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no sweetheart, because there was something bigger there to understand than how to learn a fourth language ? who would have known it would develop such a big ego?

how retarded are you actually? your mom is probably the scapegoat of the family got the reason you are even alive. without wanting to get personal - just realize the mechanism at work. maybe i didn’t exactly catch at what this is pointing at exactly from your perspective because the mother scapegoating for being in the weaker position is upsetting, the mechanism is a psychosocial phenomenon.

@Tobia yes you see i‘m here in germany, wanted to be in a vacation in italy right now to learn italian. temperature is rising and people want to go out again. even though i buy italian products right now, canned tomatoes a lot of pasta! and veggies, olive oil... i can’t help you differently - but i will also go back to italy when its possible again - within europe its for me sad that things like the brexit happen - for italy it would be problematic, too. we can’t go back to a time before europe, that’s something i‘m sure of, if that would happen it would be rather worse. i also think europe needs a democratic reformation not everyone brewing their own soup but rather the people of different countries talk together about the solution, more than every country doing their national thing. of course there are different interests. just think how air was polluted in the beginning of industrialization... and then think where do we get the energy for our industry from? its all connected - but we fail to see the connection we all want somehow to live at the sun forgetting the problems, how can that work out? it won’t by shutting boarders - it also won’t if we ignore the concerns. no person is an island.

@Tobia i sense some panick and i also sense how influenced it seems you get by what some conspiracy theories are telling. does your nonna still live? if she does call her and if she does not think of her. there is a massive difference in standing up against a fascist regime and staying home for others so not so many people have to die. you guys just sometimes have the pinocchio syndrome – even though you are aware of it you still are one of the most amazing artists who can inflate some moskitos up to elephants – that’s why you might sometimes not understand anymore what is actually going on when its getting real earnest, because like in the peter and the wolves story you don’t know in what to believe. really do you think life after this will change – how much did it change after the second world war? can we stop always searching for bad people who are responsible please? the numbers of people dying of the virus in italy is just shocking and sad – everyone is hoping its going to end soon. they won‘t put up 5g in europe yet – the eu did not approve yet. what is the conspiracy is the conspiracy theory which your ego likes because then it can find another scapegoat for a situation no one is in a sense really responsible for but everyone is. why do we cling to conspiracies rather than talking about refugies for example – we even deny the third world war is already happening in favor of fear and scapegoating of our countries measurements to protect the old and weak in our society. its a crazy time. it should be a time to call out conspiracy theorists rather than to call out conspiracy. a time in calling out why health systems are not working or why international organisations are getting sabotaged. once lets rather ask who is the magician who let that elephant disappear all the years?

@Anna1 you have a pretty cool new profile pic

in some sense its also maybe not the most favorable decision to throw biden out of the white house entirely because of grudges – even though understandable, even though it was in a sense not an entirely fair game. just counterreacting and getting triggered in the sense: „if we won’t get what we want, no body else will!“ is the wrong way of doing politics. you don’t waste a country because your vavorite candidate didn’t win (although it happened before). sanders also said that the movement will go on and maybe its really time to stay a movement and an opposition who is able to sit at a table with biden. one thing is winning the primaries another is doing politics which will bring him in the white house. which means he might need to submit to what will get him there if he is smart enough. understanding voters are not for granted. i would not give in but try to at least make him realize that he has to coalise if he wants to get there. it‘s not that the smaller parties always have a presidential candidate - but they make presidency possible, anyone who wants to sit on the throne needs to realize that - it’s a pretty simple rule. for anything else the frogman in the carpet jumper has this fabulous idea of subchanneling.

the truth, that if there is a nut in a hole where you can hardly squeeze your hand in you maybe can remember how that nut felt in your hand but you can not take out the nut and the hand together - that you sometimes have to let go or you get stuck while clinging. its a guess though.

