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The problem is - most people cannot handle LSD. Imagine an AI psychedelic compound that is 10x that of LSD. Or possibly, these new substances can bring totally different and radical awakenings. The issue is here, we can barely get our hands on 5-MEO-DMT or any MEOs or psychedelics for that matter. We would need to heavily legalize psych before we go making new substances.

@LSD-Rumi The point is - try it for yourself. Who knows, you might get raped by an alien.

Mind and genetics. And most of all, it's hard to explain your trips in words because words are so fucking limited.

After taking so much DMT, I decided to start smoking weed again. I'm telling you, Leo is right - weed is NO FUCKING JOKE. My first was a few days ago, witnessing infinite chaotic wonderland and today, it humbled the fuck out of me. Still attached to all my human desires, needs and wants. It was a semi-scary and semi-humbling experience. It goes straight to the organics of consciousness. My fucking GOD- can't get off the bed. As much as I've awakened to, I don't know shit about God.

Microdose ayahuasca in a 15mL bottle- take about 10 - 20 drops out of a syringe per day.

The best and most humbling awakenings is to realize you are not awake because you are trapped in a vast network of deep sleep human consciousness.

Disclaimer: I had trouble putting all of this into words, so I’ve written an original version and re-written / restructured it with AI, and heavily editorialized it to ensure the full story experience of the original. I decided to create my first thread as a journal through this infinite chaotic wonderland. I woke up to a kind of consciousness that completely blindsided me. I've skimmed a few Reddit threads about people's experiences with delta-8, but none of them had me picking my jaw up off the floor. Delta-8 and Delta-9 do the same thing for me; they chill me out, sharpen my focus, and spark my creativity. It also has a spiritual side effect at high doses, just like weed, so I'm cautious when I'm just using it to unwind. After a couple of drags of delta-8, I decided to go for gold and take some real hits. I wasn't scared; the most intense awakenings I've had have been on ayahuasca. But man, I did not see this coming! After a few more pulls, I started feeling drowsy and sensed something big was about to happen. I figured I'd lie down on the bed and let consciousness do its thing. As I'm lying there, my brain was running wild with ideas, like a never-ending generator of imagination. It was like some spiritual fastball had hit me square in the head, cranking out these hyper-creative elements, shapes, and entities that were out of this world. During this, I was flexing my infinite creative muscles and messing around with consciousness in a way that was seriously intense. My creativity was expanding so quickly that I couldn't keep up with everything that was happening because it was all so rapid-fire. My consciousness was changing in ways that were unimaginable without psychedelics. There was a point where I thought my brain might just throw in the towel, unable to keep functioning at such a high level. But my ability to IMAGINE and be INFINITELY CREATIVE was smooth and easygoing. It was a lot like that trip I had with morning glory when I woke up to Infinite Imagination, but this was on another level. And then, things started to get CHAOTIC. At this point, the CHAOS shifted into something PLAYFUL. Next thing I knew, I was imagining a CHAOTIC realm full of playful, cartoonish figures, abstract beings, shapes, vibrant colors, and TOTAL CHAOS. The CHAOS was breaking all the rules and laws of physics, jumping from one bizarre element to another in the blink of an eye. It was all about having endless fun, laughs, and playfulness. It was an aspect of consciousness that was nothing less than pure, playful CHAOS! It felt like I'd stepped into a CHAOTIC cartoon wonderland, a town of ABSOLUTE CHAOS. For example, picture a string stretching across the entire universe. Now, imagine every inch of that string bursting into CHAOTIC beauty - revealing new whimsical realms, entities, abstract forms, animated beings, vibrant colors, and pure, unadulterated CHAOS. The CHAOS was its own unique brand of gorgeous; there was no sense of order, and yet, in its own wild way, it was incredibly organized. Imagine bodies morphing into shapes beyond normal comprehension, forming perfectly spherical consciousness and looping in and out of infinity while having a blast. Big, pointy teeth could transform into awe-inspiring structures and gorgeous creations, all while having the freedom to become whatever they desired. I was mind-boggled to a beautiful, chaotic extent. The chaos was relentless. Things weren't sticking to any familiar, solid forms like in physical reality; it was all pure, undiluted CHAOS. During all this madness, there were a bunch of entities in the mix. One was this vibrant bear creature giving out advice, a wild jester trying to wrap its head around how on earth I'd managed to get this kind of access, and then there were other chaotic entities that are just too out there to even put into words. Consciousness was morphing into all these forms that go way beyond what a human could do. My consciousness could also dream up infinite loops and portals that went beyond anything I'd ever thought of. This was utter CHAOS. There was this active give-and-take, a playful volley of "I am god too," like, "I am god, no, I am god" - a never-ending cycle of chaotic love with each one proclaiming, "I am god, no, I am god." It wasn't just a proclamation, but they were expressing it with infinite bliss - by morphing into different imaginative forms, all in a beautifully chaotic way. Will share more tomorrow.

