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When ever I enter this forum which is quite rere I see your post everywhere hehehe How about you drop it for a while and see what happens? ? What do you do for a leaving? You don't have to answer, Im just curious ☺

@erik8lrl Insightful post! Thank you!

Im in Love <3 Connor(God) triggered something in me... I will just leave it at that. Im in Love <3

I love it! I agree with everything you said! My stage red/blue narcissistic mother made me climb up the spiral so fast hehe! But... i couldn't be able to do it without Actualized.org.

How about spiritual awakening? He mentions Actualized.org also

"Hey, orange guy, don't remaind me that I have orange desires for sex and money that Im repressing here in the shadow and can't express because doesn't fit my worldview, because I demonized you and if did express it, it would mean that I em a bad person, and I desirve punishment" So when you say that Trump has a green shadow, what that means? Ty for response ?

What does a "Shadow" in the spiral mean?

Do it consciously, woman orgasm is very interesting, and it lasts for long time ?

I do like the sound of that hehe I do need to research and integrate what some of the words you wrote mean, but from my understanding... Yellow needs to have this "standard western definition of self-awareness" so he could be able to see outside of he's automatic thinking, so then he could use systems that works. And this systems are developed in the process from reading, learning, testing etc. I have found that when I started working on my Ti which is developing very fast because of Actualized.org different perspectives and OneNote, Fi that Im developing through meditation and introspection and Fe (this is where I lived all my life until last year ) that is forcing me to explore different perspectives, is now building me into Yellow. I em INFJ. I don't know why I wrote that. Im very bad at writing, and also I em confused Why? How do I answer your post? In terms of what? Is it an exploration? What do I want out of it? What do you want out of it? This fluidness is making me uncomfortale, but yeah... few month ago I would not bother posting at all, but now that I healed my Fe trauma and realized that Im writing to myself I donk give a fuck LOL People see what they wanna see (T1), and I em imagining this people (T2) How would you see Yellow through MBTI? Thank you for posting!

@Swarnim I couldn't agree more on everything you said! I em mostly orange 40%, green 40% and 20% yellow in social situations. Its easy for me when I em alone at home, under nootropics, in meditative state hehe I even had more then 10 mystical experinces (turquoise insights).

All the time heheh! Because Im openminded and I know how tricky the mind is! What is your way of describing Yellow? How do you describe self-awareness?

They see too much scammers and fake gurus They don't want to change

Here are my few Insights of yellow and above that are now making me grow even faster: 1. I realized that everything I see is me: So when I catch myself criticizing others, I want to know why, because I know im criticizing myself Motivates me to enjoy in my creation etc. and to do all that I need awareness 2. Awareness(imo is ability to watch your thoughts and emotions without getting immersed into the story, which I do 90% percent of the day). If you are not aware, you go into automatic mode, which means(imo) you are saying words automaticly. Your mood and emotions are in control. You act in the way that serves the ego. 3. Yellow system thinking is something you develop, and not something you just get. How do you get there? Actualized.org ideas hehe But in my development of yellow systems journaling and meditation has a crucial role. For example. My habit of journaling and shooting videos is forcing me to be aware. Because I know that this is the best way to learn. When I journal, I force my mind to imagine a picture (system or structure) of what I want to write. So when my mind wonders, im forced to get it back on track. Im forced to keep an image of what I want to write. What do I mean by that? Lets say I have a conversation with someone... when I em self-aware I em able to hold a system in my head like a picture (im just strating to develop this, this is why my top priority (80/20) is meditatin and journaling) that looks like this : what type of conversation do I want to have with this guy? what do I want to achieve? should I ask questions? should I give him advice? should i listen to him <---- I see this questions automaticly - this is only an example where is he on the spiral where do I want to focus my awareness? what hes body lenguage tells me? why em I reacting in this way? etc. how em I projecting This pictures that im holding opens up my mind for bunch of different perspectives that I em always improving, testing... You train your mind to do it for you. It is Amazing! Nice thread I love watching and analyzing yellow. Here is a video that Leo posted I can't remember what was the conversation. But what I remember is how Weinstain starts talking about topics or questions that the other guy is asking by unpacking things(he has a picture of how the system looks like). He knows that the way for the other guy to understand is to bring in different parts that clicks in the end (systems are complex). But every time he starts unpacking things, the other guy interrupts him because he finds a hole where he can share he's perspective. You can see that he is trying to get Weinstain to agree with him, to approve him. He doesn't want the public to see the system of hes explanation, he just want to be involved (this is my assumption ofc.). You can see he's egoic need(I do that all the time), where Weinstain does not care. He is going with the flow with him. He understands... he is aware! Ofcourse, what I could see there is how much my mind can allow. I can know Yellow only how much my mind can allow. I imagine yellow. I project yellow. What do you guys think? Could you say that my way of thinking is yellow?

