BipolarGrowth

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  1. I discuss how the Theory of Special Relativity challenges time and space as first order phenomena. The Metaphysics of Light - How Einstein Accidentally Debunked Materialism (Spiritual Implications!) https://youtu.be/CZ7Xk8HXEK4 A quick summary: through the Theory of Special Relativity, it is understood that from the perspective of light there is no space and time. This creates a special case in our reality where space and time do not exist. For something to be a true first order phenomena, it cannot apply only in some cases and not apply in others. Next, I talk about how consciousness is the true first order phenomenon. Lastly, I describe how the relativity of space and time for light support the old concept that angels (beings capable of manipulating the physical world in seemingly magical ways) are beings of light. It would make sense that beings that did not natively follow the rules of space and time could have power over an existence that appears to happen within space and time.
  2. I’ve actually been seriously considering attempting contact with Ra on my next trip. I’m not sure if LSD will do the trick, but it’s all I have access to for the moment. I’ll certainly post the results if anything noteworthy happens.
  3. You fail to see that anyone who has ever had an awakening has used the various natural neurotransmitters to do this. Yes, enlightenment goes beyond the “physical” explanation of things, but you write this post as if you are not using serotonin or dopamine right now lol. One of the reasons meditation is effective is because it manipulates our natural neurotransmitters.
  4. My mania is somewhat unique as it allows me to be fully authentic in ALL situations without fear. My heart chakra starts going to a whole new level - I give homeless strangers rides, meals, heartfelt prayer, friendship, etc. I typically donate almost all of my money in my manic episodes. I gain a sense of being fully free and alive - this doesn’t sound too significant, but I can assure you almost no one has felt what it is truly like to be free and alive. After the heart chakra opens, the higher chakras open one by one. It truly is an interesting experience to feel your third eye open as a feeling of intense pressure (not painful) comes in the center of your head. Feeling the crown chakra literally feel like a crown of energy has been placed on your head is quite eye opening as well. I thought some of you might find the connection between mental health and awakening to be interesting. There are theories currently that the majority of shamans, medicine people, and other healers or spiritually significant people had psychotic mental health disorders (specifically bipolar disorder and schizophrenia). I can attest that there is an undeniable connection between what our culture calls madness and spirituality. I basically have a built-in psychedelic. The effects of mania have been stronger than my largest psychedelic trip of 5.87 dried grams of shrooms.
  5. I’ve listened to the first book and the beginning of the second book so far. It all makes perfect sense and meshes well with what Leo teaches from what I’ve seen. I can post links to the free audio recordings on YouTube if you want.
  6. I’d like to see what you guys think about this. I hope it doesn’t get taken down, but wouldn’t that be the most total and quick way to transcend the ego and in turn everything that limits you? Other than the time and effort required, how is this different from mahāsamādhi?
  7. I have had God-realization on at least two occasions. Everyone here seems to think I’m somehow depressed or want to escape from problems in my earthly life. This is not the case. I’m quite happy with this life, but from my satori experiences and higher consciousness states I know that this human existence is not “real.” Would taking the ultimate action to put this to the test not result in union with Source how you describe it in your video on death? It’s not like I’m going to do this btw. I care far more about the human happiness of my loved ones than taking this step to potentially merge with Source.
  8. How would you fall back into this dream? Experiencing another lifetime? How do you know that you don’t become enlightened after death? If an enlightened being would have no need to do that, then why does mahasamadhi even exist?
  9. Isn't suicide the most direct way to let go of your survival, by definition? And wouldn’t the “You” be gone as well?
  10. I want to share with you a positive experience I had with “possession.” I believe the people responding here do not have any experience with spiritual entities, so they immediately discount what you say about your potential possession experience. On my first 5 gram mushroom trip, I accidentally invoked what I can only describe as a cephalopod goddess. I know this sounds strange, but it is my experience. At first, my teeth felt like they had turned to foam. I then lost sense of my body in the normal sense, and it felt like I had tentacles. I began making clicking sounds uncontrollably (speaking in tongues?) I had a very real sense that I had began operating in a non physical dimension. I was communicating with higher forms of intelligence in a way that completely transcended thought. This was all very positive, but my ego, body, and anything you’d call human beyond my eyesight (which was severely altered) was gone. At the end of the trip I went to get the food I had prepared for when the trip was over. When I went to reach for it I thought “it’s so strange to have to do things physically again.” I think if you are more careful with your next trip you should be fine. It’s not a bad idea the meditate and pray beforehand. I’d pray to whatever positively oriented God or being you resonate with. Pray for protection. I’ll link a video that helps to describe the nature of demons which I personally believe to be real. A lot of the people here believe in impersonal forms of spirituality that do not discuss demons or angels much. You have to ask yourself why billions of human beings would believe in something that has no basis in reality.
  11. In case people want to hear someone other than Leo talk about these topics. I obviously have learned a lot from him and other spiritual sources which you’ll notice if you watch the video. The Secret to Life (Spirituality, Enlightenment, & Metaphysics) https://youtu.be/lvU-klyqKOA
  12. A new Leo copycat has appeared. LSD 6 tab trip report with insights described in a nondual perspective.
  13. In case you want to hear someone other than Leo speak about psychedelic experiences for an hour...