blankisomeone

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  1. Lol let’s try it with GLOBAL WARMING. I’ll try to make it so that each stage is somewhat correct in some aspects, I’ll try not to demonize too much Orange: this is a problem for science to solve. We don’t need all the spiritual, religious ideas to understand the problem we’re facing. We need to invest more in the scientific research. It’s an objective problem that only more investment in science can solve. Science has shown that this problem exists, now science will solve it. Sitting idly won’t help. We need to take action NOW, no time for religious or spiritual mumbo-jumbo. We need new technologies to solve this problem, no feelings involved, just technology. When science solve this problem then you’ll understand how useful hard science is. It’s the only thing that will save our asses. Green: we’re being a disaster to this planet, we’re polluting the world with our selfish actions! All most corporations want is profit, never-ending economical growth. We need to stop that non-sense right now. Climate change is something that can unite us all! There’s hope that we can now understand that we’re equal! We’re in this TOGETHER, in the same boat!The capitalist system needs serious revolutionary changes! We’re one with Nature! The Earth, the Plants, the Animals all live harmoniously with nature and they don’t destroy it like we do! We consciously destroy it knowing full well the consequences of our selfish actions. Humans keep separating themselves from nature, it’s insane! Yellow: there’s many variables in how we can tackle this problem. We need to evolve societies more quickly to the point where their basic needs are met and they’ll have time to worry about global warming or be open-minded enough to even consider it as a legitimate problem, because in some places global warming is something completely outside of people’s area of interest. It’s just not something they care about or even know about. Some people care but just have no idea what to do. We need to completely restructure the education system. We need a system that will cater to each individual according to the level of development they’re at, and then evolve them as quickly as possible to the next stage, which will give them more space to consider things bigger than themselves. That must also be done at the collective level. Many scientific papers have been written about global warming and yet none of them offer solutions that can be readily implemented without a shadow of a doubt that they will work. So many questions haven’t be answered yet. The problem is too complex and must be broken down into actionable steps which is a very difficult thing to do. It’s unclear whether the problem is even solvable or not, but it can’t stop us from trying. But regardless of whether the problem itself is solvable or not, evolving individuals and societies to higher developmental stages that allow them to care about something that is so much bigger than themselves is always a good thing, and it must be done as quickly as possible. Turquoise (Not sure about this one, I’ll just wing it): Love. When we see the disasters happening in our world, the first thing we need is Love. Understanding and acceptance are key. We never know for sure the long-term impacts of our actions. So we must Forgive those that don’t know what they’re doing, hurting themselves and the Earth. Sometimes problems like this are beyond their horizon. They don’t need demonizing. They don’t need changing. They need Love. Acceptance. Believe it or not, that’s all. Love really Is all. It’s the solution to all problems. Big or small. It’s what fuels us to want to understand ourselves, the world and our impact on the world. A problem like this is too big to blame it on anyone or delegate responsibility. Don’t get angry at people, the world, and Life. Live in the Moment and be yourself the change you want to see in the world.❤️
  2. how can u not be in the present??lol
  3. These are various excerpts taken from Dylan Klebold's journal (the guy from the Columbine High School massacre). He explains love beautifully, so how could he be in such existential pain? Why didn't love heal him of his madness? EXCERPTS [the red stuff in square brackets are my comments]: "You don't consciously know who I am, & doubtedly unconsciously too. I, who write this, love you beyond infinice. I think about you all the time, how this world would be a better place If you loved me as I do you." [GOD SHOWING HIS LOVE] "To most people, I appear.. well... almost scary, but that's who I appear to be as people are afraid of what they don't understand." [PEOPLE CALLING GOD DEATH] "Anyway, you have noticed me a few times, I catch every one of these gazes w. an open heart." [GLIMPSES OF BEAUTY AND ENLIGHTENMENT] "existence is like infinity times itself. ∞ ∞ " "I UNDERSTAND THE EVERYTHING I AM THE GOD OF THE EVERYTHING" [I wonder, was he in such pain that God actually spoke through him and these words were genuine? Or was he just being egotistical? We can never know, only speculate...] "i love my self" [SO WHY KILL YOURSELF AND HURT OTHERS?] "Love is more valuable than anything I know. To love is to enter a completion of one's self." [SPOT ON, RIGHT?] "everything is true... my love is genuine Love... existence for ever is the happiness" "Some have wealth, some have power, some have great intellect, yet i feel an infinant # of times greater than those as i have found my true love." [SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING A PEACEFUL TIBETAN MONK WOULD SAY, YET HE WAS NO PEACEFUL MONK] "Self-awareness..... Infinince..... Existence..... Knowledge..... Neutrality..... Possibility of Happiness..... Understanding of the everything....." [SOUNDS LIKE MY LIST OF WORDS TO CONTEMPLATE]
  4. Did you also start noticing a lot of synchronicities after starting with spirituality? THEY JUST KEEP HAPPENING VERY OFTEN NOW! Kinda spooky. Here are three examples that happened in the span of two days: - I was in my room studying calculus and then I got stuck on a problem. I got so frustrated and thought to myself WHY THE FUCK WOULD I LEARN THIS SHIT? And literally the second after having that thought, my parents were watching a movie in the living room, I heard someone in the movie say “math is sexy”! LIKE CMON, U CANT MAKE THIS SHIT UP? What are the fucking chances that someone will say “MatH iS sExY” the exact moment I ask “why the fuck would I learn math”!! Like one in a billion? - I was studying outside one day, and then I put on some electronic music to listen to while studying (for concentration lol). Then I looked up from my laptop and I saw 3 birds fly up from the ground onto a wall in PER-FECT synchronicity, they flew up and landed perfectly at the same time. And they did it at the perfect beat of the song I was listening to, too. - I have this friend who I hadn’t talked to in forever. He is gay. I was reading something about homophobia. Then for the first time in many many weeks I thought of this friend of mine. I prayed that he find comfort in his heart if he ever suffers some kind of homophobia. Then I thought “uno what? I’mma send him a text message, ask him whats up”. I only talk to him on Instagram. And I had deleted Instagram. So I downloaded Instagram again just to text him. And guess the fuck what? He beat me to it. He had texted me an hour ago!! After many many weeks we just so fucking happened to text the same day?? Like cmon, is this just random and I’m making a big deal out of it or this shit the intelligence of the universe or whatever?? This shit happens a lot when I’m paying attention. When I’m alert and not too much in my head.
