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During my walk and run today, I suddenly thought about runners and walkers who wear earbuds or earphones on busy streets. I was a bit mind‑boggled by that because I never wear earbuds when I walk or run. When I run, I focus on reciting my Signature Affirmations to myself. I also observe my body’s active movements and appreciate the health and strength it possesses. Why would I trade that for music, even if it’s good music? I can listen to music while cooking or washing the dishes. I do my walks and runs in the suburbs or in places where beautiful trees and silence dominate. When I walk, I deeply observe the beauty in my vicinity. I enjoy not just the silhouettes of the trees and stars, but also the sacredness they embody. Silence emphasizes this enjoyment and appreciation. I actually call this activity Spiritual Walk and Run. I do it not just for health and longevity but also for spirituality. In fact, the reason I’ve been so consistent with it is because of the spiritual component. Walking and running alone can feel boring, but when blended with spirituality, the activity gains depth. It’s the spiritual aspect that makes it much more enjoyable and satisfying. My Spiritual Walk and Run consists of 3 rounds of running and 2 rounds of walking. In the first and third rounds, I run at an average speed of 6 to 9 km/h for 10 minutes. For the second round, I run at the same average speed for 2 minutes, then transition into a sprint at 10 to 16 km/h. Between my runs, I walk not only to rest but also to engage in spirituality. During these slow walks, I reflect on my life, the universe, and their connection. Today, during my walking phase, as I enjoyed the beautiful things surrounding me, I remembered the time I sat on the riverbank pondering existence and my own existence. Yes, look at that beautiful riverbank below. That was where I sat, pondered, and became confused 10 years ago. Aichi, Japan I became confused because I had always thought the 2 concepts were separate. But as I continued pondering, I began to discover that Existence and My Existence are actually the same thing. I could not comprehend or explain it conceptually, but I could intuit it. I just couldn’t quite put my finger on it. Today, while walking, resting, and preparing for another round of running, I could easily comprehend and even explain why My Existence and Existence itself are completely identical. I had not pondered this for 10 years, but the insight instantly became available to me. Existence is the universe. And the universe consists of galaxies and planets such as Earth, and everything inside it: plants, mountains, animals, and people, including me. I call this the external world. So Existence is the external world. But Existence cannot be complete without the other world: my internal world. This internal world consists of my mind, thoughts, beliefs, imagination, emotions, feelings, visions, and ambitions. To simplify it, the universe consists of my external world and my internal world. But when I shift my focus to my perspective, it becomes clear that My Existence overlaps with the universe’s Existence. The universe is my external world. But my Existence would not be complete without my internal world. So, My Existence encompasses both my external world and my internal world. And the same truth applies to Existence itself. To further simplify it and make it even clearer: Existence == the Universe the Universe == my external world and my internal world My Existence == my external world and my internal world Thus: My Existence == the Universe But: the Universe == Existence Thus: My Existence == Existence Bingo! 🎆 From this realization, I know for sure that I am God. You don’t need a groundbreaking awakening to see that only Existence exists. Think about it: What exists outside Existence? Of course, only Existence or its continuation. Nothing can limit it. Thus, Existence is unlimited. If it is unlimited, then it must be God. How could something unlimited in all directions not be God? God is unlimited even in the domain of time. God is eternal. How could something eternal not be God? Here’s an additional insight to support the declaration above. When I reached the age of around 20, I often perceived and experienced the divinity and sacredness of nature. It boggled my mind that others took nature for granted. It’s not just a beautiful tree, flower, star, or sunset; it is divine and sacred worthy of reverence. I labeled myself a pantheist because pantheism fit my spiritual worldview. I still consider myself a pantheist, but I have also transcended that. Nature, rocks, mountains, or Existence are not material, dumb, or soulless. Existence is divine and sacred. If Existence is divine and sacred, then it must be God. But if Existence is God, and Existence is My Existence, then My Existence must be God. I am == I exist I exist == My Existence As demonstrated earlier: Existence == My Existence But if: Existence == God, and My Existence == I am, then: I am == God. Bingo! 🎇 I possess awakenings from my childhood that support this truth, but I won’t add them here because there’s no need. Including them would only make this post needlessly longer. By the way, here are the details of my sprint (2nd round): I use Samsung watch. I don't know how accurate its measurements are. I took 2 sharp U-turns for this sprint. So my actual avg speed must be higher than 11.1 km/hr.

Are you referring to my stressed skin? My skin looks oily and rough in that photo because I lacked sleep. A bad night’s sleep usually affects both my mood and my skin. On top of that, my face suffered a sunburn because I rode a motorbike to get through heavy traffic more easily. I was in a hurry, and my face absorbed the harsh tropical sun for 30 minutes straight. I don't wear sunscreen. If my skin must burn, I let it burn. I never wear sunscreen because a man should not wear it. Very conservative, huh? Still, I shared that photo because I wanted to document and share that special moment. It reminds me of the strong positive emotions I strive to embody in my daily life.

