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We’re on day 6! Shake it off. 😂

Every night my dream's the same Same old city with a different name They're not coming to take me away I don't know why, but I know I can't stay There's a weight that's pressing down Late at night you can hear the sound Even the noise you make when you sleep Can't swim across a river so deep They know my name because I told it to them But they don't know where, and they don't know when It's coming When it's coming There's this fear I keep so deep Knew it's name since before I could speak Oh, oh, oh, oh They know my name because I told it to them But they don't know where, and they don't know when It's coming, oh when But it's coming, keep the car running If some night I don't come home Please don't think I've left you alone The same place that I must go when they die You can't climb across a mountain so high The same city where I go when I sleep Can't swim across a river so deep They know my name because I told it to them But they don't know where, and they don't know when It's coming, oh when Is it's coming? Keep the car running Keep the car running Keep the car running

I got tickets to Arcadefire! I finally get to see them

@Past-Philosopher-562 Integral Metatheory is a good big lens

@Nilsi AI?

Just look at the way he acts now... clearly not a man of integrity. He is a man child.

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1BY4mgFfAK/ - Alligator attack during baptism.

One, two One, two, three, ow Wake up, kids We got the dreamers disease Age fourteen, they got you down on your knees So polite, we're busy still saying please Frienemies, who when you're down ain't your friend Every night we smash a Mercedes-Benz First we run, and then we laugh 'til we cry But when the night is falling You cannot find the light (light) You feel your dreams are dying Hold tight You've got the music in you Don't let go You've got the music in you One dance left This world is gonna pull through Don't give up You've got a reason to live Can't forget We only get what we give I'm comin' home, baby You're tops Give it to me now 4 AM, we ran a miracle mile We're flat broke But hey, we do it in style The bad rich God's flying in for your trial But when the night is falling You cannot find a friend (friend) You feel your tree is breaking Just bend You've got the music in you Don't let go You've got the music in you One dance left This world is gonna pull through Don't give up You've got a reason to live Can't forget We only get what we give This whole damn world could fall apart You'll be okay, follow your heart You're in harm's way, I'm right behind Now say you're mine You've got the music in you Don't let go You've got the music in you One dance left This world is gonna pull through Don't give up You've got a reason to live Can't forget We only get what we give Don't let go I feel the music in you Don't let go Fly high, high What's real can't die You only get what you give You're gonna get what you give Don't give up Just don't be afraid to leave Health insurance, rip off lying FDA, big bankers buying Fake computer crashes dining Cloning while they're multiplying Fashion shoots with Beck and Hanson Courtney Love and Marilyn Manson You're all fakes Run to your mansions Come around, we'll kick your asses Don't let go One dance left Don't give up Can't forget Don't let go

Yeah?

2nd routine now live:

Made a guitar meditation (first one done expect much) Actually have tu take it down and edit the beginning

I made a new routine:

@Leo Gura Only if that is all you do. But, having some guidance to get you started?

I’m starting to think that drug addicts problem is deeper than drugs.

@Scholar Do you drink and smoke weed?

What does it mean to run from reality?

@Leo Gura I honestly think, 5meodmt has raised a lot of questions in me. I have a lot of questions from my trips, at least in this state I am in more than I have answers. I've tripped quite a few times now. Would I say I discovered God? I wonder if I hadn't heard your talking about God if I would think it was God. I need to come to my own contemplation and conclusions but I think I need more trips. I've experienced the ego death, deep profound feelings of love, something I would describe as infinity, or eternity, oneness, solipsism, I've had deep insights about reality that have changed my life... Deep insights into self love and forgiveness... ,,, but, I still think there is more to understand. I want more understanding than... Your work. I don't like that I am influenced by you when I am tripping. I need to break free from actualized teachings and really focus on my own insights. I've had trips where I felt like I understood God. But, I find in my sober states, month later that feels a bit distant. And, with space away from it I have questions. It's not really up to someone else to say my trips or insights were wrong in these cases. I have had wrong insights from 5Meodmt especially early on. But, Yeah, I gotta let go of Leos 5meodmt interpretations and really settle on my own. I can only be satisfied with my own understanding and development. I am not really sure. I have to cut through every spiritual teacher.

@Leo Gura I mean, a violent chaotic internal energy isn't ideal for deep "ontological" or what have you, comprehension of existence right? This man is experiencing the stuckness/ botheringness to him so it's not a shiny object but a blockage. So, it's worth getting that looked at and figuring it out. The deep insights I've gotten from 5meodmt, energy was one of them. I don't consider it a "shiny object" to be ignored but an important part of mastering life. To me, realizing my energy was a big realization for my life purpose work. @OBEler Do you find you remember the insights from your trips strongly? I find when I go back from a trip, I am rarely profoundly different. hmmm, @shree I am curious what Martin Ball would say, you could consider booking a 30 minute session with him or something to explain your symptoms. Getting a good energetic balance, and being able to relax into the state could be the key to deeper trips.

That's your bias.

Ensure the vitamin D is from the right source too. I've heard that not all Vitamin D supplements are made the same. Plus, you need to make sure you take things like magnesium and K2 if you are taking higher doses of Vitamin D.

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