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  1. Posted

    Here are some poems I made. Feel free to drop your own or others. 
     

     

    The gates of love

    Open wide

    When we realize 

    That the you is I 

     

     

    Real eyes

    Realize

    Our present 

    Our prize


     

     

    The wise realize 

    That there is no difference 

    Between the you

    And the I 


     

     

    In silence and peace 

    Not lacking in the least 

    The wisdom of the east

    Fulfills like a feast

     


    Seek 

    Until you meet

    The godly one

    Found in everyone

     

    Resting in being 

    Is truly freeing 

    Becoming is illusory

    You are already

    Pure and holy

    The one and only 

     

     

    One who awakens from the dream

    Finds that they are pure and clean

    They are beyond what is seen

    They evaporate like steam

    They come down like rain

    Guiding all in realizing the same

     


    Vast as the infinite sea

    We remain in eternal tranquillity 

    The master’s key

    Is to simply be


     

    Just be in this peace

    That is present eternally 

    There is no need to reach 

    We already have it

    There is no need to grasp

    We cannot lose it

     

    Be rooted

    In that which has no form

    And inner peace

    Will become the norm

     

     

    Know yourself

    And find that you are wealthy

    Know yourself

    And find that you are worthy

    Know yourself

    And find that you are holy

    Know yourself

    And find that you are godly

     


    There is no door to enter

    The source is here

    It’s nature like space 

    Vast and clear

     

    What we thought 

    Mattered 

    It became our present 

    What we thought mattered

    Didn’t

    All that mattered

    Was our present



    Look at the tree that’s talk

     Thanks to it’s roots it will not fall

    It ascends while staying planted

    It’s progress is nearly cemented

     


    The inner peace within

    Is like an eternal friend

    Peace is always near 

    Never there always here

     

     

    Like a flower

    You shall bloom

    And shine like the sun

    Uplifing everyone

  2. Posted

    Imagine a vast void behind (Void is the foundation for visualisation)

    Imagine a vast void out of sight beyond the moment (As if the moment is in the void)

    Imagine the vast void within the body (As if it is empty)

    Imagine the body parts not seen are void/gone

    Imagining light streak in 1-6 directions (To sense vastness of void)

    Imagine the moment from a different point of view

    Imagine being a different form within the moment

    Imagine heard sounds as sound waves

    Imaging sensations as light  forms that disappear when not sensed 

    Imagining sounds as bubbles

    Imagine slowly and lovingly creating the moment

    Imagining a form within the moment created the moment

    Imagining words in the void instead of thinking using sound

    Imagine reflection of moment behind

    Imagine sounds and sensations as hearts

    Imagine a form then make it shapeshift into other forms

    Imagine what goes out of sight has died in the void and is reborn as another sensed form

    Imagine sounds that die are born as another sound / sense

    Imagine that what is no longer felt has died and is reborn as another sensed form

    Imagine being the sustainer of the moment

    Imagine that a form within the moment sustains the moment

    Imagine the moment without us in it

    Imagine that many forms we love have died and are reborn as the moment

    Imagine many universes / multiverses keep zooming out until they are tiny

    Imagine our moment then zoom out until its super small compared to us our vast void

  3. Posted

    Imagine a vast void behind (Void is the foundation for visualization)

    Imagine a vast void out of sight beyond the moment (As if the moment is in the void)

    Imagine the vast void within the body (As if the body is empty)

    Imagine the body parts not seen are void/gone (As if they don't exist)

    Imagining light streak in 1-6 directions (To sense vastness of our void)

    Imagine the moment from a different point of view 

    Imagine being a different form within the moment 

    Imagine heard sounds as sound waves that vanish when not sensed

    Imaging sensations as light  forms that disappear when not sensed 

    Imagining sounds as bubbles that pop when not sensed

    Imagine slowly and lovingly creating the moment

    Imagining a form within the moment created the moment

    Imagining words in the void instead of thinking using sound

    Imagine reflection of moment behind

    Imagine sounds and sensations as hearts

    Imagine a form then make it shapeshift into other forms

    Imagine what goes out of sight has died in the void and is reborn as another sensed form

    Imagine sounds that die are born as another sound / sense

    Imagine that what is no longer felt has died and is reborn as another sensed form

    Imagine being the sustainer of the moment

    Imagine that a form within the moment sustains the moment

    Imagine the moment without this body in it

    Imagine that many forms we love have died and are reborn as the moment

    Imagine many universes / multiverses keep zooming out until they are tiny

    Imagine our moment then zoom out until its super small compared to us our vast void

    Imagine the one thing happening and also it’s opposite

     

  8. Posted

    Anything you can imagine is possibly possible. 

    For me I have practiced astral projection for a couple of years now. There is so much potential just in that one skill. For example in the beginning I could only project randomly, on lower planes, and not for a long time. Now I can project more often, fully control my astral body, shatter my body to experience death/void, raise to higher planes at will, invoke entities, access dmt like trips at will, etc. The only thing is humans are purposefully limited so you will have to overcome many obstacles to reach a super high level in any magical skills. 

