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The difference between the skull and a preference is imaginary? This statement for me needs greater clarity and reconciliation.

I am learning the more I learn just how wrong I am most of the time, or when I am right it is only in a matter of degree or triviality. For example, recently I thought esoteric referred to inner knowledge, as apposed to teaching taught to the masses. But, upon looking closer at definitions I realized the esoteric is simply knowledge or information only share to a small group. It says nothing about it being inner work. The word esoteric can even be used in non-religion or spiritual ways as well. Some of the uses of esoteric seem to be used even more loosely seeming to point to something unknown to a person. So a subject could be esoteric to me as a laymen. Why did I think Esoteric meant inner spiritual work? See, I realize how much stuff I make up in my own mind and it gets me into trouble. I sense I have many years ahead of me and lots of work to do to get more grounded in truth. However, I found on wikipedia referring to western esoteriscim as a 'hidden inner tradition".... So I am not completely wrong about Esoteric meaning inner work. Also came across this definition: "Esotericism refers to a number of traditions, philosophies and practices, that focus inwards on the human beliefs, spirituality and wellbeing. It’s a very philosophical idea that gets us to ask the bigger questions around our own purpose and effect on this planet, from a spiritual perspective." https://theselfcareemporium.com/blog/what-are-esoteric-practices This is what i meant to me as well. So, there doesn't seem to be one definition. Not sure why this god me so rattled. Needa check myself! So, I am thinking the best way to approach my ignorance, proneness to error and mistakes with a loving open heart, and laugh at my ignorance and be grateful for whatever insights lead be closer to truth. I just hate the thought of sharing misinformation in my work. Also relax, there are many interpretations of the same things. I am also learning the applause means nothing with regards to whether I am making the world a better place or not. Because, look how easily fools applaud inaccurate information that serves their ego?

I just bought this Zeolite Clay to try it out. I am curious if anyone has experience with it's usage for removing toxins and heavy metals?

Maybe he is a person who want's privacy. I am sure he will share when or if he is ready.

Don't give up. How are you using your free time? Describe the 3 or 4 hours you have a week? That free time you have everyday outside of work is GOLD, for doing inner work. I've had my ups and downs too. You will make it through this. People are giving you good advice here! There is hope!

Being infinite is pretty great tbh. Everything in the universe, is exactly where it should be.

Maybe, your lungs are important for your overall baseline consciousness. In Qigong we say they are the commanders in Qi, so keep them healthy! Personally think smoking or vaping is not healthy, and if to be done should be done sparingly.

Personal Finance, Basic math, ability to plan and keep calendar and basic financial hygiene routines

hmm, best to trip at home or in a safe place

Well, yeah.. We are our environments to a large extent

I think the point was, that when I want someone to buy my product, or service I am falling into a neediness because I want something from them. I will journal and unpack this deeper. As I go about developing this new phase of my life I will come uncover these behaviours through direct experience and transcend and integrate new behaviours consciously. I notice old patterns, the same patterns that held me back in the past in the last chapter. But, I have a new toolbox now.

Thanks. But, my stress isn't the point ahah the world is just so complex. I had someone react negatively toward my use of the word today, someone I wanted to come to my classes. I think that is it, it's connected to people pleasing and a fear I have of being wrong, or looking foolish. Will contemplate!

Story based song, but for me this helps me connect so deeply "set my spirit freeeeee"

If it's just consciousness, why survival at all? Why not just infinite Orgy all day er day

I am thinking it's going to take practice and inner unification. My mind always finds something to ruminate on. I am noticing it. Same structure, different content. And different negative results. I have practices, resources and am improving everyday.

I think this is a big problem we are facing right now... "I know a time is coming all words will lose their meaning.."

Alright, sound fishy.

Those are all good tips. I especially know stoners who think they have social anxiety. Which is probably true, but when your stoned you are prone to anxiety and... Learning to develop self esteem through a sound and sober mind is important. Use them maturely and not chronically. It's important to feel into what is there I think. But, important not to be dogmatic to others. I have noticed this neediness since childhood and I don't think it's drug related.

I had a friend who told me on a trip once "I found it!" He has found the truth. Only the next day he said it must have been an illusion. So, in that sense structure is important for integration I suppose.

Great channel

Interesting. They are so different for me. Different aspects of the mountain of God.

Careful in chasing money for the sake of chasing money also. It's a shame to be a billionaire but poor inside.

Also, I am still confused on the relationship between psyche structure and awakening... Like, your beliefs, intentions, epistemology and metaphysics must affect the awakening or the quality of insight and integration of awakenings. Maybe even the awakenings themselves...

I have it on my kindle! Thanks for the orientation.

I am noticing that whatever I want in life, like starting my own business, or keeping a partner/ intimate relationship. I find my neediness or desire for the thing can bring about it's downfall or loss. I notice myself starting to get people interested in Qigong and have been doing sessions around my city. People really seem to enjoy it. I just want to make sure I am not clinging onto my ideas of success and just allowing the process to unfold. But, I also need to make sure and put effort to ensure it unfolds. There seems to a need for a light clinging, but room to breath. Tips?