  5. He was supposedly writing a lot about love because he was in love with a girl. Maybe he thought that's what love boils down to: loving another girl. But the girl didn't love him back. He felt genuine love for the girl. Some people even say the girl he was in love with was imaginary, though. But, still, it's very weird how he writes about self-love, God, consciousness, self-awareness, infinity. He even says he is God
  6. Romans 9:20 Who do you think you are to talk back to God like that? Can an object that was made say to its maker, “Why did you make me like this?” Luke 14:15-20 Hearing this, a man sitting at the table with Jesus exclaimed, “What a blessing it will be to attend a banquet in the Kingdom of God!” Jesus replied with this story: “A man prepared a great feast and sent out many invitations. When the banquet was ready, he sent his servant to tell the guests, ‘Come, the banquet is ready. But they all began making excuses. One said, ‘I have just bought a field and must inspect it. Please excuse me. Another said, ‘I have just bought five pairs of oxen, and I want to try them out. Please excuse me. Another said, ‘I now have a wife, so I can’t come.’ 3. Matthew 7:3-5 Why do you see the speck that is in your brother’s eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother’s eye.
  7. I thought to myself "I didn't even choose to be born!" Then, I decided to question that by going through Byron Katie's 4 questions: Is it true? Can you absolutely know that it's true? (Yes or no.) How do you react, what happens, when you believe that thought? Who or what would you be without the thought? But when I got to the second question, I started going on a big rant. Enjoy. ------------------------------- I didn’t choose to be born. Is it true? Yes. Can you absolutely know that it’s true? Yes, absolutely. I don’t ever remember choosing to be born. It was just chance! I was for some reason the fastest sperm. Do you remember being a sperm? No. So why do you think it makes sense to say that you were for sure the fastest sperm but it doesn’t make sense to have chosen to be born? You don’t remember being a sperm, and yet you say you were the fastest sperm. Why couldn’t it be the case that you chose to be born but you don’t remember it? Because science shows sperms going fast with microscopes. Science doesn’t show anyone choosing to be born. Why do you assume the sperm thing happened to you if you don’t remember it? Please, go back to the beginning. Can you absolutely know that it’s true that you did not choose to be born? Don’t dodge the question. The world is too confusing. I can’t see why one would choose to come to it. It doesn’t seem fair that people must go through the struggles of life. Life can get pretty damn horrible for some people. For God’s sake, answer the question. Just because you don’t remember something does that make it untrue? Yes or No? No. But that doesn’t help me! What do you need help with, exactly? I want to remember why I’m here. Feeling confused sucks. Oh please, I noticed it for a second there. I noticed that you’re enjoying this. Isn’t it fun to rediscover yourself? I want other people to come along on the journey. The state the world is in makes me depressed. Not to mention fucking Covid ruining everything. First of all, just wear a mask. Second of all, why don’t you do something about the state of the world if it bothers you so much? I don’t know what to do. Yes, you do. It feels intuitively that I know what to do. But what if I’m kidding myself? Also, there’s too many obstacles! There’s a lot I need to take care of first. I need help. Like, really, really. You have help all around you at all times. Sometimes I think about the suffering of others too much. Then I just start to blame life for having allowed such suffering. It seems so unfair that it makes me disgusted! I hate seeing my dad working and doing everything to help me and my family! He doesn’t have to do that! It saddens me deeply! The things people go through! For nothing! I want everyone to just relax! Your dad likes helping his family. I know it. Just show gratitude and pull your own weight, too. And also, please don’t make it sound like it's the end of the world. Those other people also have help all around them. I haven’t left them. I’m very, very close to them. But still. The world is too chaotic. Things can go wrong at any time! Life is too anxiety-inducing. Also, why are we so dumb and vulnerable? Are you saying that it doesn’t matter whether I help those people or not, since you—whatever You are – are with them anyways. You’re venting too much. You can vent. But there’s a difference between just wanting to vent to get frustration out of your chest and actually calming down to listen to the truth. First, calm down. Now tell me, why do you wanna help “those people”—whoever those people are? Because life is unfair to them. Life is unfair to them? There’s you wanting to help them! You are part of life, too, you know? So how is life being unfair to them? You are offering to help them. But there’s absolutely no way I can help them. I’m too weak, cynic, confused, small… Please, enough with the self-pity. You’re