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you think autistic people don`t have emotions? maybe she`s exactly because of that so fearless because she`s able to skip the social pressure, someone inflicts upon her by talking about marginalities like her being such a poor little creature, she maybe will not be affected by that. she`s supposedly not only autistic but seeing much more of the connections in her field of special abilities. if her heart wasn`t with her she would not even be able to love all the shit she has to take upon it. also autism is extremely different in people, how do you know what is controlling her mind if you can`t see what her heart pounds for, maybe she can remember every picture she ever saw maybe she is like a human super computer who realizes what you can not even imagine because your heart pounds mostly for monkey business. maybe an autist is not a psychopath, maybe her tears are real. emotions are really different in people. if you are only used to buy things of course it`s difficult to buy into it.

well yes and how many birds do you eat per year? if you are a vegan excuse me! also i wonder how many birds and fish die in a nuclear catastrophe, or get born crippled. i`m not saying it is good, but there could probably be a solution like some sound that is displayed on a frequency birds find repellent to work against that - so it`s not something there would be no solution to if it was important enough! also it`s a problem where they are put up sometimes, politics in that direction is also about finding out about where these things create big damages and where it is still holdable. if it is alowed to put them up close to ecosystems that should be protected it`s not the right green direction.

@Hansu there are also new concepts on marin wave energy. fall out problems would probably be best supported with some backup energy plans what to do if the world would stay still and the sun would go out. maybe rain energy? there is so much stuff we could discover. https://arena.gov.au/blog/wave-energy/ http://bps.energy/

@Hansu coal was a political decision. it is more complicated than this, multiple factors leading to that decision, on one hand it`s worker related and socialdemocratic nostalgia, on the other it`s about being independent in the transformation phase but still being able to get some energy from abroad until we make it completely. also the atomic powerplants in some regions in europe are not in their best years, so there is not only the risk of human errors. well it would also be a human error to overlook or miss that. enough reasons to work on it with higher pressure. (we seem to love challenges )

it`s the seemingly quietness of the grown ups the non reactiveness and denial that makes them go to the psychologists. there is nothing worse than seing the truth while everything is silent and quiet as if hell wasn`t burning outside but only inside. worse even telling them they need a psychologist while having a healthy reaction. either we try to work on their future constructively or they will of course grow up with a worldview where they have to do the work their parents missed out on. if they don`t learn to coap with what`s coming constructively of course the worlds poison will get stuck in them and poison them from within.

@Ross Labby in my perspective thc is one of the most underestimated addictive negative drugs with potential psychotic effects. i also see people getting more self biased, and especially men developing attitudes that are repellent for me. most weed addicts are in denial about it massively. they deny their addiction more than they deny suggar addiction. especially if you have some kind of social anxiety, weed will make that worse, not better. you can`t even say how you will react to it in advance because it is the one drug that really works irrational as it is not interfering with a special transmitter but inhibiting certain kinds of neurons which are differently wired in every brain. if you like psychedelics, you really don`t need weed.

@Leo Gura not asking this for podcasts, but i would really apreciate it for practical reasons if you could maybe release the small practices with instructional character in the videos in a cut version, somewhere. so if we want to repeat them, we don`t have to search for them every time in the two hour material. i mean i could download them and cut them for myself, but it takes some time and then it will only be available for me - because there is no fast access, i usually prefer other practices and that`s kind of sad, as i think that`s an unneeded hurdle contarproductive to the intention. if that`s a problem for me, i suppose there are more people who are even unaware of why they don`t do the practices.

@Alex actually i like these yoga sequences, chakra challenge by brett larkin, i don`t know if they can really awaken the chakras as i only started using them after awakening them, but usually i can aktivate them with it - although it`s for people who regularly do yoga as it`s already a little advanced, because there are some spine variations where you should be able to hold the original posture first. but as you say someone has to try. also both fear videos should be perfect to unlock muladhara further maybe better than a an onion and banana mega threat. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vmpje8KHrhY&list=PLPJTnhnYa-pNEFiKuVZI_G0cS8VWak8OR and don`t just watch it !!! - if you don`t do the yoga don`t waste the time.

well she makes a lot of children and teens move into green in a very early age. of course our orange generation doesn`t like it. when i was her age green was meeting in the smokers corner because we where too depressed. there are probably still a lot of children that are too resilient in orange. i prefer youth getting active over youth addiction and youth striking together than skipping school, they learn early to organize themselfs what will give them skills they wouldn`t learn in school. and if we get motivated by it and wake up to our lost dreams and lost childhood we maybe have a chance to help them from above even though it`s more a pushing us from a stong child to transform society from below.

leo also has a fake beard, i bet you!

