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in the truest sense you are what you ate...

i`m eating pomelo right now. you could say, yellow is already part of their purple. but they haven`t been updating on green for a long time.

it`s a good question if taliban is at tier two - i doubt that! although they have network structures and act gut intelligent, what doesn`t make them yellow. they just use in a sense a very old yellow system/structure, but their motives are red/blue.

green wants to return to where purple is healthy, so in a sense green reintegrates parts of purple again, although it`s only turquoise who manages to return wholistically. in a sense they are on the same level - it`s not even only the simplicity of understanding as lento says but usually the acess to more complex concepts through other cultural life forms that makes the difference between green and purple and in some sense purple is what green looks up to and wants to protect - so how could you place green above purple?

@GGG i guess the best way to not getting sabotaged is either knowing for yourself why you want things to happen and how you want things to happen, still staying open for constructive critique, be aware of your reasons, motives and way of creating, or the other method is to find people who support you instead of sabotaging you, not in a oneway solution but in a self sustaining pushing way. group ego where you put in what you get back. if you want to create something you have to constatntly fight to not being sabotaged, as mediocrity always tries to tear you back, you sometimes start to question if you did the right thing if you might not want to do it differently. these questions are also important. i also struggle with that, so not at the end of the journey yet, if the journey ever ends. (be aware that mediocrity ususally doesn`t, better is almost always possible)

interesting topic. there is a flood in venice at the moment, the strongest in 50 years. it was just a matter of time but what was predicted since years. two people died. it will cost italy a lot of money. there was also a flood in october 2018. they can count on it every year now. the ongoing biennale also had to close. May you live in interesting times

you get objectivity by comparing perspectives. rather than finding out about the history find out about what´s going on now, then you can compare to history. ask yourself who`s objectivity it is first. not telling you to read bad books - although leo recommended us to change perspectives from time to time. that sounds kind of backed up for me - even though i also prefer books that go better with my own perspective or are rather objective, sexuality is always controversial. i don`t think there are many objective ones on the belletristic market.

there are cruiseships with sails - but i guess they are on the more cost intense side, as they are smaller with more specialized staff needed. although if some development would be put int more automation of sailing ships, i wonder why there should not be more of that. of course one would have to cut the number of places visited in one cruise down, but it def has some charm. it`s not that there are no potential alternatives. for cargo cruise it would be probably still difficult. (the shit is another problem with potential solutions, just produce better shit! when you buy your food already think about the shit quality)

@assx95 depends on the perspectives you want to take, i suppose. there are probably books that shed light from different perspectives. so i would try to find a range from different authors, if you are interested in the female view read from female authors.

@Preety_India hahaha, actually lately i like dancing the most on my own hormones and endorphines, dancing alone is like this - and it`s pretty interesting how most guys are not really attractive to my eyes and ears anymore without having enough alcohol in my blood. i`m going for the dance usually, and a little bit for the socializing. if i meet people then, i usually go with a good feeling. but in some clubs i would not go without a group, especially while drinking, because the guys are usually too intrusive. if you go partying a lot with your girl gang you probably know how that works. maybe dancing is a good idea, some people say hair cuts... but dancing might be the better option

there is one funny moment in the audience where a woman looks with some disbelief how the guy next to her is dancing.

@Preety_India it`s very inspiring that you handled it! strong decision. he still seems to have limits what`s good. how you described him, it sounded a little bit more severe and obsessive than he reacted so far. i`m happy for you! still be on guard and very awake for some time! this is due to not knowing. thank you so much for your openness also, i`d wish a lot more women would be more open about their abusive relationships. and abusive dynamics, really strong that you share it! time for healing. that`s also love.

@robinmk4l additionally to eating healthy, are you taking supplements like b vitamins and d3? if it is a mykosis, candidosis it could also be that the "mushroom" in your body is still taking up all of your energy. if it`s really that you need to take something that takes up the mykotoxins the "fungus" creates while at the same time fighting it with special diet and supplements - if it is that. you could think about supplementing with oregano oil (organic aetheric food quality), coconut oil, zeolith and probiotics.