the problem here is that a hospital then would have also to give some kind of guidelines about what kind of protection from outside in what situation is allowed - another problem is the information this would maybe suggest to the sick - there is always the problem that some people then might think its more safe than it really is. one point is, that there is not better or worse protection - but only protection of others or oneself and there of course might be a percentage of probability of potential protection, that’s why guidelines are so strict from official side. a hand sewn mask has a high probability of higher protection of others from getting infected, if you are spreading the virus but not yourself entirely even though it might help a little bit - but if you wear it in a hospital it might also carry particles with it from one patient to the next - so you might would need some kind of impregnation or spray some disinfectant on it from time to time to minimize carrying the virus around. () a mask which is produced for the emergency room is produced to protect the patients open wound but not the practitioner so it is only a higher safety equipment to protect others from getting infected if you are the virus carrier but not entirely yourself. the only mask which is giving a maximum protection and can keep a person from getting infected themselves is a mask which usually is used in the finedust worker protection and everything above. because these masks are tested under certain conditions and have to fulfill a checklist of requirements. like closing airtight around the face, having a finedust permeability where even micro micro micro particles can’t permeate. but here if they have a ventile they only protect the carrier but not others. a hospital worker would need to put an airtight tape on top of the ventile to reassure the safety both ways. if anything what would make the most sense for hospital workers especially at the quarantine stations would be gas masks or laquer masks which can be sterilized, they have the slightest permeability because have to filter gases which are not even counted as particles anymore even though still having molecular structure. these masks could be also used by high high risk groups. military should have enough of these. although i also think its a farce forbidding equipment from the outside - i also see the concerns - a general plan in areas where what equipment is allowed and makes the most sense in would be important if people would be allowed to bring in own equipment. although carrying one mask going from one patient to the next while these patients might have additional bacterial infections, might be as counterproductive as not having any. these working conditions where hospitals tell their workers to use some equipment twice or ask people to cut down on material in hygienic aspects are not new - but of course now that they are needed it shows the working conditions under a new light. sometimes a woodworker is better protected than a health worker. while its both somehow about trees falling. shocking isn’t it? still if everyone would wear some kind of mask on the streets it would probably have an effect on the spreading of the virus and even if its one of textile... a half face mask covering only the upper part of the face though is hilarious - don’t even think about that, that’s only visual protection, even if its a super hero mask, although one of these promotion mikey mouse heads could be really effective both ways, they even have a buffer zone in the emergency case you want to smash your head against some wall or so. it‘s the same probably in almost every hospital on the world at the moment. by the way there is a recipe on how to make hand sanitizers of ethanol by the WHO - if hospitals run out of hand sanitizers or wipes to clean beds... vinegar essence might also help at least a little bit. maybe hospital workers should have a crisis meeting and decide democratic about how to proceed under these circumstances.

@Javfly33 chakras are not a placebo. like accupuncture is not a placebo - a placebo is an empty shell. a placebo is a bluff imagination without phenomenon. there are people who have painful kundalini awakening without ever having done chakra work. most people in western society are stuck in one chakra that’s why. even rationality is relative to the sum of its ratio. you can’t solve a problem by using what you have created it with.

mh but a problematic solution is not a solution - that’s why i said its better not to solve a problem with a solution. in many cases a solution is not a sufficient answer yet. any general assumption must be vague to be an answer to as much konstellations as possible. again - also any problem with an answer would be inherent to yourself - its the hell you are creating if there is one.

@gswva the answer is always also what you make of it - maybe there are only answers? maybe the set of all answers is smaller because problems are mostly in a sense blown up into clouds which seem bigger or more different from each other than they really are. i also wanted to add to that statement from before: a question wants to be solved and a problem wants to be answered – in my perception that oftentimes would be a better paring. one of the fundamentals of all paradoxes is that we confuse these two.

if you are dissatisfied with the answer then yes you are stuck an eternity finding what it then might be - if you find the answer there will not be dissatisfaction any more because answer and end of search or wanting to find an answer will simply solve themselves in themselves through themselves, and the question becomes a different one. or maybe it will even become a no question answer. the nature underlying a question is implying a problem while not all questions are a problem but still a question wants to be solved.

why is it frightening? its maybe frightening if you have not yet let go of good vs bad self construction! why is there rather this than something or nothing else? why not differently? why can’t there be nothing rather than something? why not try not falling into this nothing as nothingness distortion trap. people try to teach a lot of shit getting the implications of nothing wrong - ask yourself why there can even be a difference between nothing and nothing? how can nothing be relative and if so how can this also not be a relativity to something but rather one to nothing? how can it be that nothing is more relative to nothing than it is to something but yet includes something into nothing?

yes, definitely! of course that’s a huge stressor to the body - yes, maybe a little much. one at a time would probably be the best for the body. i’m also pro more case sensitivity in vaccination, for ex geographical climate specific. i can say i got the most deadly and most disabling ones as a child - my dad gave them to me himself, i know he had his reasons, so i’m also preoccupied as i trust his reasoning. i wonder if anyone got 36 vaccinations before the age of six - realistically... here a more recent development, which makes it more understandable what a vaccine really is about and what our current generation really is profiting of.

@LfcCharlie4 yes but you see the whole set up makes it so untrustworthy that i don’t want to watch what that doctor is telling anymore. i know the problematic with vaccines - i even had conversations about it with mothers who did not vaccinate, profiting from all other children being vaccinated but if a lot of mothers do that the risk is rising. sure there are risks, antibiotics also contain risks - indeed every medication even many plant based meds carry risks even food can be risky if you react allergic, psychedelics are risky. life is deadly you know, sometimes we have to decide high risk vs. low risk, sometimes doctors have to decide who gets help and who not.

