cognitive function, but in a different way. When I talk about concentration I mean Jhãnas (which basically make your brain and body way healthier - most people Are unhealthy) - search Frank Yang, literally his whole face changed as a result of heavy meditation. Also try reading after a meditation session (with concentration-oriented technique), you will absorb information like a sponge.

Yes, you can drastically improve your cognitive functions with serious meditation... And maybe take some adaptogens to aid your meditation and other aspects of life.

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Well, I think that letting them get what they want by acting like this would teach them to act horribly when they are older. So there has to be a way to then turn then blue, then orange then green. I think school Is enough to pull them into orange. But I have no experience with parenting yet.

Probably a form of automatic concentration/jhãna I think...

Sounds like a woke/highly concsciouss/enlightened/weird guy fucking with you/people. Maybe try talking with him for longer.

Sounds like a woke/highly concsciouss/enlightened/weird guy fucking with you/people.

If you knew it with direct experience you wouldn't ask.

This Is pretty deep insight into what reality is. Probably the deepest trip (oř one od) I have ever heard about. I reccommend watching it. I haven't had a similiar experience yet. I feel like it's way deeper than the author gives IT credit for.

Yeah, I definitely see what you mean. Go for it lol. Calling it imagination doesn't do it justice though. But I'm sure you already know that.

More accurate would be reconfiguration of perception.