I agree. The same like personality types. Can you give me an example of stage red lover and stare red king? In my case I want to introduce people with the two models(I will mix it up with maslow hirarchy of needs) in an interesting way, where they can go and study for themselves. I will give a lot of refferals etc. I agree. And the difference is big, because the worrior has integrated green. He tapped into the Lover archetype(which means he raised he's consciousness). Now, he starts to develop the King archetype, which is in my case YELLOW WOW ! Hey, stage green guy, if you want to be a better King, you have to start meditating and journaling! Im looking it through the lance of "what is the highest development of these archetypes". "Hey, stage orange guy! Do you want to be a better worrior? You gotta open up for more love, emotions, femenine energy"

Where would you map these Archetypes on the Spiral Dynamics model? I would say: Worrior is at Red and Orange Lover is at Blue and Green Magician is at Green/Yellow/Turquoise King is at Yellow/Turquoise I plan to structure my Instagram account with these 2 concepts where I will teach through them. I plan to have different costumes, symbols, and colors on my videos etc. For example: Video about Discipline: I will teach it through Orange and Worrior Video about Meditation: I will teach it through King. So in this case King is combination of Worrior and Lover (Orange and Green) . I want to convince orange to meditate by telling them how it will increase their productivity, discipline and words that appeal to orange and then finish up with green mix where all this outward success is all about love and connection (in an orange sort of way) . Video about Patience: I will teach it thorough King ( Let me just note that I will not limit myself with this concepts, I will structure my acc so I could do and be who ever I want) . So because I will hit Orange hard in the begging (I want to integrate it) , the video about Patience (King) will communicate that even though we need massive action , we also need space for love, for relaxation, because you are more productive this way(in this case, man is stuck in masculine energy) etc. And if you can't relax, and you are in your head all the time then it means you have problems with feminine energy, and you will learn about it through Lover archetype etc... I will post a video that I shut half a year ago when I started experimenting with this idea, just for you to get a sense of what Im talking about (it is way better now hue hue). People in my city still think that Im crazy LOL (their criticism made me grow so much) It is about toxic Red/Blue. I shoot another video where I explained Red entering Blue. In 0;56 I speak in English It is a line from Pulp Fiction hehe I will mix in music, photography, film, acting etc. on my Instagram also. It will be short entertaining videos, especially The Magician Archetype hehe ! (I designed Integration map for myself...Bravo Eddie, how cleaver!) Here is my Instagram if you want to follow the amazing transformation (realizng LP) and what I will achieve in one year : https://www.instagram.com/alhemija21veka/ Stage Orange Picture: https://www.instagram.com/p/CGVf8wblp8I/ What do you guys think about all this above? Do you have any ideas that you want to share? This is kinda separate from the post above, but, what do you think about this perspective? Until two years ago I had no education whatsoever.I was walking through life with all sorts of addictions like : video games, alcohol, porn, weed and many more etc. And this way of living (which was led by traumas and toxic culture)made me to the point of big depression and contemplating suicide. This suffering and closedmindedness triggered a full circle. I became radically openminded. This is why Im everywhere on the spiral right now in just two years. So I have two ideas here: 1. Most of the people who are "educated" (Blue/Orange) in Serbia are very closed minded because: they already think they know if they are questioned about their beliefs from above which is rare ( Healthy Orange , Green) they lash out if they are questioned about their beliefs from below, they have already made up answer that reinforces their beliefs when they "win" the argument etc 2. But people who are uneducated, and are ready to get out of the rut (like me in a way).They will be radically open minded because the things they will learn will generate results they didn't have their whole life ( basic orange stuff ), just like I discovered self-help. It was new world for me. And in my case my traumas didn't heal until I started Shadow-Work, but my traumas forced me to work on myself, and when I found out that money and aprrovel(im generalizing) doesn't heal me I was forced into Green and Yellow, which would not be possible if I didn't had that trauma and haven't find Leo. So my point here is: Uneducated traumatized 25 year old will have more potential for selfacutalization then "educated"(some sort of degree) 25 year old. Does that make any sense? It is generalization I know, but my old friends that are stuck in the rut, are now becoming more openminded(because of my example) and willing to learn then my orange friends who have good jobs, cars, way healthier life style they will believe me (not everyone of-course...most of them will not, most of them will demonize me... Im talking about potential selfactualizesers) and do the work Traumas are big motivators for growth if you survive the crash in the first place For example now ! I still have problems with Fe - Ti loop . And this trauma of what people will think about what I typed in this post forces me to explore other people perscpectives, which means... to explore myself. You see?

