Thought Art

I’m going to be kinder to myself

I made a wild sounding song. It’s not perfect but I felt like a captured a vibe worth sharing. https://www.bandlab.com/post/1615005c-6e03-43d2-b18b-a1088c3f2db8 i basically just don’t like how the vocal comes in at first.

I love swimming. One thing I’m grateful for is I swam competitively as a child. So nice to be able to swim well.

I had this day where I woke up and just felt turned off by Bryan Johnson. Not sure what happened.

Girls dress up because they want people to think they are beautiful. If they are into you, and you tell them… it can open them energetically. They really, really like it. They are sort of insecure and I think when you tell them they really appreciate it. It’s not even just a compliment it’s confirming your interest in her.

@Leo Gura Yes, I know better. I was too complacent last night. However, it’s still a rep. I am aware of the need to talk to people and build state, I’ve done this before while I was here. Sometimes it’s like I’m in this thick gel and everyone seems outside or reach. I have one more night here I’ll give it another swing. How can I find wingmen? thanks,

It would be cool if you guys were in Montreal. I’d love to go out with some guys and see you in action. Im happy with my wins recently. But, for example last night I went out but didn’t really socialize. I didn’t see any girls I was into. But, I feel like if I was with other guys to push me and to see how they do things it would help me grow.

Yeah, but how you gonna replace your ear?

@Zenterus As far as I’m concerned I’ve had good results. You spend time with her.

Frankly, I also don’t care about pickup. I want a girlfriend and a partner.

At a recent studio session I had some camera equipment issues. So I made this off the cuff video talking about Qigong and Mindfulness as a combined and complimentary practice. Not an amazing talk for sure. But, it’s something. I am choosing to share and be imperfectly me.

I’m basically a travelling working nomad. I think that’s my plan. Earn as much money as I can. Work like crazy. Visit Montreal, talk to girls. When I am 35 I’ll take a massage program and move full time to the city and I’ll have lots of money so even if things are tight I’m floating.

I know I’m not the good guy always.

99% of this is just going out. There’s a girl out there waiting for you. We are programmed to be into each other. A lot of the work is done for you at birth.

@Raze Nah man. Some women aren’t engaged at first. The girl who hugged me was face down in her phone eating breakfast before she gave me a hug 5 minutes after asking her if she was a painter (she was a physicist) Just opening the conversation brought in new energy. She was really grateful someone started talking to her. You are not seeking validation but using social intelligence. You want to be gauging her interest. The less interest the less you really need to invest. You also want to get to know her. Does she excite you? Is she interesting? Would you like to spend time with her? Does her facial expression and voice turn you on? You don’t need to know what you will talk about. You just talk and the about comes naturally. Women aren’t looking for a point. The point is in the talking. There isn’t that much people meet for the first time say… haven’t you noticed this? If you like her, and there is possibility of going somewhere, or getting her number or getting coffee, you ask her. If she’s single or interested she will say yes. I’ve done this many times too. But, also, if she has a boyfriend or she’s travelling and you know you won’t speak again… you can just enjoy talking to her for a bit. She might even give you a hug even if she has a boyfriend. What I said says everything about trust and investment. You are engaging her, building trust rapidly, and if you two have a vibe you investment by trying to hangout more. Why not?

@Alexop This is so true. and when she looks at you and you think she is into you. Go talk to her! She’s wants you too. And if it doesn’t work out, try again with someone else. I feel like if you have some experience with women you can read her eyes… A lot of girls like to talk to people. You can also stop trying to “pick up” and instead you can try to connect, and make her day. If it’s on, you’ll know with 10 seconds.

@Zenterus I like the vibe, frame and body language. That’s pretty much it. Be chill, have fun. Respect her, but be penetrating too. Man to woman.

I’ve boiled game down to this. Go to places in public like shows, events, or even restaurants. Talk to girls without wanting anything from them. Use social intelligence to read her eyes, face, voice and body language. Have fun with her make her feel good and feel good too. Have fun with girls. If there is chemistry penetrate with compliments. It can be like “you have really cute earrings” but say it with your sexual energy too….If she’s into you she will touch you and make eye contact. You’ll also be able to feel her energy. I mean, it’s simple really. I’ve met some amazing women the last few weeks. For example, one girl was travelling home the day I met her. So, at the end of speaking to her I just told her she was beautiful, had good style and nice earrings and she didn’t say anything she just gave me the biggest hug. I spoke to her maybe less than 5 minutes. And when she saw me later that day she hugged me again. Idk, I feel like I was too nervous about this. Just be yourself and make the initially contact. Doesn’t work every time but… girls are great just talk to them.

AI isn’t just about mind control it’s even worse. The problem of AI is also the environmental destruction and people’s loss of freedom, drinkable water and living standards all of which are destroyed when, contrary to the wishes of residents in the area a data center is built. Often, built quickly without consideration for the environment or wellbeing of others. People are even silenced in town halls for speaking out against the data centre. This rush to build data centres is environmentally dangerous, irresponsible and absurd. Also, it’s totally disregarding the health and safety of American citizens and global ecology. I’ve heard of proposed plans in places like Utah that threaten to dry the salt lake. Also, being built with rushed nuclear facilities which don’t have proper earth quake ratings for the area. Nuclear reactors are very hot and produce dryness, and they heat local water sources. — Sometimes people say we can use AI to solve environmental issues. I think it would be super funny if they did this and the AI said: “Don’t build data centers”. The super intelligent AI will simply say we didn’t need to build so many, or any in the way we did during this AI bubble gold rush.

To me this seems like dangerous and stupid technology. https://www.abc.net.au/news/science/2026-07-19/reflect-orbital-wants-to-sell-sunlight-to-earth/106918866

Very interesting! It shows the method is so important and how science can be blind to its own limitations. But, also how it progresses.

I don’t want to let my ego run wild. When I face survival challenges I notice how hard it is to be conscious. But, I also feel that I could use a bit more brutishness in my survival area of life. The challenge is finding balance. Self deception is so powerful sometimes what feels like pushing through an obstacle is actually creating one. Reality has been humbling me lately. It doesn’t mean I am weak, or dumb, or bad. It just means that I’m facing some brick walls, challenges and having to navigate around them. Also, using each challenge and setback to be stronger and wiser, more emotionally even and aligned with my values of honesty, non-violence, and maturity. Frankly, I do fall shot sometimes.