DreamScape

I love tesla. Tesla and albert einstein are two people I used to look up to very much. @PlayTheGame

They are real but you must experience their existence yourself by body/energetic awareness. I'm sure science could develop tools to detect their existence but as they dont even know it exists they have no reason to develop the tools. It's like looking for the needle in the haystack, for example, without even knowing you're supposed to be looking for the needle. Likewise, we have xrays because we know the existence of things beyond the skull and flesh. Tesla was pretty aware, he even wanted to develop a machine that could read thoughts from what I remember, that's probably because he had the awareness of metaphysical stuff. At least I suspect. "If you want to find out the secrets of the universe, look in terms of energy, frequency and vibration" hmmmmm. Chakras = energy, solfeggio frequencies for meditation, "raising your vibration," hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Something is going on here ?

Tell me the one thing that I need to hear most right now.

yeah if I told my parents of the stuff I'm into and the spirituality stuff they'd throw shit Hallucinations during trips are normal. Just explain that to them. Or you can say that your imagination ability can be so high that you can do that, high or not. It's just that we haven't tapped into that power yet. Anyways, best of luck. ??

I know that @Arzack I just mean experimenting with different energy forms and basically shapeshifting myself. That's the correct terminology. Like mimicking disorders has me a bit freaked out. But yeah that was the original purpose of it. I think I'm starting to wane out of that

It is kind of scary for me. I've integrated it a bit more though and pushed through the fear. Now the only question: Is it safe? For example, when I think about having autism my energetic field will alter to mimic that. It doesnt seem safe because I get a bit scared holding it for too long and I'm not sure if I can do permanent damage to myself. What do you guys think? Is this safe to experiment with and go fully in? Experiences?

Okay guys, my consciousness is able to do many things and it's freaky. for example, I keep imagining myself having schizophrenia symptoms. I have been doing this since a month or two ago when I decided shrooms would be a great idea. I keep having fears like what if this remains permanent and yatta yatta. A few days ago I tapped into my autistic brothers consciousness and I realized why he couldn't speak normally and his increased hearing abilities because I tapped into that and mimiced it. Now I'm having the same fears and when I do that I cannot stop it from happening. Now with this it could manifest in reality--for example, if I talk to someone and I just suddenly have that fear! and I can't talk! like wtf! I literally just had a breakdown. Also I'm kind of freaking out. What can I do and can anybody do this too?

@Mo0ngrass yeah that's what i thought I had too. Idk if I'd consider this 'severe or high but for me it seems like it. I guess the one thing that does keep it under control for me is focusing on the energy formation/blockage that created the empathy. That's about it though. If I stopped focusing I'd lose control unless my mind wasnt focused on it. I will btw. Thanks. @electroBeam glad someone can relate. Yeah this is seemingly hard. It feels better to know I'm okay tho even though I knew I was

@Mo0ngrass its not that I cant control it. I can. But then I have fears and that makes it out of control. I'm going through spiritual awakening btw and am an empath. Like I could stop this all right now if I'd drop this fear but it's that I'm fearing that the empath part of me is continually imagining myself being other people. In the case of my brother, I started imagining myself as him (who is autistic) and then I got really scared that I'd do that at work.. or in front of my family.. and I kept letting go of the empath part of me which would being me back to normal and I'd create loops like that. I could seek help but I dont think a normal therapist could help me. What would they do?

Same. And agreed.

Yeah to be honest, it seems like every aspect of your life can benefit from awakening. Except all the emotional suffering you'll go through getting there and dealing with trauma and etc.

I was wondering if my 'healing hands' were legitimate. Or healing ability. I've only used it on my cat and I've let go of tension and felt into his pains in his root chakra area. I think this is why he hangs around me so much now. I've never healed myself or anyone else. It seems like I have to be in a certain state of consciousness for me to do it. Btw.. that's a lot of trips hahahahah

@Anna1 @Carl-Richard yeah, I feel that. I'm not sure what that problem is, because I've never experienced that the way you describe but I do have energetic sensations that go through basically my whole body at my point. So I relate to you there. For me, its bittersweet. I love it but I hate it when that happens. the 'dying', losing control, merging with god, because I always feel more whole and at peace and even more myself after, and I find it so interesting! I do still have attachment to my life though, pretty strong, especially because it's hard to determine where I'm going to go and how everything is going to pan out. Maybe you're deeper down it than me. and also it's okay to be scared, i'd say rightfully so, because it's scary as hell! I think that's part of the beauty of it all though. I really love this all, at least in this moment, not gonna lie. As leo said: "It's like you are homeless and have a paper cup (your current situation), and you're so scared to let go of the cup. But if you let go of the paper cup, you get the whole universe in return." probably didn't get all the words right btw. haha. Beauty