@Psyche_92 sound like you have a beige problem there! where do you live? rent? parents? for the starter i would jump over my shaddow and take the next best job you can get, even if it is mc donalds - and then work yourself out of that pit. although i`d probably rather take a cleaning job or starbucks or whatever mini job you can get. just walk into the next supermarket and ask if they need someone to fill the shelfs. maybe you can start with the better options there, but if they don`t hire you you have to be more creative. it`s only a back up from which you start out again. downward spiral goes fast if you already start to lend money. it`s not the moment to put the heads in the clouds, nor in the sand. what about you by the way it`s already almost four weeks since the first post... did the situation change?

what... how old were you? it`s just about the combination. poor girl she probably also is traumatized. (some guys might not even pull their skin back to wash up, just about that, i`d always look there first gals) let`s wrap that up - always remember, you might not only do all that shit for yourself but ultimatively you do. separating colours and not wearing a size xs t-shirt that used to be xl is part of the show.

what about visual memory? actually i`m super sceptical to use psychedelics for enlightenment. but that would be the reason for me to really try some substances again.

plugging of course the best combination would be szechuan pepper! hydroxy alpha sanshool not simply pungent; "they produce a strange, tingling, buzzing, numbing sensation that is something like the effect of carbonated drinks or of a mild electric current (touching the terminals of a nine-volt battery to the tongue). Sanshools appear to act on several different kinds of nerve endings at once, induce sensitivity to touch and cold in nerves that are ordinarily nonsensitive, and so perhaps cause a kind of general neurological confusion." – wikipedia

@Preety_India it sounds like you set your mind and heart straight. do you also have some kind of plan how you will break it off? because it sounds like it could be the hardest part to really keep him away from you after breakup, he might try to pull you back in. think about going on a vacation, really being outside of town so he can`t get to you. that would be my advice for the first maybe two to three weeks even, if possible. or live with a friend. write down all places where he could wait for you or find you to target you. and try to avoid them or try to find backentrances for example to your work. if that`s not possible at least find a possibility to not be anywhere alone. make sure you are safe. be prepared for his ego fighting with unforseen methods. lots of love

tell that to someone who just bought a car and still feels depressed... it`s all utterly selfish. especially the mother - why did she selfishly go for the hormones she could have had all of that through chemistry no need for the child. @petar8p good point! although the structure seems to be an other induced structure not a self induced structure - correct me if i`m wrong. it seems like the point never left the circle.

@Preety_India if there was anything you don`t know yet we could tell you, we would! but you already know - the same that drew you in is now hurting you and you can`t discern between the two, because he carries two faces. he will not loose the one that`s hurting you, not by his will, he thinks it`s righteous, it seems like in his case it`s not a mask. you need to find out if you can live with that, how long can you play that game until he will have completely made you unhappy? or are you already? how much can you take? are you two living together? any family pressure involved? if yes i would first try to figure out how to solve these, try to work on the separation realistically.

wow - just wow. look at that structure. i`m a user and i feel sexually harrassed by it. miss vip. there are actually people who are overly sensitive, some call them psychic. i don`t want to derail it i think this came up by design. there is no content vs structure, they exist parallel to each other, content and structure in some cases are not separable. if you look exactly the content is structured itself.

you think that`s super funny? but it`s actually really sexistic and in a sense even weirder because charlotte is a moderator. if someone makes the connection to the new video at 1:52 it seems like a super strangeloop that once again justifies rape and talking about rape to women as if it was ok to use violent speech towards them. i doubt that a lot of women would find the notion of rape appealing even if the most good looking stranger with a friendly smile would appear in front of a woman and tell her he wants to rape her she must be in a very special mood in some kind of swinger like bar/club where it would be appealing to her - then of course that would be part of the show between latex and group sex. everything else would be like hey you were nice until you opened your mouth counter sexism. also it`s just the wrong signal, it seems like violence towards women was just something that happens physically and not also psychologically. just because you talk like that all the time doesn`t make it less tasteless and it`s super sexistic. one of the undertones in this forum that are really harsh especially if somone is in a sensitive phase of awakening.

mph bahahahah although you know that there is a major difference in real tinitus and the phenomenon you described? isn`t it cool to listen to yourself until the point you find out what your body tells you? so the knotts are also a sound from your body that tells you something - you could find out what is causing the knots and that might lead you to eliminating even more small tensions in the body you didn`t ever realize before. it`s pretty normal that the lyphs around the mandibular joint feels a little sour for example. you can do a small lymphatic drainage by forming a victory sign with your hands and placing the two fingers on both sides of the ear then you stroke them down to the chin alongside the jaw with a little pressur, so the jaw bone is in the middle of the two fingers. you should feel how sour the region around the ears and jaw joint muscles are. if that`s not strong it`s probably not the lymphs, if it`s pain, it might be. @DrewNows you are completely morsed

huh no i meant if you were the guy. what i wanted to work out for her what really is the difference between a man who maybe can handle that and one who might not. @Preety_India it also depends on how much energy you want to put into helping him change if he takes some time to understand. how open to change is he really? it`s reall difficult, in the end you can`t change him, he can only do that for himself.