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@zurew I admit my appreciation respect for and desire for approval from Leo plays a role in how I communicate to him and how I weigh his responses. Though, I also know I have the capacity to question him and a growing embodiment of my own philosophical sovereignty. I do think he is more intelligent than me in his awakenings, his cognitive skills, etc. His body of work and career is evident of this. To the degree I can think about talk about these subjects his work plays a key role. Therefore I also acknowledge this, and I am humble. This area of contemplation is beyond what 99% of humans can fathom. We should stand in our questions to Leo, while also remaining open minded and focused on our own understanding, contemplation and awakening. I would like to develop into a decent philosopher. Though, I have not done a lot of original thinking. Which, is why I say I am a pimple on an ass. I have some degree of original thinking within a scaffolding of intertwined concepts.

@zurew I am working on my confidence. I also soften if, because it can blind me to being open to wider context.

@zurew It’s mind boggling for sure. In Non-Dual Shiva Tantra God/ Shiva (Shiva being the God head or pure consciousness without duality) doesn’t have innate preferences for pleasure or pain, good or bad. These preferences develop through duality and finite ego construction. I don’t understand it. But, this grand mind seems to either be indifferent, or to love all aspects of itself equally which entails both rape and war as much as back massage and chocolate bar. It’s likely that Shiva is perfection, which is pure selflessness. What world would a completely, loving, indifferent, infinity, selfless God make? It seems to be both super intelligent and all powerful but also at the mercy of its own infinite intelligence and will to perfection. It’s doomed to be God. And, it’s indifferent to it. I think. Except through its finite egoic constructs. Which, suffer greatly through there lives. But, really also experience a variety of emotions. The love, is more like an indifference. We can assume most life in the cosmos is not human. So, to understand this perhaps going beyond our own survival needs and preferences and even our humanity. Perhaps that is the value in awakening for this line of philosophical discussion. The world is a brutal, twisted place. There are many stories of shiva. In some he is a saint, in others he is a murderer or thief. That is the nature of God. Despite whatever experience a human goes through God is clean and untouched.

@Leo Gura Makes sense. It’s very confusing and mind boggling. Gotta be strong enough for love…

@Leo Gura Yes. Thanks for speaking to me on this. I think I am a pimple on the ass of a philosopher. But, I can improve.

It’s kind of bringing us back to common sense and even physics. You jump off a building your gonna break your legs. We know right now there are humans in deep pain and suffering and, they may have done nothing to deserve it. Is that perfection? Not to me as a human. But, God is infinitely more intelligent to me and designed this so. I am not ready to accept it that God made a perfect universe. I have experienced a state in awakening where I experienced a sense of perfection. That to me is something I relate to God being perfect and real. But, is earth perfect? No. We all know it’s not. I feel like my philosophy is like that of a toddler. I need more work. I will do the 4 steps from you serious philosophy video. So. God is so selfless, it kinda says fuck you but it’s not personal.

@Leo Gura My apologies Leo. I had some pain bioling up and wrote this in a state not conducive to philosophical contemplation. I will do my best to not so this anymore on your threads. I have tools I can use.

Part 1: Yeah, I guess you don't have it... Part 2: Caravan This movie inspires me a lot. Despite everything, the setbacks and challenges. Pursuing something beautiful, standing in your own power.

@Oppositionless I think that’s basically what I was wondering. And Leo doesn’t know like I said.

@Majed I am curious: 1. Do you measure your sleep score? 2. How would you rate your nutrition from 1-10 1 being terrible 10 being solid 3. Do you exercise regularly? 4. Do you socialize?

Hmm, infinity and perfection for ever

When it’s finally warm enough to hangout in the park god will give you mosquitos

@Ulax At the end they dont show the audience reaction, kinda like in inception where you dont know if the top stopped spinning. Maybe fletcher just says that at the end lol.

Man, this movie charges me up!

@Leo Gura I have questions to contemplate about I suppose. Which, seems like a good design for an omnipotent God Mind.

@Leo Gura Well, I guess that’s the kicker. My ignorance.

@Leo Gura what you is Kinda like I said before Yet, there is still question begging regarding the implications of solipsism, consciousness, things like suffering and error, and my ability to complain about the universe. The truth that I am God and I can wonder about these things at all. Given these implications there is no divine sin for me getting what I want. It’s, again arbitrary. God designed it this way, for whatever reason. Good for God I guess? Again, this is just a human dream, physical laws, etc. God is theory could dream any dream. So, arbitrary. So, why physical laws if God can imagine any design it wants? You would just say infinite intelligence, perfection, bla bla. Okay, that’s just like saying it is what it is.

@Leo Gura Are you planning on putting out that Boot Strapping episode? Are you actually making an alien consciousness course?

@Leo Gura When u say finite level i am referring to human existence. Not, the Meta super intelligent God and its logic and mechanics. Just, human life. I don’t know why I am writing this song on this hill, contemplating the nature of God and reality. Building a Qigong and music following which is touching more people each day. But, I am here. I still have a lot more to learn and do. It’s useless to complain about God. Better to be a creator.

@Leo Gura You say true things here. Well, we should contemplate relative and absolute things as they pertain to reality. I mean, I’ve experienced this infinity and this Heaven. Yes, it is amazing but also paradoxical and a little disturbing. I mean, can’t someone wonder why some aspect of my human existence isn’t different? Without wanting to go all the way to heaven and infinity and all that? It’s a useless question I know. Some finite way reality is when death, forgetting, restarting, etc seem to be baked in is also just questing begging. I am not even talking about your argument I am just openly wondering on the Design of this thing. “Being Alive (or in some finite form) means to not have heaven.” If you equate heaven with infinity and death. Yes, that is heaven. I can experience joy, beauty and creativity in human form, and nature and connection which is heaven like. So, no total infinity death is needed But, why is reality some finite way and not some other finite way? If death is always just there… seems silly. But, my experience is only 29 years as a human and I don’t know what else exists in my Goldy bosom. In theory, there are “other” who has what they need and want. They are not dead and in heaven, yet Gods will allows this. Assuming, one didn’t have what they want. - I am not exactly sure how to think about this so. Forgive my rambling. I would like to have more leverage on my reality. You can do that as a human. But, you gotta do it yourself. You can cultivate a mind, heart, life, consciousness as a human which is divine and beautiful compared to the slop of 99% of humans. But, got doesn’t just give it to you.

If God for some reason did or did not do X… it would be perfect. It just seems arbitrary. The implications of Solipsism, birth and death make it very question begging as well.

@Leo Gura I’ve had awakenings to this perfection. I still, though, have questions. I don’t really know what else to say to you right now. “It’s just how it is, and it’s perfect” is sorta, true. It’s not overly satisfying in my state at this moment. I recall you saying these things in previous videos. But, part of me still thinks… you don’t really know why I am me and why you are you. If God is perfect and infinite, any change to it on a finite level still seems question begging that it would “ruin the perfection”. This thing has an infinite capacity for perfection so… seems kinda a lazy argument that some finite change would make it not perfect.

@OBEler Yes, Leo offers a lot of bad question begging examples I think. Why isn’t reality any other way that it is in the finite realm? I don’t think Leo has answered it. I haven’t. Other than, it’s a human life RPG with baked in physical rules. But, why? Well, perhaps you have infinite wealth by your true nature and the struggle is more valuable for God in this dream. I’m not sure.

Aren’t these all aspects of reality though? Fiction exists as fiction. Logic as logic. That’s all “real”.