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@docs20 maybe but if you're looking for it at the level of ego it isn't gonna work

Great advice you all. Thank you. I'm gonna find a way to integrate it into one, or just live from the heart as much as possible.

I have personal desires and things that I want of the future, but my heart wants something else. I want to be like one of those people who awakens very deeply and goes off alone to really, deeply cultivate deep awakening and abilities and such. Maybe do research and create new things. My heart wants to be a part of the world and influence others. My heart is very communal and wants to be around others quite a bit. I have/had a lot of shadow material related to the heart, which is partially healed, which is maybe why I have resistance? Thoughts, opinions?

Well God wants to live through you as a divine expression of individuality. So its okay to be a person and have feelings and do all the things a person does. What this just is, is realizing your true nature, your infinite nature.

Not sure if this helps but I'd be careful mixing stuff that you're unsure that it is safe.

@Leo Gura that's what I thought too. our whole foundation for science is crummy It didn't make sense to me that these are our limitations forever either

How would one become conscious of/perform telepathy? @Leo Gura I am conscious of kundalini/energetics, I just wanna hear your perspective

@Alexop great to hear

@Alexop damn bro. Maybe you just need better girls.

Hahaha ?

I'd like to see leo post a selfie.

@arlin why thank you

I love tesla. Tesla and albert einstein are two people I used to look up to very much. @PlayTheGame

They are real but you must experience their existence yourself by body/energetic awareness. I'm sure science could develop tools to detect their existence but as they dont even know it exists they have no reason to develop the tools. It's like looking for the needle in the haystack, for example, without even knowing you're supposed to be looking for the needle. Likewise, we have xrays because we know the existence of things beyond the skull and flesh. Tesla was pretty aware, he even wanted to develop a machine that could read thoughts from what I remember, that's probably because he had the awareness of metaphysical stuff. At least I suspect. "If you want to find out the secrets of the universe, look in terms of energy, frequency and vibration" hmmmmm. Chakras = energy, solfeggio frequencies for meditation, "raising your vibration," hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Something is going on here ?

Tell me the one thing that I need to hear most right now.

yeah if I told my parents of the stuff I'm into and the spirituality stuff they'd throw shit Hallucinations during trips are normal. Just explain that to them. Or you can say that your imagination ability can be so high that you can do that, high or not. It's just that we haven't tapped into that power yet. Anyways, best of luck. ??

I know that @Arzack I just mean experimenting with different energy forms and basically shapeshifting myself. That's the correct terminology. Like mimicking disorders has me a bit freaked out. But yeah that was the original purpose of it. I think I'm starting to wane out of that

It is kind of scary for me. I've integrated it a bit more though and pushed through the fear. Now the only question: Is it safe? For example, when I think about having autism my energetic field will alter to mimic that. It doesnt seem safe because I get a bit scared holding it for too long and I'm not sure if I can do permanent damage to myself. What do you guys think? Is this safe to experiment with and go fully in? Experiences?

Okay guys, my consciousness is able to do many things and it's freaky. for example, I keep imagining myself having schizophrenia symptoms. I have been doing this since a month or two ago when I decided shrooms would be a great idea. I keep having fears like what if this remains permanent and yatta yatta. A few days ago I tapped into my autistic brothers consciousness and I realized why he couldn't speak normally and his increased hearing abilities because I tapped into that and mimiced it. Now I'm having the same fears and when I do that I cannot stop it from happening. Now with this it could manifest in reality--for example, if I talk to someone and I just suddenly have that fear! and I can't talk! like wtf! I literally just had a breakdown. Also I'm kind of freaking out. What can I do and can anybody do this too?

@Mo0ngrass yeah that's what i thought I had too. Idk if I'd consider this 'severe or high but for me it seems like it. I guess the one thing that does keep it under control for me is focusing on the energy formation/blockage that created the empathy. That's about it though. If I stopped focusing I'd lose control unless my mind wasnt focused on it. I will btw. Thanks. @electroBeam glad someone can relate. Yeah this is seemingly hard. It feels better to know I'm okay tho even though I knew I was

@Mo0ngrass its not that I cant control it. I can. But then I have fears and that makes it out of control. I'm going through spiritual awakening btw and am an empath. Like I could stop this all right now if I'd drop this fear but it's that I'm fearing that the empath part of me is continually imagining myself being other people. In the case of my brother, I started imagining myself as him (who is autistic) and then I got really scared that I'd do that at work.. or in front of my family.. and I kept letting go of the empath part of me which would being me back to normal and I'd create loops like that. I could seek help but I dont think a normal therapist could help me. What would they do?

Same. And agreed.

Yeah to be honest, it seems like every aspect of your life can benefit from awakening. Except all the emotional suffering you'll go through getting there and dealing with trauma and etc.

I was wondering if my 'healing hands' were legitimate. Or healing ability. I've only used it on my cat and I've let go of tension and felt into his pains in his root chakra area. I think this is why he hangs around me so much now. I've never healed myself or anyone else. It seems like I have to be in a certain state of consciousness for me to do it. Btw.. that's a lot of trips hahahahah

@Anna1 @Carl-Richard yeah, I feel that. I'm not sure what that problem is, because I've never experienced that the way you describe but I do have energetic sensations that go through basically my whole body at my point. So I relate to you there. For me, its bittersweet. I love it but I hate it when that happens. the 'dying', losing control, merging with god, because I always feel more whole and at peace and even more myself after, and I find it so interesting! I do still have attachment to my life though, pretty strong, especially because it's hard to determine where I'm going to go and how everything is going to pan out. Maybe you're deeper down it than me. and also it's okay to be scared, i'd say rightfully so, because it's scary as hell! I think that's part of the beauty of it all though. I really love this all, at least in this moment, not gonna lie. As leo said: "It's like you are homeless and have a paper cup (your current situation), and you're so scared to let go of the cup. But if you let go of the paper cup, you get the whole universe in return." probably didn't get all the words right btw. haha. Beauty