Grateful Dead

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  1. Here is the documentary: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x8o4deh doesn’t look good for brand
  2. Fear of eternal hell is a common obstacle on this path. By going deeper, I was able to see through the fears of the ego and move beyond concepts or labels. Infinity is indefinable, it can't be a single thing like an eternal prison, that's what it is, but then it's also the eternal heaven and everything else. This is what you need to realize. I recommend facing your fears step by step with contemplation and psychedelics.
  3. Woaw what a freaking crazy story. I kind of believe him, the way he tells the story it doesn't sound made up. Wild stuff...
  4. Have you tried ketamine yet? I wonder how it compares to 3-Meo PCE and the like.
  5. It is not that one simply experiences infinity, one has to become the Infinite.
  6. I keep underestimating myself whenever I face a challenge. Feels great to finally be done with Covid. My mind is working normally again and I was able to study a lot today. Also great run today and can't wait to pump some iron tomorrow. I really want to keep journaling this time, it's great to clear my head. Maybe it helps if I feel like I'm sharing it with others.
  7. I didn’t think that this summer could top last years. But it definitely did I love you Since my last enlightenment, everything just merges with consciousness. A very long process has come to an end. The flower is blooming. The Portal is open.. A fresh new beginning in every moment. I'm here Yesterday someone I respect very much told me that I am by far the most positive force in his life and that I basically made him who he is today. This wasn’t the first person to say something like this to me, but it’s the first time it’s really meant something to me. I don’t let my ego get high of it, but it has made me realize that I need to be even more conscious in my interactions. My brother already told me a few months ago that I should be more careful when I talk to people because they take me very seriously. Now I understand what he meant, it’s a great honor and I will respect that. Then, on my way home, I crashed my bike into a woman who was riding her bike. My body hurts and it’s probably going to cost me some money, which sucks. But still grateful that it’s not too bad.
  8. Yeah like every three months sometimes every two. Most important is to take the optimal dosage, hydrate and eat healthy food the next day.
  9. Very cool, I like it. Sadhguru advocated for this name change a long time ago.
  10. I’ve been taking MDMA for over 10 years now and I never had a hangover from it. If anything for 2-3 days after dosing I feel better then usual.
  11. That's what I thought when I read your post. There are many different ways to work with this energy. Another way to put it could be it's emotions stuck in the body. So you could do things like yoga, tai chi, etc. or even some forms of psychotherapy like Reichian or IfS therapy. These are just examples. In my opinion, the most important thing is to find what works best for you individually. Do your research, test different methods and see what works.
  12. Yes, I understand
  13. No, there is nothing like MDMA. For going out I like a small dose of shrooms or LSD in combination with cannabis. Amphetamine is also fine if you keep the dose low.
  14. @Carl-Richard Thank you, I was about to say something too. @Karla The recommended dosage for women is 1.3 mg per kg. So let's say you weigh 60 kg, that would be 78 mg. However, that would be the case with pure MDMA, so you usually take a bit more, so 100 mg is fine.
  15. Good work. I think on a personal level there is great value in understanding your soul's journey. However, there are more perspectives. It's important not to get stuck in one.
  16. Wow, thanks for sharing, that was very clear. Matches to what I have learned so far from my own experiences.
  17. Check this out if you haven't already, it's very informative. It seems that the best way to use dissociatives for depression to produce lasting improvements is to take them 2-3 times a week for 3-4 weeks and then stop. In this way you can continuously improve yourself and your life.
  18. Hm maybe but I don't think so. I feel blissful when I watch her, yes her energy is a bit alien but it's not fake. For me, an example of inauthenticity is the recent Hulk Hogan podcast with Joe Rogan. Couldn't watch more than 10 minutes..
  19. Doesn't look inauthentic to me. I think it would be fun to talk to her.
  20. I just love Karin Kneffel's style. One of the most conscious people I've ever met.
  21. I started studying at 26 and don't regret it. But think hard before you do it. It's not easy when you come from a blue-collar job. You have to give up a lot of things that other people your age have. Only do it if it is really necessary for your desired career.
  22. Do 20 minute mantra meditation sessions while you trip
  23. Yes it works. I've done it at concerts and it's crazy powerful once you get the feel of it.