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@Bazooka Jesus gracias amigo

@Leo Gura What do you think about the visualizing? No techniques? Just do nothing?

Hello, Does anyone have any experience with using 5-MeO-DMT to revisit old trauma/PTSD and to move through it and put it to rest? I have told my therapist that I want to try it but she has recommended against it considering my past drug use. However, more recently I have stopped using drugs with the exception of psychedelics. Psychedelics have given me many profound experiences and don't give me negative consequences. In fact, when I was using drugs I believe I developed some sort of PTSD from the negative things I experienced. Then after I stopped using them, I took a solo Lsd trip looking for some answers, used the Neti Neti method, and the next few days were amazing. No shakiness or intense anxiety and Paranoia until the old patterns eventually re-emerged after a few days. Can I use 5-MeO-Dmt to work through my trauma and break free or not?

@Leo Gura @Serotoninluv would you guys also recommend mushrooms/ayahuasca? Any others potentially better than 5-meo for this type of thing?

@ajasatya sorry, my question is: can I use 5-meo as a tool in this work without it damaging my brain?

Because it's true. If she fucks you then ends up breaking things off with the other guy for you... Fast forward 6 months later: you're paranoid, insecure and fearful in the back of your mind that what has once happened, shall happen again, only this time you're on the receiving end of the painful blow that says "you were not enough". Maybe. It doesn't have to be this way. Only you know for sure.

Tools and methods to re-integrate the disowned parts of yourself fully, and to become whole. Give it to me, baby!

Is it possible to move city/country? If you're ever in London, hit me up

I get this all the time. I often wonder why other people aren't doing this work. It's very frustrating because I feel jealous of how they can go through life without the thirst for something deeper; they seem happy to play the rat race/social hierarchy games and think theres no problem with it. Does this path bring about its own set of fears and anxieties, perhaps deeper than that of someone who is completely asleep and not aware of much outside their small life? I think so.

Is it as simple as it just is? Why isnt there absolutely nothing instead of no-thing? Instead of an intellegent creator? God is the bedrock, but why any bedrock? How any bedrock?

BUT HOW? When did God come into existence? (I assume never and simultaneously always.) But how is it here? What engineered God? Itself, I suppose... Time to hit the journal.

You should bring it up to her. But you should half-expect at least a slight egoic reaction, if she's the kind of girl I think she is.

Maybe I should've said "Why Is God?".

Is your product legit? Maybe a different method of administration?

@fridjonk sounds awfully naive.

@fridjonk not just one experience. It became a problem. Chasing the dragon. Several harsh paranoid experiences, but it led me onto this path so gotta be grateful eh?

Set and setting is CRUCIAL. I fucked myself up pretty bad with MDMA. Wrong people and places. Will never touch it again under any circumstances.

Don't be afraid to take lead of the conversation. When you're asking too many questions you give all control to the one answering, and you may even just be sitting there bored and uninterested but felt like you had nothing else to say so just asked a bunch of questions. If this is the case, take the conversation where you want it to go. I have found once you become the questioner people assume this role for you and then you really need to honestly state your opinion to almost prove you're not just blindly following what they say but you have your own values too. Questions should be asked from both sides but sometimes I find this doesn't happen. Some people just like hearing what they have to say and you facilitate that by asking them question after question. Keep this in mind.

So my girlfriend really wants to have kids in the next year or two and I imagine that my stance on it will not change that soon. I think I do want kids someday, but only once I'm at a sufficient level in my personal development journey. I have dreams and goals, that may not even become a reality but I have to try. She already has a child and a disability which she says is influencing her decision to have babies sooner rather than later, which I respect. However, I don't want to be forced into something like this. Maybe 5,6,7 years down the line but not now. I have way too far to go. We had already kinda decided to end it about a month ago, but I told her maybe we can find some common ground and compromise. Last night she told me how it's making her really upset that I'm not in the same boat as her, and though she's tried to put her desire at bay, it's not happening. She said she thinks we should break up soon as this is very serious for her, but she doesn't want to and neither do I. I'm very upset too and quite angry at her, though I also completely understand what she's saying. Is it over?

@Hello from Russia she's 22. It's her physical health that is the crux of the issue. But also I do think she is seeking some sort of salvation through having more children. She has even said in the past she would have a sperm donor baby if necessary. I do really want to be with her, she's gorgeous and we share a lot of values and way of life etc. This baby thing is just a really annoying sticking point.

@PenguinPablo do you think fasting has any effect on emotional blockages? Seems to me it's a physical purging, maybe emotional too?

Is 5-MeO usually synthetic or derived from a particular plant?

@Mason RiggleRiggle @Serotoninluv thank you for your replies.

Are they basically the same thing?

Depends on your situation. If you have people to support you whilst you get it off the ground then you should be okay. E.g: living with family that would prefer you to focus on your passion rather than pay rent. Good luck! Subbed