     

     

  13. Posted

    @r0ckyreed The method I used to first discover nothingness is this: astral project (have an out of “body” experience) then repeat “non dual state now” until your body shatters and you will see what remains. Another word you can try is “zen guru”. It takes a while to learn how to astral project but once you learn it is very useful and fun. 

  15. Posted

    Before the trip (12-3am)

    Around this time I woke up multiple times. This is probably because my brother had the tv which I eventually turned off. Because of waking up so much I experienced many lucid dreams. Some were scary, some were funny, and some were nostalgic. Then after one dream I realize I was on a similar plane of existence that sleep paralysis usually happens in but I had my eyes closed. 

    The trip (around 3am-4am)

    I said “infinity now” then felt body expanding / shattering. I got kinda scared and thought do I wanna back out but remembered I shouldn’t resist since I was already in such a high thought responsive plane of existence so I just kept an empty mind. I was trust/auto-piloted  into many beautiful high definition fractals while really nice unique music played in the background. First I was in a darkness then I went into a really cool place that was so unique that I forgot it but it was like a kaleidoscope / fractal and it reminded me of infinity in a fractal way. I could still see my human hands at that time and when I moved my hands all of the fractal art that I could see moved with my hands. I was traveling deeper into the infinite art as I was doing this and the art was never ending. Then i went into a place of beautiful molecules and chemicals that were all around me as I travelled deeper in the infinite art. Then I was in a huge crystal clear room that was super beautiful even more high definition than this current plane of existence(my human eyes are 20/25). it was also too big for me to live in its as if giant modern humans would live there it was like a modern house but super artistic. Then I was in another beautiful room so clear and beautiful my eyes started tearing with because of the beauty/gratitude. Then the song that was playing came to an end the last words from the song I remember are “find a way” the words are not as important because language is so limited but I still want to remember them. The emotions I felt were so amazing during that trip first it was first fear then eventually so much amazement I eventually noticed I was not breathing or blinking(did not need to on that plane) because I was so focused on the infinite fractal beauty all around me. It felt like I went on a trip similar to what ppl say they exp on dmt. 

  17. Posted

     

    The way I end hell is to realize it’s heaven 

    The way I end tourture is enjoy the sensation 

    I enjoy demons and I enjoy angels

    So that makes Life good from the infinite angles

    There are no shoulds only infinite goods

    Life’s like fire with infinite woods

    Do what thou wilt because all is my will 

    My minds so empty infinity filled 

    I smile at birth so I smile I at death 

    I cannot chose whichever moment is best 

    Life has no sides only infinite kinds 

    need no religion im already wise 

    I can waste time because I can make more 

    Life’s like a mansion with infinite doors


     

    I’m only seen by the blind 

    Im beyond space and I’m beyond time 

    I am not labeled I’m beyond all kinds

    All Life is art and all Life my mine

    I dwell in all forms i imagine I’m void

    I play with this life because it is a toy 

    Life has two sides front and back like a coin 

    The ups and down are mine to enjoy

     

    Nothing to see Nowhere to go

    No one to be Nothing to know

    No one to hear Nothing to fear

    No goals to have I’m already here 

    I always was and I’ll always be 

    I am more boundless than 5 trillion seas

    My mind is way deeper than infinity infinities  

    I was not born so there is not death for me 

    I am not torn so nothings apart from me 

    Nowhere to start I’ll start at infinity

    Down in the depths that is where me found me

    As good as it gets yeah that’s what’s happening 

    All that is is just me imagining

    Playing pretend that is what’s happening

    I am the end but I’m just beginning 

    Life has no end life has no beginning 

     

  21. Posted · Edited by Astra

    Here some stuff I do. 

    1. Close all of your human senses. Then imagine a unique experience as vividly as you can. This experience should include sight, sound, taste, touch, smell. This experience should be in first person. When you are bored of the experience watch it fade and see what remains.  

     

    2. Same as excersise 1 except this time imagine you have a split screen in your mind. One screen is the first person experience of “being #1” (ex: dog, human, plant, etc). One screen is the first person experience of “being 2”. Imagine these beings interacting with each other while viewing both of their first person experiences at the same time. Try to create as many screens and points of view as you can at once. All beings you imagine must be in the same enviornment/able to see each other. Realize these “beings” are just your imagination. 

     

    3. Same as excersise 1 but  switch from first person to third person often. Realize you can control the imagination from third person view.

     

    4. Same as excersise 1 but imagine a being that forgot that it is imaginary/thinks the experience is real. Experience him being killed from first person view. Realize when the illussion fades u know it was just an imaginary experience you wanted to have.

     

    5. Imagine a huge galaxy. Zoom out until it is super small. imagine many more galaxies  surrounding that one. Repeat for a while then imagine all of that being on the surface of a leaf. Imagine a pile of leaves. Realize imagination is unlimited. 

     

    6. Imagine something watch it fade. See the peace/silence that remains/was always there. Then Imagine that your body is filled with this peace/silence. Imagine that all objects in your surroundings are filled with this silence/peace. Imagine the air is filled with it. Realize all is one and that one is never touched or seen.