Yeah I feel ya, 18 (just turned) and kundalini has awakened about a year or so ago. We're in the same boat. Like today, I was walking around at work and it literally felt like no one was in the body. Although, I wasn't scared, I felt very peaceful and have felt recently moments where I have felt absolutely no fear, there are times when I'm dying in fear and I distract myself for hours from myself because I'm deeply scared of my own mind. I can't even get myself out of it, like you, because awareness eats it up. Although I don't like it, as @Anna1 hinted at, this is still something that I'm not going to stop (I couldn't really stop at this time) because I'm enjoying the non-ego life more & I can feel this deeply, down to my soul, that this is what's meant for me. It may be different for you, just know I feel you my man.

Yeah I mean how else are you gonna awaken and live

They say transcend and include. That's what evolution is.

@Serotoninluv OK ?

Okay yall. I have a question I really need answers to. As kundalini goes through my body, and cleanses it, I have gotten to a point where I'm really starting to become pretty fearless. It's insane. Although I'm really at a problem If I become so fearless, I might die ??. It feels like it. Leo was right when he said if I became completely fearless I would not live longer than 1 second But then how do I know what fears to keep and what ones to not. How do I know what to do and what not to do. I'm asking genuinely, because I don't know. Plus this work is about releasing fear. So really, like what the heck am I supposed to do. Like now I'm really starting to take my power back, and not really care what others think etc. But like I'm really scared I might die if I do that completely. But also I want my power! I dont want to give that away. Or like social conditioning. I'm really letting go of that fear of fitting in and listening to people. But this begs the question: if I dont care what other people think, i might die! Like what the fuck! What am i supposed to do! I dont want to be a slave to others but I dont want my power and myself taken away! Also this is on the spirituality thread because I need to figure out how to use this body suit! How the fuck do I work this and feel okay at the same time, how do I do spirituality and keep everything cool in my life. Is that literally impossible because I have to surrender to this divine force??? Like what the fucking hell.

@Nahm yeah I got a bit angry. Truth is the greatest thing I've ever found and yet it's one of the most scariest things for me to embrace. I regret finding it so much and yet I am so grateful and love it so much ??? But OK, so just basically let go of thinking about what fears to let go of and not let go of and just let whatever be be? But also let go of fear and find out through myself through insights and coming more to the present through feeling? I think I'm getting it. Just basically let go more. OK

@Serotoninluv it's literally impossible for my ego to take control again. It's not even awareness as an observer. It's just awareness. My ego has been really fearful lately. Like very fearful. Also I really really really dont know how much fear to keep. Leo says that fear is the thing that keeps you alive. But Idk, that doesnt make sense to me because isnt our body supposed to be running completely free consciousness-wise? I mean no obstructions in consciousness? Why would I want consciousness restricted. Also like leo says that a lot of this stuff is physically damaging, and I'd agree.

You @Martin123 question @cetus56 in his presence. For THAT alone, you are banned.

@Keyhole yes haha.

@Nahm interesting.. not sure completely what that means but I'll keep it in mind & contemplate it a bit.

So I am pretty young (18). I have been interested in all of this since 14, had the kundalini awaken at 16, and now I am 18. A lot has definitely changed, within me and outside of me, although I know i have a lifetime of spiritual work and work outside of myself. I am quite unclear about a few things: What is the long term scope this? Meaning, what is it going to look like in 10 years of work. How has your relation to reality changed as a result? What are the biggest milestones that you have had? What are the deepest things you have uncovered about yourself along the spiritual path? What are the most mind-bending experiences/realizations you've had and the siddhis you've developed spontaneously/consciously? Biggest obstacles (fears, existential resistance) overcome or are facing? Going into spirituality is like a shot in the dark for me. There is information out there but in my opinion but I feel like I dont really know where I'm going and I cant really visualize my future that clearly. Please be descriptive Also I mean for enlightenment + any other "spiritual pursuits" such as: astral projection, Lucid dreaming, channeling, energy work, shamanism, etc. For question #1, 2, 5

@Keyhole I agree with the above. @Lento I'm shocked to see that that's you to be honest.