blankisomeone

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  1. That’s some good math right there!?❤️
  2. Get into politics and help deal with covid and capitalism
  3. There is that workload we all know you’re avoiding? We see you!
  4. Who cares what osho says when they’ve realized they’re god
  5. Fuck that bitch. She haunted my childhood errbody gangsta till that bizach crawls out their tv She probably just lookin for sum of that love that everyone keeps talkin about tho
  6. @fridjonk Have you been there yourself?
  7. @Someone here In your dreams at night, you are not the people that appear, and yet they appear in you. But while in the dream it feels like they're their own person, with their own desires and self control. So yeah, you're not Leo or Donald Trump right now... but it's actually an illusion that Leo and Donald Trump as you think of them exist :'D Kinda twisted, don't worry about it too much. You guys ARE different people, as an illusion, but still the illusion exists. I hope you understand how I likened it with dreams we have at night, in the sense that every character IS different and do what they want. However, they're all made of the same stuff: mind stuff. In your dream, it's all mind stuff. It's real. It's a real illusion. I love you because you are me!! You are my mind stuff, and it would be insane to hate myself because I am myself... To answer your question you are you because you can't not be you. Then I guess you might say why you are that specific character, right? Well because all possible characters must exist and you're essential, because you exist. but what I say doesn't matter, go do self-inquiry for hours (with good rock solid concentration ofc, which most people don't have nowadays)
  8. Omg really??? holy shit
  9. Oh by the title I thought exercising was a method of seeing oneness?
  10. True. I started eating much less a few weeks ago and felt soooooo much better. Head so much clearer! But I couldn’t exercise and people kept telling me I was starting to look too thin and were worried about me. So I went back to eating every 3 hours again. Now I went back to looking much better and to exercising. However I feel worse? Oh God how lovely this is...
  11. I see many people confuse “ego” with “personality”. What do YOU even mean by ego? What is NOT ego? I’d love it if you clarified these concepts in a fresh video
  12. I don't know, I'm in deep sleep when that happens :'D
  13. Conscious masturbation Go deep within yourself and explore your sexuality WITHOUT the use of external stimuli Edit: focusing on mental imagery of porn videos you’ve watched would count as external stimuli. Better to focus your attention on the actual body sensations. I think that would be the best alternative after actual sex.
  14. It happened to me once. I was walking down a street with a friend of mine in the dream. We were chatting about I don’t know what. Then I asked my friend “Life is so weird. Is it real?” And my friend replied “Thank God it isn’t.” And as he said that I looked up at the sky but the sky wasn’t blue, it was all white and it was infinite and I almost merged with it. It happened quickly and then I woke up. It was so amazing. I got out of bed and my waking reality felt dream-like for a while. I’d never had a dream like that. Funny that you metioned it.
  15. Great idea, too!
  16. How do I get over it? Face it head on? Wanna help me? Lol Can we get on a call and can you allow me to just hang up on you if I chicken out and not take it personally? Lol Everything about it freaks me out, the awkward pauses and especially the fact that I can't see people's reactions to what I'm saying! I start sweating so much, heart beats faster and breath gets shallow Lol So ridiculous I've even turned down job opportunities because the interviews were gonna be over the phone. And now with the lockdowns it's difficult to keep in touch with friends and family over the phone! It's impacting my life a lot Any advice?
  17. Maybe I can imagine the person at the other end of the line dressed like a baby Shit, this might help. lol
  18. LMAAAAAAAAAAAO i can't haha Thanks. Weirdly enough, I think this will help me.
  19. Nah, I don't wanna lose more job opportunities because of this shit lol
  20. Yes, I keep imagining what the person's facial expressions are, like how they're reacting to me. And of course I always imagine them reacting negatively to what I'm saying, I imagine that they're taking opportunity of the fact that I can't see them and they're like rolling their eyes, secretely laughing at me, feeling annoyed by me. I get so distracted with all of that that I can't actually focus on the actual conversation and their actual voice and intonation. It feels like I go somewhere else, like I'm not present anymore. Heart starts thumping fast and I start sweating cold a lot. Ugh, it's bad. And after the call is over, I'll spend the next hours ruminating over the phone call. Maybe the event will even haunt me for an entire week. I don't know what the best approach is to fix this. And I have no idea what the root cause of this fear is.