Sussso

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  1. i get so many warning on here smhan (shaking my head and nuts) I got 2 points that NEVER expire, what's behind the criminal record-esque mentality on here doesn't seem highly conscious godly forgiving love to me chief. the fact that theres rules and Mods here who might abuse there power makes me sour. LISTEN I got the warning for posting while high? wtf why cant we post while high and share our experience on here? Leo literally did that in his last videos Hypocrites? fo real think about it yall full of shit (Mods) don't delete this post and give me another 10 warning points that's against freedom of speech.
  2. theres this girl I really like and she likes me back I just hope to see her again at drop in center she usually goes to ask for her number I can't stop thinking about her it's very annoying I had this happen few times where you really in love and can't stop thinking about someone and it's hard to coup with music helps with relief and getting busy or alcohol but man haven't felt this way towards someone in a while this feeling it usually fades away after a while is it love or just neediness?
  3. @Meetjoeblack I'll update you when I see her next time. ye should always be aware that I might not see her again and not wait for the right moment that's pathetic need to reconstruct the mindset. I have came Into realisation that it's not love I just want to fuck her.
  4. @Meetjoeblack nice one. thnx
  5. @Arcangelo oh boy lol thanks for sharing. so far so good it's going great for me I feel like things are opening up after quitting I failed couple of times but mildly and now I feel steady and don't have the appeal any more to play.
  6. been in my head and I knew this day would come as I'm addicted to gaming but I need to quit and reflect see if my life will improve the way I want it to. my ego is already terrified its been a part of my life since I was a child but its time to let go at least for a while and see, I might fail and go back to gaming in couple of days as my ego will convince me to do so, I'm afraid of failing , this a huge sacrifice for self improvement and my life journey. yes I do have addictive personality but I try not to be so hard on my self at the end I have to accept the up and downs but i'm ready been waiting for this day for sometime. I did not plan to be today in fact I decided this last night as I was reflecting on how my sleep pattern is ruined and its been like this for years its hard to even fix now my body has adapted anyways I know playing videogames played a big role in giving me insomnia. any tips will help thanks. I always look forward to reading others opinions and if you ever struggled with addiction and got over with I'd like to read about it. by addiction and how it ruins my sleep look how >>> "just one more game" its hard to resist the "one more" and the cycle continues
  7. @Jed Vassallo thanks for sharing. Infinite torture is if the ego(self) stays with you after you die is that accurate idk lol
  8. guys please give me your Best! daily exercises that can slowly make my approach anxiety better. prefer something that is gradual not bighting the bullet and go cold turkey that can be hard for me.
  9. @Nak Khid ok Leos Good is different from the (Good we unawaken people understand) I know it doesn't sit right with me either as my ego self bias agenda sees rape as bad evil and disgusting, unregard for the other self, extreme selfishness which is fair!!. if a dog gets raped he would probably sleep at night and not think twice about it.(I could be wrong) I'm pretty sure he has a video where he explains this deeply(the Good with capital G Leo is talking about) Leo would have inserted Humans instead of dogs. if it wasn't that he would be crucified
  10. @Chakra Lion very nice. good luck you will succeed. unlimited re spawns would be dope lol
  11. Leo talked about this dark room retreat. I have question… BuT Leo won't you go crazy instead of awakening? a lot of people have been locked up in dark rooms through out history, have they reached a braking point mentally or achieved enlightenment you said in one of your episodes that you are thinking of doing it. when?
  12. @Mu_ he doesn’t have a specific video about it but he brought it up sometimes in his videos not sure which ones. but for example he mentioned it while talking about what are the fastest ways to become enlightened. One way he said that dark room retreat for a week could be a fast way to experience God. If you dare to do it
  13. @RickyBalboa dude yes can relate strongly!. the thought that I'm just sitting there like literally even if I was gaming or just sitting staring at a wall they are both pointless(in some sense). the later destroys your ego so it seeks comfort like video games or whatever. any who for the path of spiritual awakening one cannot be attached to comfort
  14. @MattP yes I think its the void I'm terrified of and specially that I live alone , it drives me insane to sit there alone with my thoughts . but I'm just quitting gaming I will still find other thinks to keep busy with YouTube ext..
  15. @undeather ok I looked it up. you're very funny.
  16. How to become a complete Wild motherfucker who is not afraid to say the truth and speak up in any situation, also can easy say No. you ever found it hard to say No?, well saying No is a important life skill and we can be afraid to just simply say it sometimes. and be a beast in life and doesn't care about what people think of him/her cuz self esteem is unshakable. How In your opinion you can achieve that state of mind? let me know what y’all think. Imo how you can achieve that? To simply put it I’d say you might already know how, you just need to be insanely! insanely!!!! disciplined and you will become a god or anything you want to be in life.
  17. (Delete/edited by moderator) sorry but it’s true because if you find it creepy for men to approach in the super market it is your problem cuz nobody is hurting you and people are free to express and say what they dam want anywhere they want. And it’s subjective some girls will find it normal. @arcangelo keep it up at long you are not being disrespectful, supermarkets are actually a good spot to do game.
  18. Leo sometimes talks about rebirth and how you never die once you become the “God Head” when you die you will get bored and create yourself again so what is it cuz he never talks about this topic clearly I value his opinion and curious to know what he says. Will you be self conscious when you die?, Like will you be like ohhh I’m dead lol or you just rebirth right away into some 8 legged alien and your memory is reset.?
  19. It could be a long story but I can simply just say that the government there is a big failure doesn’t function run by selfish low conscious morons, and corruption levels are mind binding all oil money is being pocketed and favoritism is imbedded with iraqi society(and every low stage developed country) and Iran has strong influence in the government literally the Iran backed militias have killed up to 400 protesters with the help of Iraqi security forces and kidnapped bunch activists and the government can’t hold them accountable or punish them cuz they can’t. So Basically people have woken up and realized all this and said ok enough time to end this shit show. Bright side the revolution still strong and hopes are high to end all this and punish all those that have murdered innocent people. If you want to keep up to how things are going you can through #iraq on Twitter. (Personal twitter account comment has been deleted by moderator )
  20. this kid stands firm not afraid of being shoot by military grade cannisters that are being used to kill protesters in Iraq. note around 400 people have died already in Iraq since the start of protests that merely started a month ago, that's insane number of human lives! just to stay in power the things some devil humans(low conciseness) are welling to do, is hard to grasp around. but this kid is here for history to come and we all can learn something here. also to add this kid seems to hold some core values and got high level of spiritual strength also to add he is holding the flag of Hussien the man who sacrificed his live for the truth and for justice and to something greater than him. (QUOTE) I learned from Hussien how to achieve victory while being oppressed - Mahatma Gandhi im also just trying to raise awareness to what's happening to your brothers and sisters in iraq they are facing the bloodiest backlash from the gov and they are still fighting.