Thought Art

Pretty sure all of reality is an expression of the highest intelligence. Though, I don’t know with certainty if it’s true I like when God says that we decide our lives at a super conscious level. So, even the morons are just an expression of infinite wisdom.

What is your suffering? take a break…

I try to use suffering in myself and others as a means to love more. I try to use each experience to increase my understanding of the world.

I haven’t been watching news or social media, so no.

@Sabth plant trees for a season and work hard. On a good contract you can earn $250-500 a day.

There are lots of good white Qigong teachers. Skin colour doesn’t matter.

I’ve realize what I want in my life is a deep intimate, mature and loving relationship with a woman. I want to grow with her, trust her, and I want us to rely on each other. I think this one single thing would enrich my life very deeply. I am beginning to read books and contemplate how I can both pursue finding this person but also being ready to receive this person into my life. Anyone else looking for this? What are your thoughts and feelings?

@Schizophonia Just feeling consciously, patience, contemplation, tripping, speaking to others, gentleness, acceptance, overcoming learned helplessness, changing perception

More like Astro-make believe am I right? Ha

That’s actually the gift of these rejections. All that pain and suffering that is there is healed through the conscious feeling and allowing and curious understanding of those difficult emotions. But, it’s only through trying and being rejected we get the gift of direct experience of our inner wounds and weaknesses. I had a similar feeling when a fuck buddy she went cold on me. But, I healed a lot and discovered again my Qualb. I discovered my Qualb, while she sat next to me making out with a good friend of mine. At first it hurt, but then I realized the profound gift of discovering my untouched heart and unconditional centre and giving spirit. I like my friends and happy to see them enjoy each other even if I was rejected it says nothing of my self worth. We are developing a deep deep self love. An inner strength that is attractive but often hard earned. Good work this week my friend. It is worth it, facing these hard truths. You will become so strong.

“Sleeping is giving in, no matter what the time is. Sleeping is giving in, so lift those heavy eye lids.” - Arcade Fire

@Leo Gura Dang du

*Me showing a video of Owen cook making out with 2 girls in the dance floor*

Be careful even trying to explain it to some guys

@Leo Gura ? But you just told a bad pick up line.

@StarStruck Surrending to God is paradoxically surrendering to yourself

@Leo Gura Okay leave it ambiguous. Truth is tricky!

@Leo Gura Damn. So did she dump you?

@Leo Gura How did she not know? You guys met at the club no?

This is a challenge I see with a lot of accusations. When you feel bad about something or just hurt about a relationship or encounter it’s easy to rewrite memories, not take responsibility and demonize the person. Then you accuse them of rape, misconduct or what have you. I don’t know how common that is… but I’ve seen similar mental gymnastics in myself structurally so I imagine it can happen to women as well. I wonder what the story is on how this was done, or investigated by these news outlets. What is de true true?

As long as you are socially calibrated it’s obvious when they are giving consent… they are touching you, allowing you to touch them and even saying like, “I want you inside”… as she kisses you. Then you gotta get up and find the damn condoms hahah

@Leo Gura Okay…? In terms of his view on the accusations and whether he is being truthful in his statements to media and how he sees himself you mean? If you have sex with someone but they didn’t consent and felt raped… isn’t that rape?

@Buck Edwards It means, if he did it guilt does exist. If you get drunk and crash your car and kill people you still are guilty.

Look at guys like Russel Simmons. His book Do You I read, and he did a lot of good for the world. Yet, is accused by 7 women of rape. Some men, even though they do good in some areas of their lives unfortunately also went and committed rape and sexual assault. It’s unfortunate but seems common enough. They obviously should be held accountable.

Did they? @Buck Edwards Brand is sorta shady, though I think he has good intentions obviously. He is an idiot.