@Alex megathreat

@Alex onion and banana juice, jikes - did you try?

@Ibn Sina you think of buddha as a physical body? as a spiritual body? there is a temple in trivandrum that was built for trinity.

@Ibn Sina yes you could say buddha personificated brahma through his life and path and teaching, he probably was guided by the hindu gods at first. that`s why it`s interesting to study hinduism from a buddhist perspective and vice versa. not considering that, it`s like holding a key and then saying i don`t need it i take the door, dropping the key in the water, to then understand the door is locked.

yes i already realized english wikipedia might get it wrong. i found a german source of a huge yoga school and also on german wikipedia it says: don`t confuse brahman with brahma. or in this case brahma with brahman.

wait, sunyata = brahman, brahma is the creator god. whyever buddha created another language for some aspects he probably was growing up with some kind of religion what was probably hinduism, right? so of course there are some aspects that are correlating but they get a different emphasis in buddhism.

@Vido what do you mean by objective personality? if you want to teach objective personality you need to include subjective personality as they are a cuppled pair, in some sense they exist codependently to each other. part of what i understood thanks to this forum or recaped from past lessons in my life is that subjectivity and objectivity are in a very close relationship to each other be careful about objectifying the world as you make it your subject then - but as a teacher what is a subject? so the relationship between the teacher and the subject can`t be an object, do you see this?

@markBITW i think the graphic needs some workover, logos = brahman is not really it. although void = brahman could be right but it could also be if logos= void=shiva so it is more complex than this. if it is not about a comparison but about threshholds the graphic is also not enough as brahman is not brahma and logos is not sign/symbol. alone if you try to set that right, you probably learn to bend the spoon.

yes, of course, i get what you are referring to - it is of course a little far fetched and of course mental illnesses are a standing for themselves but at least you can`t deny that you changed your diet, and started to at least look into it. we are also not talking about episodes, i got that. what i was refering to, is that in some cases diet still plays a roll not only in curing diseases but also in understanding the body holistically. diet can be a step towards green for open minded people, it doesn`t have to. and of course diet is only a part of the story, and of course i`m talking european non standard green. everyone who didn`t go raw vegan for a time didn`t really test the whole field of possibilities in my perception though - every illness needs a specific diet to support the body healing some even need fasting, it`s to easy to just shove a possible success aside. diet oftentimes is just a system support but it`s about seeing it part of the medical system to take it serious.

if you are in a state where you are still balancing your sattva , a person touching you might be a disturbance of your emotional body of feeling untouchable. you then realize you are not, what brings your emotional body in an uproar, the ego feels threatened and tries to transfer that to the energy of the other person for being so unawarely interfering as it is a call for attendance. it might be that it is not even a lower energy of the other person it is just that you realize someone overstepped your boundary of sattva you get discentered while the focus goes towards the emotion of disturbance. you can probably train that by then focusing on the other person as yourself or you try to find your center like you did. it is not a guided energy transference, could be that you are then vibrating negative energy towards the other as a projection, or that you let negative energy arise in yourself letting you swing in an unsattvic vibration. if you are sattvic and able to understand that energy transfer is more complex and not always direct through body contact you might find your center faster. i`ve experienced something like that once while i was sick and discentered, alone a person entering my magnetic field or aura field could make me throw up, was a lasting experience and i thought for a long time it was direct energy transferal. notice, the intention is not always synchronistic with the move, it`s about your own stability and any other energy field interfering with you. even if it is you who was touching.