Sounds interesting; it could lead to some interesting God realizations. The last time I took LSD - it put me in a paranormal/supernatural demonic state. This demonic state continues on Ayahuasca unless I intentionally plop out of that state.

There is a TEKK where you can mix your morning glory seeds in Sherry wine and no side effects at all. Morning glory seeds are also very loving. I'll be the first one to get my hands on pure LSA if avail.

Ayahuasca is just much better than vaping.

Here are a few more contemplative efforts: 1. Infinite Imagination is just that, INFINITE. There are no limits, bounds, or restrictions. You are free to imagine as you wish. After this awakening, I've realized the power of infinite imagination, aspects of how consciousness function, and the power of one mind. 2. There appear to be new types of love that consciousness has invented, even beyond humans. This love functions beyond the order of ordinary human imagination. I'm pretty sure of this now. 3. THC is a profound psychedelic and should be taken seriously.

Here's an insane trip report using THC / Delta-8 in high doses. Feels like the frequent use of ayahuasca/DMT did something to my brain that allows sensitivity to others substances. But, this is not the only crazy trip I've had, but this one was the most chaotic. I also completely realized the deep dream state of human consciousness. EDIT: THC IS THE REAL DEAL

THC is starting to become more insane after taking so much ayahuasca. DMT gains are real.

@Benton She is very intelligent and makes decent points but does not fully understand psychedelics herself. Most spiritual teachers want to appear to have the highest teachings. Psychedelics usurp all teachings - this is why she overlooks the positives. I cannot take any spiritual teacher seriously who glimpses over psychedelics as a spiritual tool. It's like a bodybuilder not using weights but wanting to compete in the IFBB. It's the obvious avenue to increased consciousness. @toczix When incidents happen like this, you have to assume it's happening for a reason and that you will emerge as the winner. And usually, these situations happen when there is a lack of love. There is nothing wrong with spiritual entities, only when you lack love, and that is the issue. LSD teaches you to love more and to accept spiritual energy fully. But overall, only you will figure it out.

@thenondualtankie Breakthroughs are overrated. I've found micro-dosing / macro-dosing breaks down the veil of the illusion, bit by bit, and you can still have god-realizations / awakenings and profound consciousness shifts. Patience and intense contemplation are much better than intense breakthroughs with 99% memory loss.

Magic, occultism, spells or any form of witchcraft is nothing compared to a typical DMT / Ayahuasca trip. It's actually a joke.

Microdose with an intention and goal in mind. Then, do it as much as you like until those goals are met. Then take a break for a few months (or lessen it significantly).

@RamPhoenix It's just a name I've given you to describe variations of dark consciousness. What's directly experienced is far more powerful and profound. At the highest level, it's your playground. Consciousness can do whatever it wants.

@Schizophonia Yes, of course, it's possible. Take lower doses of the psychedelic you want to use. Also, try many types of psychedelics to see which works for you. Don't listen to too many people and see what suits you the best.

If you have intention, you can tap into childhood memory. But, be careful for what you wish for.

@funkychunkymonkey You're drinking magic. I recommend taking a small dose and seeing how you feel and ramp up from there. You can deconstruct reality and tap into the valve of illusion. For me, it does extreme inner work and I usually cannot operate and fall asleep.

@RamPhoenix Please don't elaborate too much on the word 'side.' Essentially, it's consciousness being dark. It's nothing short of Sith Consciousness - but this is just one aspect of consciousness being 'dark'. The whole point is to realize that consciousness is truly infinite and that's something I've realized multiple times on Ayahuasca / DMT. There is truly no limit or boundaries.

Ayahuasca is overrated with a Shaman, underrated taken by yourself.

Yes, consciousness has a dark side.

Ayahuasca is a beautiful mind-fuck.