Thought Art

And I will not, Grow tired, Of crayon stars and fire. The sunlight, Has punctured tiny holes, Of light. I closed my eyes, I held my breath, I prayed for life, And gasped for oxygen, It wasn't there. I couldn't see, I prayed for light, To scare the shadow out of me, I couldn't sleep.

When the DMT vape hits

The archaeologists found Some winged boy's remains (Ahh, ah, ah. Ahh, ah, ah, ah) Stained by the fire and clouds (Don't speak to me now, don't speak to me now) In the belly of a whale The day the lightning came (Ahh, ah, ah. Ahh, ah, ah, ah) The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale Packed up and shipped to London (Discard, discard the rotted parts) Preserve the heart and lungs (Ahh, ah, ah. Ahh, ah, ah, ah) The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale

I want to understand anger and resentment more. My contemplations, trying to forgive etc work at times but also leave things feeling open. Sometimes though, when I tell someone how I really feel, essentially for them to fuck off… I feel better and it’s easier to let go. I’m sure there is an intelligence behind my emotions, but perhaps I am creating things I don’t know how yet.

The truth cuts through all human opinions.

The map is not the territory, also. Feeling good and being healthy is prior to intellectual knowledge and scientific consensus. Health, goodness, truth, love, and actuality is prior to any human conception. Every single public intellectual is wrong. All of human society is asleep. And essentially retarded.

I found a letter they read Our existence has serious side effects Turned on, turned on the television And it's telling me the world is collapsing I think it's coming, oh and it comes so fast I'm hearing whispers of an infinite Yes And I don't know why it is Our bodies are dead and why you look so sad And my therapist said We've evolved through a series of accidents There's been talk of chemical imbalances Restless sense of detachment, nausea and more violence I think it's coming, oh and it comes so fast I'm hearing whispers from an infinite Yes And I don't know why it is I feel it coming, I think it's really significant I think, I think, I think a little too often That's what my therapist said We're alone in this wilderness Left to choke on the pills and to feed on the viruses I think it's coming, oh and it comes so fast I think it's coming and it comes so fast I'm hearing whispers of an infinite past Our bodies are dead and why you look so sad Our bodies are dead and why you look so sad

Good sleep, good relationships, wealth, creativity, spirituality, nature, good nutrition, good exercise, good meditation.

I should be banned

Had a nap! Sleep is king. Mood is beyond personality and is dependent on your health and habits.

I know I want wealth, power, and fame for my work but not personal fame. I want a long term relationship. I have a good paying job and take home 6k a month. But, it requires me to go on contracts and work deep in the woods and that makes it hard to grow roots. Also, I’m okay. I have enough, I’m already whole and… My sleep wasn’t good last night. The sun is up at like 4am and goes down at like 8… and at 8

What is the most authentic way for me to live?

An example of bad tech. The fact that Mark Zuckerberg thinks this was a good idea for humanity… and when you consider how Facebook operates with shorts and ads etc… Mark doesn’t give a fuck about you.

@Majed If you like it enjoy lol.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYYCMOLhTCU/?igsh=MXkxYzMxdGJlejVmYQ== Song I Wrote called “Going Down (to the River) Going Down, to the river going down, to the sea going down, like a sunset coming down, like the rain I’ve been here looking over the side, of your face and I have to say you’ve the most beautiful face, I’ve ever seen its like I’m in a dream Going down, to the river going down, to the sea Waiting Now For your smile how I doubt you’ll wait for me and I have to say, the most beautiful day is when I saw you babe, waiting at the break Going down…. To the river… going down… to the sea…. Going down….

I recently deleted Facebook, YouTube, and Gmail from my phone and I’ve noticed more focus. I also deleted all my emails I had too many built up over time. Feeling more fresh in my mind. Shorts are brain toxins on every platforms, these companies don’t give a fuck about you, Cant know for sure but i I think this pure copper water bottle is having a positive effect on my consciousness. Maybe Sadhguru is right. I feel more grounded and warm and balance. I am doing a lot of things at once also eating more balanced meals. Hmm

This is scary and embarrassing.

I am excited to buy this on a future budget and phase. Thank you Leo. (Sorry for being rude to you a few days ago. I apologize)

I enjoy this video. I find myself in the category of someone who has had awakenings but then doubts them. I’m pretty worried about self deception.