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Yea I’ve now officially retired from being gay. Thanks for the help everyone. Chicks over dicks for now

I’ve tried watching gay porn though and it always makes my boner go away. I can’t even enjoy trans porn which seems less gay to me. That’s one of the things that has got me confused. I feel like if I’m authentically gay/bisexual then I wouldn’t have to “force” myself into liking that stuff… I assume there'd be a naturally pull to it like there is for traditional heterosexual porn I can’t even get into heterosexual videos of women pegging men. Even that content turns me off but I enjoy anal masturbation with myself so it’s a bit paradoxical

@Leo Gura perhaps I’ve just an extremely picky bisexual man then?

@Jannes inspired this post with his recent thread on accepting bisexuality so thanks bro

I don’t see anything wrong with what you’re doing. The biggest thing is communication with your gf. I’m in a similar multi year relationship with a girl that I love very much. I have no interest in a polygamous relationship but I am very interested in other women sexually. Whenever I shared that fact with my gf it shook off a lot of the pressure/shame I experience around this innate attraction to other women. Maybe that’s something to consider. I find it very helpful to be around other women. To absorb that feminine energy and get that novelty I desire while still cherishing the sacred container that is my current relationship. Any woman who has an issue with you being friends with other women is obviously insecure in the relationship and has trust issues. Keep doing you bro. Sounds like you’ve got it figured out pretty nicely for you

The most attractive thing is you being comfortable in your sexuality. I’ve dated multiple bisexual women and they were the same to me as the heterosexual women were. Someone else who’s really comfortable in their sexuality won’t have an issue with it. Obviously some closed minded people will but do you really wanna date those people in the first place?

If this is something you’re passionate about then maybe you can be a pioneer in facilitating the shift towards more aesthetic buildings across America

How thought provoking

I can’t speak on which ingredients to avoid in your skin care products but you should definitely be watching what you eat if you want to optimize skin health. For me sugar, dairy and wheat cause me to develop skin issues.

Sorry if this sounds callous but perhaps focus on boundary setting It sounds as if you’re so sensitive to the environment that it’s become a detriment to your life Assuming this degree of sensitivity can change (which it likely can) then that would be the obvious place to start Turn this sensitivity of yours into a superpower rather than the crutch that it currently is

Coffee creates a lot of anxiety in my body and is quite distracting when I meditate. I find my life is better when I minimize caffeine intake to when it’s absolutely essential (which obviously isn’t often)

I have a friend who does stuff like birth chart readings for a living and it blew my fucking mind the first time we talked. I felt more understood by this stranger than I did by my closest friends. Theres defintely something to astrology assuming you’re open to receiving it.

I consider contemplation as a subset of thinking. you essentially can not “not think” So you’re always thinking… The questions is how much control do you have over your mind/thinking process. Can you control it the way a Cowboy controls a horse? Or are you bucked off the horse? Most people live at the whim of their mind and are being constantly bucked off their horse (meaning their mind controls them) Things like meditation and contemplation give you the ability to get back in the saddle and tell the horse where to go Can you focus your mind on one specific subject or question for an hour straight? That’s an example of contemplation Once you learn to think well via activités like meditation and contemplation then yes it is absolutely life changing One of the biggest reasons most people have shitty lives is because they are shitty thinkers

You saying humans haven’t primarily lived off of meat for the last 200,000+ years is simply laughable. If you had any idea about this topic you would know this.

All these leftists being triggered by Leo’s critics of the left are hilarious Drowning in their own ideology His two recent videos illuminating the limitations of the left were amazing extensions of his conscious politics videos

Yea fuck fans. All they do is spin around and around and around. Like cmon. Go do something productive with your life fans. But for real there’s nothing wrong with looking up to someone. In my personal life I view “fanship” as more akin to “mentorship”. The people I’m a fan of is because they have attributes that I’d like to embody in my own life. Nothing wrong at all with looking up to people & aspiring to be similar in skill set as they are. Just be aware of the trappings of worshipping authority figures and falling into cult dynamics.

Sounds to me like you need more time to play & create music. Perhaps find a way to bumps that up to an hour a day? Also If you could find a way to work part time rather than full I can see that being helpful with the burnout. Maybe getting a roommate or cutting expenses elsewhere so you can work less & focus more on your music.

Whipoorwhills will forever have the most beautiful call to me

What’s your number one book recommendation for improving your relationship to money? I’ve struggled with money in the past and still do to some degree. Similar story for me. I had opportunities to save money but spent it all on weed, tattoos, eating out, Amazon, etc. Now I have a monthly budget and am much stricter with my finances but there’s definitely still room to grow.

Jesus Christ ??

I still think Skyrim is better but would watch you play it anyways

My fav rap song of all time ❤️

Witcher 3 and Skyrim are my top games of all time

Yea idk wtf god realization is

Sounds like you’ve had a hard day bud. Heres a hug ?