@Cameron feeling as a female did you ever try living as one? just for a day? i mean do you feel you also want to dress like a woman or is it just that you feel both aspects in you, have no conflict with your outer appearence but a strong feminine vibe and feel more home chatting with women and being loved by men or are you in that sense lesbian? i met some really beautiful transgender women and i don`t think it`s unconscious to feel your female aspect as you say yourself you just have to find a form in which you can live that side of yourself, meaning also to find the right community where you are accepted the way you are without constantly having to think it over or run against walls. maybe a community where you can experiment and play with that aspect of yourself and get supported by, and at one point have a coming out on your femininity. maybe even with a second name. there is only unawareness on who you really are untill you discover who you really are. you can even develope it into an artform or just live it out in a relationship. although if you want to go that path you might have to change some aspects in your life, it`s probably more difficult to live this at some places on the world than at others, but if it is important to you go on a journey to yourself! there are some cultures where femininity in men are more accepted than western culture, usually it´s the spiritual aspect of it aswell - so no, unconscious would be the denial about it.

@Bill W there are more options for protein intake than meat or dairy... i know some people who fought their illnesses aslo cancer with high energy foods very successfully. if it was only about proteins life would be easy. also i wonder why he is more important than his wife.

@MAYA EL well it was more about a spiral dynamic thing, it`s interesting how family dynamics and illnesses correlate. i don`t want to say that in general food has something to do with mental illnesses but there are some hints that we need some fresh power foods to coap with stress, every holistic medical system works with diets as you can`t work with phyto medicine or with any kind of wholistic psychosomatic therapy without even considering food as medicine because if you clog your body with the wrong fats and make it overwork itself with low energy food that also might be pumped up by chemistry and contributes to more stress due to inflammation there won`t be a big success. did you ever try a a strictly plant based diet during a time where your mental health was affected? so how can you say if the diet would have changed it? maybe you would have recovered quicker with some high energy plant based foods giving the body the chance to clean itself. what was more interesting in this family constellation (and it`s really not about gossiping, i hope they will find a way to overcome the situation) was that cancer is an illness where most people start to look into foods more closely as it is about life and death litterally and usually then people start to realize how everything somehow plays together. cancer diet is even more important than any other diet as the body needs to starve out the cancer and fight it at the same time and needs a lot of energy to still coap with what`s weakening it. i just can imagine that a set back in life can make people overthink their whole understanding of life if they are open enough to see that they are barefeet. of course now he has to first treat the addiction before he can treat the stress problem, but of course if people are in denial about the complexicity of the body, (not saying that i am not in denial in some health aspects) they won`t find out about how everything we put inside of us contributes to our overall condition, for better or worse. if we stand at the boarder of a cliff we might try to change it - it`s about chances to see the world with different eyes and realize where we might have not have the better information before. it`s about insights into a more complex world beyond what we where aware of when everything seemed to be going well. every crisis usually changes people for better or worse.

actually i know some really decent girls who went solo over years because there where no halfway decent guys around. it`s a more silent movement. but usually a decent girl who has some need left to find a partner who developed the same decency is still more interested in working herself out of the dilemma than most ostrich guys. that sometimes love hits one with the wrong guy is maybe because there are not enough decent guys, and then you take what`s available...in some sense you have to be market ready to be "chosen" on both sides - for women it might be more easy to be themselfs as we learn to be market ready much eralier than guys are. that`s a harsh reality, but it`s somehow an undertone of truth. so now it`s maybe about undertsanding what decency means, to understand the dilemma also hits girls quite often, it`s difficult to be compassionate or pittying about something we have to coap with through group pressure since maybe kindergarden. and in some sense it`s like guys already shared the power game amongst themselfs - girls just try to at least controll the love game. we have to play to male rules most of the time, why choosing a partner who doesn`t even try to have some self esteem? it would tear us down, it`s difficult to exchange emotional stuff for rational stuff alone, as the currency of love is emotion. and women need selfesteem to make it in the powergame much more than guys do, now you can maybe understand that it`s not different in the love game, although it`s another kind of selfesteem as it`s not about batteling or fighting each other but about surrendering to each other and we usually surrender to people our equal. (what means people who don`t put themselfs down, too much or elevate themselfs above us too much - it`s even more weird if they do both) so developing some selfesteem and working on oneself is crucial, girls do it, too. it`s not different, we just don`t talk about it so much with guys as it is taken as a given. it`s a problem that a lot of guys are not attending that kind of school, because it`s girls school, well: yes, that`s exactly the problem of the whole science.

can you stop running? let the devil come so close that you can even feel it`s breath and then push the dagger in your own heart, let it crush open and bleed? running away is probably not the way of finding out about it.