Orange against LoA James is very talented creator ! You should check him out ! In this video he has valid points about LoA( , but he doesn't realize that the same arguments he made against LoA are the same mistakes he is making , just in a differend context. He cherry picked all the evidence against it to serve hes own point . He doesn't realize that the ego is always doing that. (I em doing it all the time, this is how i know xd) He doesn't make destinction about LoA in defferend stages (because he is orange) with different spectrums , for example : - there are successful orange poeple who combines discipline erc. and LoA that works - there are victims of MLM cults who are brainswashed and scammed - the same on green etc. He is now doubling down because of criticism. This criticism will stop him evolve . And if he was lucky to have listened to Leos vidos of SD and have read "The path of less resistance " where they explain the structures of "Tension-Resolution" or "Vision(which means belief of what you want to create or "attract") - and Reallity (which menas we can see really and ajust and do what it takes to realize that vision ) he would not double down on it . But ofc. it is how it is, and it is how I think it is From my POV ,LoA works for me in two ways: 1. I prime my subconscious mind to automatically look for solutios and ideas that will help me create what I want . and ofcourse , if I fail, I do what is necessary to succeed. Trial and error . 2. It is mysterious. I had things that happened to me that I cannot tet explain haha

Yellow helping orange evolve too green ! This guy is Amazing ! Life Journey is real, but we need to go inward. We need(If we want to) to raise our consciousness . There is no external journey . We are the journey . But through "external life journey" (selfactualization) we find out that it is an illusion . Why this is a good idea for orange to evolving into green . In this case orange believes that life journey is external materialistic world where we chase for rewords that stage orange ego wants , but doesent realize that they are living an illusion(in this case ideology) that is created by orange society ego . The best way to emerge into green and integrate it is to : 1. see that this way of seeing the life journey is not fulfilling and stop exhausting your self with orange values by deconstructing them 2. throw away your mask and integrate your shadow 3. and comfort your self in a way better feeling ideology ( im integrating green, oh it feels so nice / in compering it to my orange believes that im invastigating, and that are stoping me relex and embrace my femenine ) This is why I named my channel Alchemy 21. sentry I will try and introduce orange to green values , by making them integrate orange first . People in Serbia are not so high on the spiral and masllow hierarchy ( ther are not educated for healthy blue , ogrange values, and ofcourse cant study because they are trying to survive the narcisitic toxic country). They are highly blue and forced into orange by the marketing . So if you mix green values in orange structures as a belief it might work . I will try out that system . ( correct me if im wrong , Im just starting to learn about SD). What do you think about that idea ? Thank you Actualized.org , you helped me find my LP <3 This video also remaids me of misinterpretation of blue and below on the spiral of the alchemical process where you chaise for gold, and luckily realize that it was there where you started hahah full circle And then you truely understand what the Alchemists or Mistics were talking about ! Ahaaaa, it is just like in the book "The Alchemist " , this is why this book moved me emotionally so much ! I was looking for enlightenment! And thanks too Actualized.org I now had more then 10 mystical experiences! <3

I think this guy is entering stage yellow . This video is yellow through stage orange structure . He explains orange and green ideas , and what makes me think that he is entering yellow is because he is talking from personal experience. He is understanding the structures of these ideas , he is understanding the system . There is a big difference between belief and personal experience. He is also trying to get into poor people (mindset) shoes (in hes own arogant way hehe). Etc. I assume all this because he is me . This is my understanding projected onto him . To understend yellow is to be at yellow . And every understanding is relative and subjecive ! I love it !

Hello friends ! I cannot recover the LP Course I didn't get reply from system@actualized.org , maybe I did something wrong ... Can someone help me out ? Thank you !

we count the vote? isn't it so? Hahahahh ! Hilarious!

Actualized.org has its own identity . System that helps people get enlightened. I myself had few mystical exp and pushing and growing my yellow capabilities every day. People who do the work will appriciate what he is saying, people who don't will not. Im sure Leo doesn't give a fuck for criticism because he knows it is illusion. My point is, the negatove criticism will spread scary message for people who will be robbed of learning something . Postove feedback needs to be spread because it will help people learn or find Actualozed.org, which means collective actualization . We are not supporting only Leo, we are supporting millions of people ! Thank you Leo for everything you are doing. I can appreciate your work only by how much I know myself. The more I push yellow understanding the more I admire your work( or admire myself hehe)! Im creating a channel that will not go in depth analysis, but will be a symbol for growth. I will lead them to your channel ofc hehe

Maybe create a life purpose about it It worked well for me hehe I like to be a bit sarcastic hehe

This is why ignorance is comfortable

I think he felt more terrible then you think he did Did you ever went from no bread,pasta and all the shit, and then eatimg it again? I would usually get stomach cramps and big shutdown when I eat just a piece of bread! Our poor bodies must adopt to burning the shit we eat , because it must! "Nooo Mind, can't you see that we work together you stupid fuck? Stop fucking ourselfs up with this stupid rationalizations,pleaseeee!" This was my body when I ate fast food,smoked and drinked at the same time