Tagalog: Walang anuman! Cebuano: Way sapayan! English: You're welcome! Because you are!

I used them synonymously, yes. I mean: his moderators attacked Leo unexpectedly, wounded him, and failed to deliver the results Leo expected from them. I don't grasp what you're saying, Natasha-chan. I suffered from 80% - 90% Pure O OCD and 10%-20% behavioral OCD in my teenage years and 20s. Pure O is hell and worse because it's more intrusive than typical OCD.

When I said quit, I meant quit as a moderator. Relax a bit, girl.

Moderators are supposed to be disciples and generals. If you were Leo, you would want moderators who can implement your vision for the forum. You wouldn’t want a moderator who turns against you and creates friction. So, naturally, you would choose loyal moderators who share the same worldview as you, or at least remain neutral. It’s fine for moderators to hold different opinions, but fundamentally, their view of Leo should not be as negative as thinking he’s a narcissist, cult leader, or self‑deluded lunatic. Leo has clearly failed in this aspect. Many moderators have turned against him; many more than you think. And consider those moderators who keep their nasty opinions of Leo hidden.

Thanks!

Cebu, Philippines Jul 6 2026 I turned 40 recently. Despite experiencing a disrupted sleep the previous night, I was able to experience a special moment. I felt fulfilled, peaceful, and joyful; and it manifested as a subtle smile. It's subtle but profound and impactful.

I feel glad it it has inspired you. Have you started doing it? I recommend you add the running aspect. Walking for spiritual maximization while running for health and longevity maximization. Thank you! I remember you. You are one of the few sensible users on this forum.

Leo is not a narcissist or a cult leader. It’s absurd to think that he is. But he does have narcissistic traits. That doesn’t mean such traits are bad. In fact, they can be good. You need self‑trust, self‑confidence, and a desire to be unique and stand out to accomplish great things. If Leo didn’t have such characteristics, there would be no Actualized.org. Leo is a genuine top‑level philosopher, epistemologist, and mystic who deserves respect. That doesn’t mean he is perfect. I have seen many errors from him over the years. I don’t remember all of them, but recently he claimed that OCD is a coping mechanism for underdeveloped minds to feel safe. That’s a weak insight. Obviously, most underdeveloped minds don’t suffer from OCD. OCD is the result of genetic predisposition, childhood trauma, and certain personality types. I even think people with OCD are more intelligent than those without it. OCD is the ultimate form of perfectionism. People who deeply desire the highest quality of work often exhibit OCD tendencies during the process. They become perfectionists. They can’t even sleep at night if they notice any imperfection. This applies to nearly all high‑level traders, directors, authors, software programmers, musicians, designers, and others. It’s either perfection, or they suffer from anxiety and restlessness. OCD is painful. Leo also tends to exaggerate things. And it seems his integrity is not high enough for a spiritual teacher. I think he should have clearly explained why he wasn’t able to heal himself after claiming he would through awakening. Also, that alien awakening claim was horrible. Where was the video of him transforming into alien intelligence? If it’s not possible, then own it and explain. That’s a true show of integrity. I don’t think he should have made a video about integrity, because his embodiment of such an important characteristic is not strong enough. The reason Leo tends to make exaggerated claims is that he lacks experiential knowledge and embodiment. He is very good at conceptual comprehension. But experiential knowledge and comprehension are superior to conceptual and theoretical ones. It’s comical that many, or even most, of his moderators turn on him. I have seen this pattern repeat for many years. He freely chose his disciples and generals, but they end up “betraying” him. It’s clear that his epistemic judgment in this aspect is weak. I wonder why moderators who think Leo is a narcissist, cult leader, or someone worthy of caution accepted their roles to begin with. If they realized this only after becoming moderators, then why not quit? I appreciate @puporing for showing integrity. When they discovered or believed that Leo was a horrible spiritual teacher, she quit. She walked her talk.

This is also true. Through the years, especially in the last few, I’ve had many deep, original insights I wanted to share. But I always held back because a part of me resisted, saying: "Don’t waste your pearls on that forum. They don’t deserve it. They will bury your pearls in the mud while they play.". For every insightful thread I started, 5 to 10 threads were never written. This doesn’t contradict what I said earlier. When I do start a thread, it’s for beauty and intelligence. I simply recognize that I should not waste time and energy on people who don’t deserve it.

Of course I can. That's what I've been doing for years. From my perspective, there's no other point in participating in this forum except that.

