Thought Art

https://www.reddit.com/r/PublicFreakout/comments/pphpdi/newsmax_host_gets_infuriated_and_boots/

I think the best thing to do is see it as part of my process. Whatever has happened has been part of my process. Through all this I will become one of the most mature people on the planet. I have had a few trips since some of the scary or strange ones. They have been very peaceful, positive and insightful now I am more comfortable being infinite and my ego has died a bit more. It's interesting, I've done at least 30 trips of 5meo. But it wasn't until I vaped it recently that I really had the non-dual realization.

In this video Tony talks about how during his trip multiple people had to hold him down because it was an overwhelming experience for him. The same thing happened to me, and I was demonized and told I was ungrounded, and being a devil while using 5meodmt on the forum by Leo. I am not necessarily saying I was perfect in my protocol. I was not, but I had never had a trip like that in my entire life... Let's be honest about this substance and it's potential risks for people. Each of us will react differently and the deeper you go there is more risk. No, you are not a devil because you took one of the most powerful psychedelics in the world and did something stupid. You were high and it really scared or disoriented you. Most people are not prepared to trip by themselves. I might be wrong here, but I think we should be promoting tripping under trained supervision and not alone. Then again, there is a lot of benefit of solo trips for people who are mature and experienced. These are powerful substances that you should be reading about, tripping under the guidance of experienced and respected people who can look after you. We need to be honest about how powerful and potentially dangerous these substance are. Young people tripping is alone is a dangerous activity. So be careful. If we are tripping solo things can go south. So, be warned. I am pro-psychedelic in the right context but I have had similar experiences as tony and was demonized by Leo. You are not necessarily being a devil if you have a bad trip. Just saying. Also, not everyone agrees on frequency of usage of these substances. The bottomline is you are playing is a potential fire here. So be very very careful. There could be a year or two a prep-work done before trying some of these substances and a long list of protocol considerations before tripping. -- NOTE: I am not saying I am right here. This is a thought that has been on my mind for a few weeks. This is in someways a wild west and this entire field is in it's infancy. These things are really powerful especially if you are vaping you can go so deep you have no idea what is going on.. Even at very low doses.

I think I need more of this. No more being special no more delusions of being important.

@TheLoneSage The question is, who is the truest Rick?

Death is infinite love

@Nahm Good! I hate dogmatic children. If my kids aren't open minded I will send them to adoption agency. Did you see in europe there are schools teaching kids to read blind folded?

@Leo Gura I didn't catch that one

@Inliytened1 Yea, but when you say that you are implying there is a him and a me. If it's just me and its a game that is fine. As if it wasn't just me, and that I would be mature enough to understand what I am doing to myself and a bubble of infinite potential? It makes no sense. I like Leo, but when he says stuff like "I don't have my own conciousness. It's just you" But he doesn't say like. Jared. It's just Jared. Because he knows that isn't that case. I'd like to wake up now, okay? Enough of this bullshit. Solipsism for me is fine. I don't mind being the only bubble in an infinite void in fact I would prefer it. However, this just isn't the case as far as I can tell. If it was just this qualia, there would be no need for survival, money, taxes, etc unless it was an illusion I created to give me a sense of reality... this is also fine. Super done with the dream right now ahaha ' Anyway gonna go vote for my imaginary prime minister

Self love and give yourself a break

The problem I have, is that if it's just me so much of my experience makes no sense. At the same time, I've only ever experienced this bubble. Yet, the dream seems to be as if others exist. It does not seem as if thing revolve around me. Why would Leo care about any of this if there was just him not not millions of others who is trying to help? I mean, maybe it's just a crazy illusion where God is going overkill to trick itself. Anyway.

@r0ckyreed Your bubble of experience or mine?

I like Arcadefires album Funeral. A good mix of classical music and rock

@Hardkill I wasn't trying to judge him. Just noting how dangerous it is to become dogmatic and entrenched in a belief system.

double post

Tantra is actually ammoral

I would say he is centred around orange but has elements of green and yellow. At least now days. I really like Tyler, I will be doing one of his online courses here soon.

True. Have your own place, be respectful. People aren't going to understand you changing.

In the relative domain yes and no: - human can commit suicide - a rock can't in the absolute sense no

Forgiving Ourselves Totally If you can filter through some of the christian dogma it's honestly really helping me.

I agree. A lot of us have so many things to develop and work on before we even bother thinking about taking powerful substances. The risks are high, and there is so much else in life to explore and work on. Don't forget the Actualized.org in it's history is much more than psychedelics and pursuing the deepest awakenings humanly possible.

Oh boi, Where is Jesus when you need him most? For me this is why Sex should be embraced in religion instead of stigmatized. The more sex is brought into the spirituality, such as in Tantra then it can be fully embraced as part of the spiritual practice. I think this would limit sex scandals or deviant behaviour as people would have the skillsets to control their sexual energy. The bigger organizations get the more messy everything becomes. (my comments are half baked here. wondering what you think)

Hmmm, Idk about that Yeah it makes no sense that it's just 'you' or just 'me' when there is a world and forum full of people. Teaching people it's just them and giving them psychedelics ahaha. I wonder what can go wrong? All that exists for me is this bubble of experience. I am just kidding. But, honestly be careful with how you interpret things. Only you can figure out what is true.