@LfcCharlie4 its ok to not trust big pharma. but the vaccine here is not developed by big pharma - you can definitely ask how much sense does it make to vaccinate against tetanus or what sense does it make to take a malaria medication while traveling in africa you can also walk without a bullet prove west through a cease fire or travel without water through the sahara. you can do that, because its your right to decide about your own life, although i can ask you to then think of the people who never were asked if they wanted to have their child vaccinated and had to burry it in an early age. i would trust doctors without boarders more than some sunglasses guy who moved to mexico to let some sun shine out of his ass.

how interesting it is to see people with a supposedly high iq fall for these traps. actually i watched that video - and you all know that they stop the testing in new york when they run out of tests for the day? i would not trust any guy wearing glasses telling me a story like that - you cannot even see their eyes while lying.

in germany there is additionally a video going around by some quack who still compares the corona numbers with general flu numbers - the biggest problem about these conspiracy theories is that some people don’t know in whom or what to believe in anymore and might act less careful and that’s then what makes the numbers rise faster. its not only people who want to believe in what they want to believe its also about people who don’t know what to believe because they don’t have any reference source they trust in and also don’t know how to get a broad enough view on the topic, because everyone has an opinion. vaccination at the moment is not mandatory. moreover against the virus there is none - if they had one now would you step back and say, oh thanks, no i‘ll pass on that? would you tell your 80 or 90 year grandma to not get vaccinated because of a small amount of aluminium? also if the death rates for children were higher, would you not vaccinate your child? also the 5g thing is a farce in comparison - why risking health for that? its certainly not a matter of life and death to have a yet faster data network. but yes there is a lobby behind like in pharma - and i still ask myself what kind of lobby is the conspiracy lobby and in who‘s hands do they play in the end?

tell that to the granny who asks you if she can destroy anything if she opens her browser. some of the fears might be legit. (for example some vaccinations against bacterial infection for elderly could be life saving at the moment) although these theories get shared in social media and its not something to ignore, it creates a lot of brain fog. would it be nice to get vaccines without aluminium and such, yes of course - but at the moment there are none, so it’s a difficult decision but vaccines are still life saving as they trigger immune response, like the cold showering but more specific.

a plague has always been a reason to preach about the end of the world as it is a good point to make people think about their fears and also a good situation to make them aware of other potential threads which were lingering in the dark - sometimes also used in misleading ways. this conspiracy plays with three fears, and can actually lead to much confusion - a diffuse fear without knowing much of the technology behind usually can explode into a cloud of fear leaving people in a situation where they are weak to falling into petty beliefs and running after witch hunters. the constellation of these three fears is very asymmetrical and believing in it would mean for many people to either get careless about the virus or careless and condemning 5g and vaccine or even hating people who are speaking up against 5g and disbelieving them so its in its totality a trap. there are many reasons to discuss all three topics separately from each other - they just share the phenomenon of being pending topics. there are actually even an additional topics hidden - the topic of false information and how it spreads and what effects it has.

there are strangeloops in thought patterns and there are behavioral strange loops in yourself and others you can become aware of. addictions are strange loops for example. there are also strangeloops in systems - negative selffeeding loops are also strange loops. you can do a lot of self inquiry about these while ultimately breaking free of your worst ones by identifying them. probably psychedelics will make you more aware of such. but without understanding what a strange loop is you probably won’t encounter one - it’s like when you never have seen a kanguru you don’t know what it is you would probably think its the biggest bunny you have ever seen.

hahaha - that’s so funny, there is no no-society. society starts with any group of people at least countable in the number of two - you might ask yourself if similar twins are already counted as a society of two or maybe not. if you want to fight society think twice about what you are fighting. maybe you are not yet aware of what a fight club really is.

also be aware that in the beginning they tested probably less people with only mild symptoms because they couldn’t test everyone, also probably some post mortem tested people, that’s what happened in italy, too. now there are more tests and more laboratories - so there are probably some recovered cases which are not showing in the statistics, which also is an explanation for how the cases exploded into these huge numbers so fast. they start to develop methods now to test anti genes, so people in the future will be able to see if they are already immune. but like the tests in the past they don’t exist yet in a big enough number.

? these atheistic theocracies are the worst. or maybe, these atheistic theocratic idiocracies are? the virulence of some political charade is almost more severe than the pandemic. the political polemics seem so messed up that it has become difficult to see through to the bottom of it. the comparison here is actually kind of interesting - what do young former yugoslavians think about the war now? and how it was solved? i don’t think it’s a bad intention from other european countries not helping - in europe every country at the moment has hands full to try to get enough equippment and support their own economy - asking china for help after they have managed the outbreaks in their own country is not a bad move - we all are in some sense dependent on china to produce for ex. mask equipment right now. and in some sense all countries are dependent on the delivery of these masks or on tests. MASK PIRATES WERE SPOTTED in the WHITE HOUSE. its totally crazy. and then even think of the war in yemen or even less in the focus here syria. just wondering about this cleptocracy statement - are there even countries with any values left? or is it just the press? it feels like politics is sicker than the sick.

@andyjohnsonman mhh i usually don’t put cold water on the head yet... maybe i have to try. i can imagine that this is another big step. don’t know if this is necessary. in one of wims videos where he introduces cold shower he does not expose the head to the shower. also the tshu tshu tshu outbreath can help while under the shower. noticed that after the day i tried the three different breaths, it was the third type. eleventh and twelveth day - cold shower only, after yoga. managed to raise the time of exposure again - yes sometimes it’s almost hurting at some body parts which contract, a little like cramping or the feeling of brainfreeze but also at other body parts like the shoulder. aprox 45 secs. but i always try to imagine its good for the vessels they have to stay flexible - like sports for the muscles this is training for the vessels. so andy, hot cold hot cold hot cold is a really good every day practice to train them. contract relax contract relax, like a muscle.