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@Xonas Pitfall I want to say that sometimes I avoid reading your comments because of your signature and writing style. It's really overwhelming. You also put a lot of detail in your comments so I would like to read them but I sometimes don't because there is just so much going on.

But, I am having a limited experience and I don't experience infinite horror right now. So, there is still the question of the finite domain and what it includes or doesn't include. Like, you could say there are infinite aliens but I don't see one. It's not satisfiying.

@Leo Gura Okay, well, I guess I really don't know what God is honestly. I don't know why reality is the way it is. I don't, at this time in this state understand.

@Leo Gura God is the devil I see. God knows it's a rat bastard.

@Leo Gura of what? If love is the first order, why not just make it so there isn’t all this horrible stuff? If love is the basic building block, and you are selfless why all this shit? Again, it’s not the way, it is the way it is. Why?

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@zurew I admit my appreciation respect for and desire for approval from Leo plays a role in how I communicate to him and how I weigh his responses. Though, I also know I have the capacity to question him and a growing embodiment of my own philosophical sovereignty. I do think he is more intelligent than me in his awakenings, his cognitive skills, etc. His body of work and career is evident of this. To the degree I can think about talk about these subjects his work plays a key role. Therefore I also acknowledge this, and I am humble. This area of contemplation is beyond what 99% of humans can fathom. We should stand in our questions to Leo, while also remaining open minded and focused on our own understanding, contemplation and awakening. I would like to develop into a decent philosopher. Though, I have not done a lot of original thinking. Which, is why I say I am a pimple on an ass. I have some degree of original thinking within a scaffolding of intertwined concepts.

@zurew I am working on my confidence. I also soften if, because it can blind me to being open to wider context.

@zurew It’s mind boggling for sure. In Non-Dual Shiva Tantra God/ Shiva (Shiva being the God head or pure consciousness without duality) doesn’t have innate preferences for pleasure or pain, good or bad. These preferences develop through duality and finite ego construction. I don’t understand it. But, this grand mind seems to either be indifferent, or to love all aspects of itself equally which entails both rape and war as much as back massage and chocolate bar. It’s likely that Shiva is perfection, which is pure selflessness. What world would a completely, loving, indifferent, infinity, selfless God make? It seems to be both super intelligent and all powerful but also at the mercy of its own infinite intelligence and will to perfection. It’s doomed to be God. And, it’s indifferent to it. I think. Except through its finite egoic constructs. Which, suffer greatly through there lives. But, really also experience a variety of emotions. The love, is more like an indifference. We can assume most life in the cosmos is not human. So, to understand this perhaps going beyond our own survival needs and preferences and even our humanity. Perhaps that is the value in awakening for this line of philosophical discussion. The world is a brutal, twisted place. There are many stories of shiva. In some he is a saint, in others he is a murderer or thief. That is the nature of God. Despite whatever experience a human goes through God is clean and untouched.

@Leo Gura Makes sense. It’s very confusing and mind boggling. Gotta be strong enough for love…

@Leo Gura Yes. Thanks for speaking to me on this. I think I am a pimple on the ass of a philosopher. But, I can improve.

It’s kind of bringing us back to common sense and even physics. You jump off a building your gonna break your legs. We know right now there are humans in deep pain and suffering and, they may have done nothing to deserve it. Is that perfection? Not to me as a human. But, God is infinitely more intelligent to me and designed this so. I am not ready to accept it that God made a perfect universe. I have experienced a state in awakening where I experienced a sense of perfection. That to me is something I relate to God being perfect and real. But, is earth perfect? No. We all know it’s not. I feel like my philosophy is like that of a toddler. I need more work. I will do the 4 steps from you serious philosophy video. So. God is so selfless, it kinda says fuck you but it’s not personal.

@Leo Gura My apologies Leo. I had some pain bioling up and wrote this in a state not conducive to philosophical contemplation. I will do my best to not so this anymore on your threads. I have tools I can use.

Part 1: Yeah, I guess you don't have it... Part 2: Caravan This movie inspires me a lot. Despite everything, the setbacks and challenges. Pursuing something beautiful, standing in your own power.

@Oppositionless I think that’s basically what I was wondering. And Leo doesn’t know like I said.

@Majed I am curious: 1. Do you measure your sleep score? 2. How would you rate your nutrition from 1-10 1 being terrible 10 being solid 3. Do you exercise regularly? 4. Do you socialize?

Hmm, infinity and perfection for ever

When it’s finally warm enough to hangout in the park god will give you mosquitos

@Ulax At the end they dont show the audience reaction, kinda like in inception where you dont know if the top stopped spinning. Maybe fletcher just says that at the end lol.

Man, this movie charges me up!

@Leo Gura I have questions to contemplate about I suppose. Which, seems like a good design for an omnipotent God Mind.

@Leo Gura Well, I guess that’s the kicker. My ignorance.

@Leo Gura what you is Kinda like I said before Yet, there is still question begging regarding the implications of solipsism, consciousness, things like suffering and error, and my ability to complain about the universe. The truth that I am God and I can wonder about these things at all. Given these implications there is no divine sin for me getting what I want. It’s, again arbitrary. God designed it this way, for whatever reason. Good for God I guess? Again, this is just a human dream, physical laws, etc. God is theory could dream any dream. So, arbitrary. So, why physical laws if God can imagine any design it wants? You would just say infinite intelligence, perfection, bla bla. Okay, that’s just like saying it is what it is.

@Leo Gura Are you planning on putting out that Boot Strapping episode? Are you actually making an alien consciousness course?