Thought Art

An example of bad tech. The fact that Mark Zuckerberg thinks this was a good idea for humanity… and when you consider how Facebook operates with shorts and ads etc… Mark doesn’t give a fuck about you.

Creating my journal.

@Majed If you like it enjoy lol.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DYYCMOLhTCU/?igsh=MXkxYzMxdGJlejVmYQ== Song I Wrote called “Going Down (to the River) Going Down, to the river going down, to the sea going down, like a sunset coming down, like the rain I’ve been here looking over the side, of your face and I have to say you’ve the most beautiful face, I’ve ever seen its like I’m in a dream Going down, to the river going down, to the sea Waiting Now For your smile how I doubt you’ll wait for me and I have to say, the most beautiful day is when I saw you babe, waiting at the break Going down…. To the river… going down… to the sea…. Going down….

I recently deleted Facebook, YouTube, and Gmail from my phone and I’ve noticed more focus. I also deleted all my emails I had too many built up over time. Feeling more fresh in my mind. Shorts are brain toxins on every platforms, these companies don’t give a fuck about you, Cant know for sure but i I think this pure copper water bottle is having a positive effect on my consciousness. Maybe Sadhguru is right. I feel more grounded and warm and balance. I am doing a lot of things at once also eating more balanced meals. Hmm

This is scary and embarrassing.

I am excited to buy this on a future budget and phase. Thank you Leo. (Sorry for being rude to you a few days ago. I apologize)

I enjoy this video. I find myself in the category of someone who has had awakenings but then doubts them. I’m pretty worried about self deception.

Just launched an ambient music channel with Fiverr hahah

I have a lot of respect and appreciate for Leo. Though, I admit he is such a large part of my life it’s natural I also sometimes feel negative feelings. I judge him like I judge my self or anyone and else and I don’t mean to be disrespectful. But we will disrespect each other sometimes.

I got a copper water bottle yesterday and it’s cool. I feels good to drink from. Let’s see if it helps balance my Doshas, etc. I have to try things first myself. I know just feeling the bottle is interesting. I want to create a ritual of honouring and respecting water

To me this whole concert is a masterclass on performing acoustic guitar songs, as well as song writing. These songs take you somewhere. So visual and emotional for me.

@Natasha Tori Maru What would turning don’t die upside down look like? I’m sort of responding outward to it generally,

Where does this conclusion come from? What does awakening have to do with how one chooses to be? It seems like a different category. I’ve never once awakened and thought “I’d rather not be healthy and I hope I have a short life”. Generally my appreciation for existence and life increases personally when I return to sober. I just want to improve and build a powerful life. How to live the best life is one of Leo’s questions in pure philosophy. There is no rule is has to be a certain thing or way. Everyone is different. The fear of death claim Leo has is interesting that truly intelligent and awakened people don’t have this. But, I’m sure if a gun was held to anyone’s head he would prefer not to die. And when given the choose between being sick or healthy they would choose health. Health, is the foundation for spirituality as a human. Leo does teach this in his body of work and it’s central to my own practice. Is this because Leo is smart, and Leo thinks longevity is dumb? Makes no sense to me. Leo has perso al biases and pretends like that matters to awakening. Bryan takes 5meodmt and mushrooms. He still loves health and longevity. It takes a long fucking time to develop mastery and success. You gotta take health and longevity seriously if you wanna enjoy the fruits of what you create. This is such common sense and to me shows a blind spot for Leo.

Oh, Johnny wishes he was famous Spends his time alone in the basement With Lennon and Cobain and A guitar and a stereo While he wishes he could escape this But it all seems so contagious Not to be yourself and faceless In a song that has no soul I remember feeling low I remember losing hope And I remember all the feelings And the day they stopped We are we are all innocent We are all innocent We are we are We are we are all innocent We are all innocent We are we are Oh, Tina's losing faith in what she knows Hates her music, hates all of her clothes Thinks of surgery and a new nose Every calorie is a war And while she wishes she was a dancer And that she'd never heard of cancer She wishes God would give her some answers And make her feel beautiful I remember feeling low I remember losing hope I remember all the feelings And the day they stopped We are we are all innocent We are all innocent We are we are We are we are all innocent We are all innocent We are we are One day You'll have to let it go You'll have to let it go, no One day You'll stand up on your own You'll stand up on your own, yeah Remember losing hope Remember feeling low Remember all the feelings And the day they stopped We are we are all innocent We are all innocent We are we are We are we are all innocent We are all innocent We are we are One day (We are we are all innocent) You'll have to let it go (We are all innocent) You'll have to let it go, no (We are we are) One day (We are we are all innocent) You'll stand up on your own (We are all innocent) You'll stand up on your own, yeah

@Natasha Tori Maru Nice talking to you. Take care.

Even though I’m not happy with all my work I am brute forcing productivity. This is because I have to make a lot of creative decisions right now and there’s a lot of steps involved. So even if a shit has issues I’m just brute forcing putting it out there.

I recently started working with a coach once a week and I am really pleased with my first session. Right now I have way of earning really good money, paying little in expense and having 6 months of the year potentially to myself. I’m building out my app, systems, spiritual practice and I’m building a following.

15 Minute Qigong Routine for Stress Relief & Relaxation My videos are improving. I purchased music rights, and I like this track. The routine is decent. I am not a huge fan of the location, or that my buff was long. I’ll keep refining. I also don’t like the jack I was wearing. I need to improve my presentation voice, and have a solid intro structure. I need to also add taking better photos when doing routine shoots for thumbnails. And, I need to take more self drone shots. My DJI Neo fell into the ocean so I’ll need to replace it but my current drone can be used for stills at various angles. Adding a second camera to my arsenal is ideal as well as I notice a lot of professional yoga teachers have step shot set up. I purchased a new iPad Air with the M4 chip so I can shoot my videos in a more dense file so I can better edit all the colours and stuff. It will arrive tomorrow. I’m hoping in the next year or two to hit my stride with the best Qigong routines out there. I also got an iPad with 1tb of memeory so I don’t have to fuck around as much with external memory. For the next little while I need to be able to build routines and offers like a fucking machine between contracts so I can run ads on various offers until I make my funnel and offer work. I spent the day refining my video library which unfortunately has some structural issues I need to solve to make uploading and organizing the files better. I am overcoming creative considerations for the layout and UI. But, progress is made. I’ll be solidifying templates too to make uploads easier. I’m currently going through all the Qigong types and writing out and fixing issues for my all previous uploads of my first iteration. There’s a lot of issues to solve to make this a premium product. The app needs to be improved, new content needs to be filmed and edited at a world class level and I need to continue to deepen my teaching skills, Qigong ability and understanding of mindfulness and energy work.

Salem burns the leaves Then she returns to cure and see Heavy fate After years of waitin' 'Cause abnormalities Surely are everywhere you see So what I think we need Is elasticity Empowerment and ease So I won't lead no lie With our hearts the only matter why How long it's lasted I've not received reciprocity To speak supportively Big guy, there's no automatic peace But I bet you'd keep All these in-betweens that bar my youth Though no anorberic dream Far as I know I tried too hard to see What I thought it'd be Asking constantly How's it gonna be? So I'm gonna weep a while You don't even know how hard I've learned a lesson Don't ask me I've torn the banner from the line

@Natasha Tori Maru How much boring and dry stuff do you consume? I bet it’s not that much. I view Leo and Bryan as generally authentic. Presentation style is important. Especially in our modern age… we want good music, good videos, good content. Forever.

@Natasha Tori Maru I am not sure how that relates to what I said exactly.