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“Wasting infinity” what a thought

@Raze @Raze hmm, that’s true Sounds more like the power dynamic, poor sense of boundaries etc People who got hurt

Not a fan but also didn’t listen to him much

@Danioover9000 Yeah, I just have carried so much fear and this band has inspired me so much. I hope the band survives this as well. I have a lot of respect for Win Butler. I know he is more than his mistakes. Same with Michael and all humans for that matter…

Lol God must be hoarding infinity for itself God is selfless because it is all things. Finite resources and “earth” is just a dream you as God is having.

Currently ordering tones of books on logic, finance, Qigong, data science, business, sales and marketing. Everyone and everything I’ve ever loved has let me down. Yet, I will meet this day with love in my heart.

This is the only way I’ve found psyches today be truly effective. I used affirmations, Qigong, visualization and a single mushroom trip to cure my depression a few months ago. Mushroom trips once a month are great potentially for keeping you uplifted and well while also doing all the other stuff that makes you healthy.

@Johnnyyeah Yeah well, not everyone has common sense and… it only takes one bad reaction to harm yourself or others. Whatever you do… safety safety safety. Get good at holding your own space for a few years. Also, ask yourself if you want to be a drug dealer if you get caught. I have learned to be EXTREMELY cautious with these things. I personally don’t facilitate or even talk about these substances anymore. It’s a secret I have. Maybe in ten years if I run retreats in Mexico. We will see. For now… I’m focused on developing maturity, understanding and best practices. I personally have had unfortunate reactions to 5meo. Only once of twice out of like 100 trips but… it’s reminded me to be cautious. Maybe I lack common sense lol. But, I’m building a deep understanding and best safety practices. Don’t underestimate these things. Ive also learned how something effects me may be totally different than you. 5meomalt for example doesn’t work for me. I really tried pushing it and nothing. But know someone who had a really powerful reaction to the same amount.

I can’t see how you could

@Holykael Human reality is an “artificial construct” or a “dream” in the mind of God. It’s building blocks though, paradoxically is “Absolute Truth”. God understands itself so thoroughly it basically plays hide and seek with itself. God uses its infinite understanding to limit itself into a infinite amount of finite beings… or simply you as you are right now. You are “ignorant” to yourself. You also include and transcend yourself as if the nature of infinity. You can also think about Indra’s net. When we say God knows itself, that is the same as God being itself. It’s not really meant to be in the same way that I as a human know something because I have a finite mind. God can think in total experiences, objects etc. Like imagine me telling you what a fork was by manifesting and actual fork. God transcends logic btw… you need to grok this realization through mystical experience.

“Ach du lieber Gott!” I did about the nature of ego, Qi, and the importance of body awareness for mental health. I realized I’ve never really felt into my body and a lot of health in the west is so bad because you don’t actually have a deep relationship to your body. You believe things about it you don’t actually feel into your hand for like 5 hours straight etc. Made a thread about the Golden Flower about it awhile back.

https://grow.google/certificates/data-analytics/#?modal_active=none 6 month program Data Analytics. This is what im gonna do while I pay off debt and save money. My coaching/ marketing course can wait. Basically stuck till I get funds in and I’m working two jobs. This course is 10 hours a week and I’d love to have this certificate in 6 months.

@petar8p idk. There can be this sort of fighting… many threads are great. Also, it takes time for people to grow and mature. This forum will grow and mature over the years. There will also always be noisy newbies as well. conflict and disagreement is healthy and happens to us all. Accept it.

@axiom hmm, money helps though to start working on passion. Sometimes you need to bight the bullet about becoming passionate about living and earning however you can. I can write 100 more songs I doubt I’ll get paid. that is, unless I have money for coaching, marketing, gear, travel, etc Money helps passion. Passion helps passion.

@Leo Gura Yes. I was contemplating and thought about how your consciousness is yours to do as you please. Best,

I think what I want to say is: “Leo, I want you and others to be safe. When you spoke about being suicidal and tripping I felt triggered because I value safe tripping protocols”. Anyway, your gonna do what your gonna do. I don’t expect anything anymore from another human. Everyone is full of shit.

Can’t wait for your conscious leadership videos. You basically said you did in your video and you even posted a photo of yourself holding a gun while tripping. Then don’t talk about it in front of your audience… Your life is your life. I don’t care what you do in private but when you speak about it, it’s our business in some context. Like whatever his name is jumping off a bridge. But, you don’t care because you are just actually selfish. It’s all about YOUR awakening in the end. Even though you say you don’t have your own consciousness lol. Anyway. You talk a big talk. Like a tiny dog barking. You talk this way because your actually not loving and are very selfish. You just play guru on the internet. Or, what?

If your on the bus try talking before you sit write next to her even ask permission just to be safe don’t approach when she can’t escape you I guess

@SOUL like 3 minutes in

@something_else In that case these people selling drugs should be easy to track and take down. It should be very easy to shut down these sites… There’s a bunch of sites selling shrooms in Canada that are legit. I have no idea how this is happening. They are all in BC too which is where the actually brick and mortar stores are popping up. To all the you tubers who speak openly and consume drugs where they are illegal… why aren’t they arrested already? I mean, they basically yell to the masses they buy and consume these things.

@Jodistrict Osho is not a philosopher and claims to offer no philosophy he speaks often of how he contradicts himself

@Breakingthewall The Poem is great. In fact I’m grateful for it. Anyway, I am processing and reflecting more so on the back end of the video and how I felt and feel.

Leo has a l of good videos… Videos on: 1. What is wisdom? 2. What is integrity? 3. how to fall in love with life etc I don’t expect him to be perfect or to agree with everything he says. And, I’m not a blind follower. It’s just, I’m questioning his leadership as well because he has videos coming out so he says about conscious leadership. He has had many videos on safe tripping protocols and maybe even banned people for what he has done recently? Of that I am not sure. I have a deep respect for this man. I have learned a lot of valuable things from him. Every “guru” every “ religion” every source of information is inherently finite and imperfect. Leo is clearly the same. His arrogance, narcissism, disregard for others safety etc became blatant for me at the end of this recent video. He even spoke of how he didn’t feel the need to be kind to others. Yet, in other videos he said God was kind not because it needed to but because it was… so… I realize how human it is to say one thing, and then do another. Leo is human… Anyway, I am processing his talk about holding a Gun to his head (he posted that on Instagram) or he anger at others “making a mockery of this work” does that mean anything to him? Spiritual work is deep, it’s messy at times and very dangerous. I know and respect this because he is working on understanding reality as deep as he can… this must involved life and death. I found it funny how he spoke about not tripping if you are mentally unstable and that you should have supervision. Yet, there he is tripping, paranoid, suicidal with a gun to his head clearly unsupervised. Idk. Your a bloody Genius Leo. Don’t get yourself or others killed if you can avoid it. Embody what you teach…

There are many people who do both who just aren't teachers nor are they famous... many retreats in mexico etc offer this kind of thing

@Ulax He talks about it near the end. Now, his sort of waded the waters of self justifying what he did, encouraging you, and also telling you not to. It was very messy.