EddieEddie1995

This is how God wants it to be. So do you! ? If you want to suffer, you suffer, if you want to love, you love! Isn't that beautiful? God is not making a distinction between importance/significans of You and Hitler. Good and Evil. Love and Suffering. You are, through your state of consciousness. And you are God. You can be whatever you Imagine it to be! In this case, for you it means that... God is enduring the suffering of hes kids mistakes. But this is the process of raising kids don't you think? Its like saying that when baby is shitting, screaming, and crying is bad or evil or whatever. Its like saying that you wouldn't want kids at all just because they shit. It is silly, don't you think? You are making a duality between significance of 100 years old humans and 10000 of human evolution. You are giving meaning to it. Not God. And you are God. Maybe human rase needed to rape themselfs so that other rase would see and learn from their mistakes which would make them very technologically evolved, and becaouse of that, 10000 years later they will come back and save the erath from extinction. So you are saying that few rapes here or there are more important then the extinction of the human planet? You are doubting Gods plans? Camon man... hahahaha

Hvala druzee! ? Takodje!

@Space It is awesome indeed ? "If only" is suggesting that there is something missing. Nothing wrong with a wish though... hehe ? In Serbia there goes a saying "Ali ali, uvek srecu kvari", which roughly translates to "If only, always limits happiness" ?

THIS is The Greates Show, so Dream with your eyes wide open myfriend! ??

Well, I guess the process here is to grow and deconstruct your ego simultaneously. Evaluate what teaching is good/right by yourself. No one can tell you. For example, one teaching might work for you today, but it will stap working tommorow. Contradiction is just a different perspective that is relativly true. The confusion you are facing right now is good! Confusion makes you work harder, clear things out. It is a part of the process. Right now you are getting into a stage where you are constantly growing and your mind is learning to adopt to it (its getting liquidated). You are starting to understanding the complexity of things, you are getting into relativity. And it is not an easy process of course, but very necessary, and the best way to go about it is to Love the forever lasting Process! ❤ ?

Yes! To messure what is "more" significant you have to compere it with something that is "less" significant. Without less, there is no more. You give meaning to what is significant and what is not.

This is what most of the spiritual teachers are saying about psychedelics hehe Its addictive if you don't know how to use it, just like everything else ? Most of my old friends are weed junkies. They are brain dead. Weed sucked up their souls! But the way I use it! I created a Genious! ?

This is just a perspective that is totally relative. But it is always a perspective. And it is perfect one. Perfect Dream. Im totally loosing it hahahaha You will also never know how deluded you are. If you did, then you would. But you didn't. You must be deluded. It is how it is. And thats only a perspective. Thinking of being intelligent or stupid, conscious or unconscious, relative and absolute... is also made out of the same thing, creating a perfect illusions on infinite levels and perspectives. Being creazy just like Im being right now, and the way you can interpret it is the way it must be. It is perfect. Im perfect and you are perfect! The whole thing is perfect. Only I can know how deluded I em. Everything here is tottaly relative! Relative relative relative! Why you repeat relative so much? It is for you (im talking to myself), to deconstruct your beliefs about everything becouse it is creating a perfect reality. There is always a more conscious way of creating a perfect dream! Really and Dream are the same thing. False and Truth is the same thing. There you go Eddie! Eddie you are Artist! Eddie you are Creator! Eddie you are Wise Fool Eddie you are Magician Eddie you are Spiral Wizard Eddie you are Actor Eddie you are Alchemist Eddie you are Child Eddie you are serious Student/Scientist Eddie Why so Serious? Eddie you are Complex Eddie you are Simple Eddinyou are what ever you imagine it to be! Eddie you are making love to the world and the world is you! You are the brush and the one that paints with it. You are the whole Picture also. Good affirmations and contemplations Eddie! You Create A Perfect Dream! Thats just a perspective guys! Why so Serious? I Love being honest, and silly, and deluded....

Tip of the iceberg is always the case for me. I always want to learn and explore more. Now I understand some of the things David Deida says on a deeper level hehe. Eddie will be a master of orgasm baby! The duality between shallow and deep is really interesting. How can you know if it is deep or shallow when the only thing you can experiance is through the state of consciousness you are in. Knowing that something is deeper or whatever is just a thought in the current experience. It is okay we play this game of compering, it helps us learn and know where we are, but if we don't realise it is a game, we get lost in the past or future. What I em trying to tell myself is to always enjoy every experience in the present moment knowing that there is always room for more ? Dude! Its crazy! If you know how to use it ofcourse ? I plat to shoot videos about it. It is coming up soon ? I plan to criticize Sadguru on hes thoughts on weed. And introduce people with yellow way of looking at it ?

Good question! Here are few ideas: It was a moment for as were we connected deeply without control or shame or judgement. Evrything fitted in nicely ? Im getting better at zoomimg out (letting go/surender)from my automatic thoughts and paterns and probably that I was already really conscious, there was no edi and hes girlfriend hehehe, I was the whole thing observing edi and hes gf hehe if that makes sense. Did you have exp. like this?

@Philipp You will never be sure of it. So why wonder so much if that is right or that is wrong (im not sayingyou shouldn't, but don't play only that game). Do what you feel is right for you, and do it masterfully. You will not escape the game of doing, just change the way you look at it ?

It is heheheh weed did it for me also, I just needed a little push

@Heart of SpaceYes, when you are enlightened you are naturally aware and relexed. But it is a big difference when you sit down and meditate. You can bliss out, go places... ? You can probably do that always, but im not there yet ?

@LastThursday Agree! I mean.. he must play a character that is interesting. I love it! When I observe my videos I can see how Im using the same facial expressions and way of communication hahaha It is funny hehehe

@zeroISinfinity Hahahaha! I love it! Ziveli ❤

This is how we introverted intuitives need to live our life. Discipline and structure gives us freedom to be spontaneous ❤

I think itnis not authority, it is more relaxation and ease. He is winging it. When you know something you don't have to read about it. He uses structures in a spontaneous way. He has already developed systems, he just changes the context. It is easy for him ? The path of mastery!

Advanced seekers knows that the answers they are seeking can be found in silence, but most people here don't. ? I would love to go and sit in silence with Enlightened masters. It ison my bucked list! @Leo Gura When can we expect to meet you in person Leo? ☺

He has also changed hes systems and structures in hes episodes. He became more fluid. Relexed. Not so perfectionistic. Although I think hes older episodes are a work of Art! I plan to share how I think he writes and creates them... becouse I started to develop this within myself. I was just thinking how great he is! When you are Enlightened you don't want to be in your head that much (and he must, just for you, you ungrateful ego hehehe You will understand one day, or will you? Snowflake

I laughed for few hours hehehehe

I closed myself up in room... I worked on myself aaaand I got Enlightened hahahahhaha How about that? God can for sure surprise you hehehe

This is how I felt also. It is a good thing. Just be careful not to hurt yourself. Im happy tontalk if you want. Serbian friend here ?

Hahahahaha! I love that one!

I kinda like it. It makes me feel better. Superior ?

Yes, we are always focusing on something. But the problem is that most of our time our focus is on our thoughts, which is a problem hehe (Do nothing technique helps you disindentify with your thoughts) Fore example, focusing on your breath helps you to uncondition your focus on your thoughts. And after you divelop that muscle, you are then able to see reallity as it IS. But the problem is that even if you see what it IS, and you do (and you are IT), you are not impressed by that. You have a more interesting expectation in your mind, which is a problem hehe ? Writing all this I assume that you are seeking enlightenment. ?