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Because you are finite, existing in a dream with relative constraints such as ‘linear time’ ‘biology’ and ‘aging’. I think the aging process is a feature not a glitch because you are here to live a human life, and to experience the difference stages of life which includes aging. ‘You’ are imaging these finite constraints. Time is something you imagine. It makes no sense from within the dream. You are here to live for awhile, and then to die to continue on with other dreams. IMO… You are currently a human, biological and constrained by the will of the infinite mind to be so. This is just the nature of this dream. It’s a journey. It’s almost foolish to ask “Well if this eternal principle is the case (example: there is no such thing as time, or time is created/ relative) then why the experience of time as a human in this temporal plane of existence. The temporal exists only as a projection from the eternal ‘Now’. Being and “I am” is eternal. All the finite relative aspects of a dream are almost arbitrary.

Lol so much for free is already there

Lol, Listened to the whole thing... My thoughts? These are important conversations to have. I am still contemplating. Sexuality is such a complex topic.

Bullet journal

Not sure if spiral dynamics is the right model for your mindfulness or meditation practice…

Was reading in a book about self forgiveness the importance of forgiving God. It was a good realization/ reminder that forgiving the universe, forgiving God is an important aspect of forgiving yourself and others. Lately, I’ve been dealing with a bit of an internal backlash about my failures, challenges and setbacks. I noticed how much forgiveness and acceptance work I have ahead of me. I have so much love to give. First to give it to myself. I will continue to forgive God, to accept reality and to create a beautiful existence. I also find there are a lot of great Christian stories (dualistic I know) but they carry good ideas about creating a relationship with Gods love despite all the suffering God created, or allowed.

This is how I have framed it, though people believe it's magic. Tarot is a pretty cool experience. I would not pay someone to do it though.

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God is an infinite dreamer. This level of meta “delusion”… one…you will not escape as long as you live as a human. 2. It’s not a bad thing but an aspect of the mechanics God used to create this right now Ego is ‘useful’ all that exists in the domain or pragmatism and survival is an illusion. But, illusion is reality. Because it’s made of Truth and groundless and infinite. sounds like you are contemplating transcendent morality? Focus more on direct experience than ego being illusion. Really, the word “ego” is a complex and nuanced word as is “delusion” so. Read read read

@Adamq8 I personally find that a bit dualistic. I appreciate Many Christian teachings however. God created everything because the creation and creator are one. … What some ‘saints’ have done i their time would be ‘evil’ to modern man. Evil is something you project o to reality because you are selfish and biased. Christ is something your imagining right now. Christ’s dying on the cross, unfortunately the way many christians act… is a shame if what you are claiming is true. Someone dying on a cross, will not enlighten you. I find many of the Christian parables very insightful and enjoyable. I consider Jesus a prophet, and I believe there have been will be many more prophets. All is one. An ego, finite and selfish being needs to forgive God. God understands.

Become wise, loving, pragmatic and idealistic. As long as you survive you’ll need ego. Create a healthy ego.

As a bald man, I am wondering what your thoughts on baldness. People seem to laugh or make fun of baldness but I think I look pretty good with a clean shave. thoughts?

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Oh, didn’t know sexual orientation was like that. (It’s not). It’s a crime to act on it for those individuals. Imagine being born a crime.

Being a pedophile is a choice? Or a result of lack of consciousness? I thought people were born with sexual preferences 5% of men have this. .

You’ll have to explore them

I used to have this still do but I’m realizing fame is like empty calories

@Truth-Seeker thanks for that. I’m embracing the change. I feel unattractive which might be more of the problem than the actual baldness. I don’t like what I see in the mirror. Will have to work on that. My date told me I look like the guy off “ Hot ones” and I was like fuck. I find him awkward nerdy and not that attractive. https://youtu.be/jWp5cr_Zpt4

Update: was super sick all last week Went on date last night. Lessons: 1. I need better small chat 2. I have to be attracted to the person or else I will just play a friend card in them 3. no drinking or substances cuz i don’t drink and it makes me feel weird 4. loosen up and dance. We went to a place to dance and I got too in my head 5. get more experience 6. accept my bald head and that I’m not 19 anymore 7. accept rejection without it leaking beyond its actual reach 8. love myself despite all my challenges in this domain of life.

Now that I have more of a foundation in my life it’s time to begin pickup. I’ve recently downloaded tinder but haven’t gotten any matches as I don’t have any good photos now that I’ve decided to shave my head as I am balding and just decided to commit. I consider myself handsome but I don’t know if without hair I’ll get many matches. So far it hasn’t been the case… I have a short out of shape friend who literally does amazing on Tinder. I’ll work on it. writing this here because I wanna make another post before and after I go out. I think I am better off developing my social skills and pickup game. I’m not a fan of clubs and loud music but I think it’s time I get out and meet some girls. will post a before and after update. I plan on buying The Hot Seat program, as well as reviewing Leo’s 3 part series over the coming weeks and month.

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Proper protocols and plan for integration

Hmm, this is true for everyone and every trip. Some people have total recontextualizations and it takes years to accept and integrate