irritating me, honestly… You gave me these limitations, though. Why can't you just give me enough power right now then I can help those people! Like, I snap my fingers and the world is free of suffering! You’re asking for too much, aren’t you? Why can’t you just make it simple? We’ve already been through this! Please admit you’re enjoying this. All this suffering seems ridiculously unnecessary though! Some people are suffering for real and not enjoying it one bit, and you just seem like you’re playing with them. Who are you blaming? Life. Ok, I ask you to go back to the beginning. You’re losing yourself again. Tell me, what if you chose this? I wanna share this on the actualized.org forum. Maybe like this I can start… helping? I don’t know… Contribute somehow? You dodge questions too much. It's laughable... But, sure, you can share it if you want. There’s nothing deep about what I’m writing, though. This is just stupid! Just words on top of words on top words, nothing profound about this shit at all! I need to learn how to write. I suck. I read books on top of books but my writing sucks. You’re not even trying. You’re just spitting these words out. Maybe if you relaxed and practiced you could write something much better. You need to organize your thoughts. Relax. When you were a kid you loved writing, remember? You used to get the highest grades. What made you give up? Revisit that. Also, stop putting yourself down. Remember when you were playing videogame with your friend and he told you to stop putting yourself down? He fucking meant that. Remember how you noticed it in how he said it? Remember how he was such a good friend to you? So many people wish they could have a friend like that. This is ridiculous. This is just me pretending to talk to myself. Am I losing it? Am I just pretending? Am I asking too many questions? Ugh, the world is too noisy! Inner and outer. I just want silence. You can always rest in silence. Even in the noisiest of places. Even in a war zone. I didn’t choose to be here! Is that true? Yes, absolutely! Oh, man. We've been through this bit! I sense another downward spiral coming... Please, go out for a run. Relax. Take a deep breath. Print these sheets out. Quiet your mind. Reread this later. You’re not focused anymore
  8. Me/Us blaming God trying to convince ourselves that we have nothing to do with anything :'D
  9. Yeah, Eric's journal has a very different tone. The oppposite. Much more masculine, articulate and aggressive, while Dylan was more feminine and his writings were purely emotional with no structure. They should've gotten married instead of killing people, if Eric wasn't such a homophobe lol I was just so surprised when I read how much Dylan was writing about love.
  10. The “do nothing” technique is making me lose the ability to concentrate.. I’ve been doing it for a month. I think I’ll stop it. I’ll give it two more months, I’ll try to perfect my practice. If I don’t see that it’s being helpful for me, I’ll drop it. I’d recommend you do those techniques of focusing on your breath, or the one of being aware of your surroundings if you’re just starting. I’ve felt these were way better for me! But to each his own favorite technique Do it, but take breaks as needed. Experiment with different techniques
  11. Y’all gon take the covid vaccine once they’re rolled out? I’m sort of the leftist version of “anti-vaxer” in that I’m worried about weird chemicals entering my body. I’m NOT worried that Bill Gates is evil and wants to take over the planet and install a new world order of the devil. It’s really just for health issues. I mean, isn’t fighting viruses supposed to be tackling the root issues like bad eating habits, leading a sedentary lifestyle, shallow breathing, the stressful lives we lead in modern times, wrong thought patterns etc etc. Isn’t tackling those root issues better than being injected with chemicals? Or is all I’m saying just stage green, hippie nonsense and vaccines are actually extremely important and necessary? What do you think?
  12. That’s why we do our best to drive carefully, consciously and with seat belts on
  13. I also “see” that light. I don’t actually see it like I see objects with my eyes, but I sense it getting bigger and bigger inside my “head” (not just the head, but also my whole body), and as it grows it clears my being more and more. But of course I get excited, my heart starts beating faster, then my mind starts questioning the validity of what I’m experiencing. I haven’t reached that state in a long time, though, because I’m currently going through a rough patch in my life, full of worry, stress and sadness which are overwhelming my mind. I hope to find that place again soon.
  14. So stop complaining and go selflessly help people and make this world a “better place” if you can
  15. You’ve never had fun? if you have then you know what it is
  16. lol ofc not People help each other too sometimes (most of the times actually)
  17. Can you confidently say without a shadow of a doubt that you know what reality is and how it works with absolute certainty and without the slightest background feeling of uneasiness or fear of being wrong?