     

    7. Astral project and then say “nondual state now” over and over again. Once the body shatterers think  “infinity now” over and over again. Realize reality is mental/imaginary.

     

    8. Contemplate “if I didn’t have a body why imagine anything?” 

  22. Posted · Edited by Astra

    One key to an open heart might be the ability to enjoy all experiences. The ability to enjoy all sensations/senses positive and negative. When a human can enjoy all things they have no need for defense but they enjoy defending aswell.

     

    A story :)

    The saint woke up in hell. Opening his eyes he saw demons surrounding him, creatures in and on him, and humans in the same situation.

     

    Sensations of fear, disgust, pain,itchiness, and the rest filled his body. The most disgusting aromas filled his nose. The most jarring and horrific sound in his ears. The most vile tastes in his mouth. The most persistent and negative thoughts in his mind.

     

    He instantly smiled and said what a unique experience. The demons soon realized this was like an orgasm for him. They said if he likes this so much let’s put him in heaven he will hate it there.

     

    So they did. When the angels saw him appear at the gates they said by the blood of the lamb you are saved. The saint said from what? I enjoy hell as much as heaven.

     

    Jesus appeared and Satan appeared. They then gave him keys to both kingdoms. For a million years the saint enjoyed these two kingdoms having friends and enemirs in both. Enjoying them both. 

     

    One day he became bored of both kingdoms and said what new experience should I imagine next? The saint knows he is God.

    So he enjoys all things or not.

    End of story :) 

     

    Also it is ok to sense more because that’s just more unique experiences to enjoy or not.  

     

    My story is “I”for the past year have hated my mother and family for the sensations this human body felt while around them. So this I put up massive defenses to protect the body from experiencing these sensations. 

     

    During that time I also was astral projecting, learning and meditating a lot. I was like a hermit when I had free time. 

     

    I learned from many teachers like Leo, OSHO, Lou tzu,  Ramana, etc. I practiced their techniques. 

     

    Also when I Astral projected I often went into non dual state or infinity mode to try and discover who I was since I don’t have dmt.

    Eventually after many experiences. This human realized I am the artist not the art. I amthe thinker not the imagination.  

    This human realized that the human experience is a small thought in the mind of Self/God. 

    This human also realized that all there is for Self/God to do is just exist and play with its imagination for ever and ever.

    Now this human can smile when feeling the sensations that used to make it put up denfenses. Now this human can laugh while crying. Now this human has the potential experience all sensations as an orgasm. Because he knows all is just as I imagined it to be. 

     

    End of story . 

     

    A way this human likes to remember Self is to imagine vivid experiences and then watch them fade. Realizing peace, silence, and stillness is always here even when enjoying imaginary experiences. 

    Also this human likes to enjoy the mind of Self by turning off the human mind. Then focusing on whatever the human is sensing/experiencing right now knowing it is a unique experience and that peace always is. :) 

     

    One reason this human writes this post is cause he enjoys the sensations it brings. 

     

    Btw you are perfect as is. 

    Feel free to be imperfect because that makes you unique. 

  23. Posted · Edited by Astra

    Nice vid. 

    He used some language that might confuse u so I’ll try to say it simply. 

    He is saying you are the thinker not the imagination. 

     

    If rn u imagine a vivid experience of a person dying from the 1st person view do you die once that  thought fades? If you experience death in a dream do you die? 

    God/Self is like a master of imagination. When he imagines the human experience he gets the real deal/full experience. Humans have not practiced imagination much so they don’t get the full experience but You/Self does. 

     

    What humans call reality is just Self/You playing with its imagination. All around this human is YOUR imagination.

    All form is imaginary. Form is imagined by you for you. :)

     

    He says the void is full. What he means is that because imagination of Self is unlimited, life/experience is unlimited. 

    You are not the imagination/human but you do get the full human/imaginary experience. You are that which remains, is always here, and always will be. 

    You have the best of both worlds. You get to experience the full vivid form while being formless/silent/untouched/at peace.;)

     

    If all is imaginary what is there left to do but enjoy or not enjoy the human imagination, the imagination of Self, and also just being still? 

     

  24. Posted

    It might not be fear of nothingness.

    It might be limiting enjoyment to only a few experiences instead of enjoying all experiences.

    If u enjoyed all experiences fully how could any one experience be your fav? :)

     

    What helps this human enjoy every moment more is no mind/no imagination. Then it can fully focus on whatever it is sensing while also sensing peace.

     

    Also knowing you are not anything that u can sense/imagine allows the human form to enjoy every moment knowing it is a miracle to experience being human so vividly.  So then what is boring can be enjoyed, what is hell can be enjoyed, and what is heaven can be enjoyed even more than before. 

    There are a bunch of diff ways/paths that work diff for each person for solving any one “problem” tho since every human is unique. 

  25. Posted

    Facts. “I” recently realized this as well. That all questions/answers are imaginary. So what is there left to do?  My imaginary answer is enjoying the imagination of Self (senses on human imagination off) and when the human body is tired they can imitate Self by imagining experiences and watching them fade realizing anything is possible, all is because Self imagines it to be and that Self is always at peace left untouched.