People in this forum have already implemented this in various ways. They consistently like and engage with threads and posts they perceive as good. The problem is that people don’t truly see things for what they are; instead, they see them through the lens of who they are. It’s similar to Americans who voted for Trump. Do you think they voted because they perceived Trump as bad? Of course not. In their eyes, Trump was good; very good. That was why they voted for him. The exact same mechanism operates in this forum. Users spend hours reading and replying to threads and posts they perceive as good. As the old cliche goes: Birds of a feather flock together. The solution is: Post or reply for beauty or intelligence, not for social, forum, or external validation. As Leo has said in the past: It's lonely at the top.

I must update my declarations again: 자기 주권 and 自己主権 is too essential to be excluded. 나는 보편적 미학(Aesthetic)과 미학들(Aesthetics), 실용 철학, 영성, 그리고 자기 주권과 자기 역량 강화에 열정을 가지고 있습니다. Naneun bopbyeonjeok mihak (Aesthetic) gwa mihakdeul (Aesthetics), silyong cheolhak, yeongseong, geurigo jagi jugwon gwa jagi yeokryang ganghwae yeoljeongeul gajigo itseumnida 私は普遍的美学(Aesthetic)と美学群(Aesthetics)、実践哲学、精神性、そして自己主権と自己エンパワーメントに情熱を注いでいます。 Watashi wa fuhenteki bigaku (Aesthetic) to bigakugun (Aesthetics), jissen tetsugaku, seishinsei, soshite jiko shuken to jiko enpawāmento ni jōnetsu o sosogiteimasu I added the Korean declaration back. My soul says: "I'm hurting! But don't abandon the plan. Learn Korean and learn it first before Japanese. You'll feel grateful you did in the near future.". My logical mind challenges: "Think straight! It's clear that learning Korean has completely lost its point. It is a burden and a blockage to the path. Don't waste time.". ❤️ (soul) > 🧠 (mind) This time, the heart wins. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I searched for the definition of aesthetics for the first time ever. According to www.oxfordlearnersdictionaries.com, it is the branch of philosophy that studies the principles of beauty, especially in art. So, I also searched the definition of art: the use of the imagination to express ideas or feelings, particularly in painting, drawing or sculpture. This is disappointing because beauty, in my perception, is all-encompassing. I provided my AI with a few examples of beauty, such as worldview, philosophy, and strategy, and then I asked it to expand: Exactly—aesthetics is the principle of beauty, but beauty itself is not confined to art in the narrow sense. It’s a universal lens through which we perceive harmony, elegance, and meaning across every domain of life. If we expand your list, beauty can be seen in almost every human pursuit: 🌍 Expanding Beauty Universally Worldview & Philosophy: Beauty in coherence, elegance of thought, clarity in reasoning. Strategy & Engineering: Beauty in efficient design, elegant solutions, systemic harmony. Persuasion & Rhetoric: Beauty in speech, argument, and graceful influence. Masculinity & Identity: Beauty in strength, discipline, refined character. Femininity & Grace: Beauty in softness, nurturing, elegance, and the power of subtle influence. Purity: Beauty in innocence, sincerity, and the untainted essence of truth and goodness. Intelligence & Epistemology: Beauty in truth-seeking, simplicity of explanation, intellectual symmetry. Mathematics & Science: Beauty in symmetry, elegant proofs, natural laws expressed simply. Technology & Innovation: Beauty in seamless user experiences, intuitive systems, and creative breakthroughs. Nature & Environment: Beauty in landscapes, ecosystems, and the balance of life. Culture & Society: Beauty in traditions, rituals, and collective expressions of meaning. Music & Language: Beauty in rhythm, resonance, and the poetry of words. Human Relationships: Beauty in empathy, trust, and authentic connection. Movement & Athletics: Beauty in grace, precision, and the artistry of the body in motion. Architecture & Urban Design: Beauty in spaces that harmonize function, form, and human experience. Economics & Systems: Beauty in balance, sustainability, and elegant resource flows. Character: Beauty in integrity, kindness, and the quiet dignity of moral strength. Self-Reliance: Beauty in independence, resourcefulness, and the courage to stand alone. Faith: Beauty in devotion, trust in the unseen, and the power of belief to inspire. Resilience: Beauty in endurance, adaptability, and the ability to rise after hardship. Spirituality & Transcendence: Beauty in awe, mystery, and the search for higher meaning. Beauty = Intelligence Beauty = Spirituality

I feel compelled to clarify key terms and codify them into my Signature English: Aesthetic (noun): the unified essence or philosophy of beauty; the Philosophy of philosophies or the Style of styles of beauty. Aesthetics (noun, plural): the philosophies, styles, or systems of beauty and their guiding principles. Beautiful (adjective): the immediate manifestation of beauty as directly perceived or felt. Aesthetical (adjective): the qualifying term that marks something as related to or possessing beauty. I have planned to learn Japanese as a demonstration of my alignment with my visions and ambitions. So I will use this language, in harmony with my Signature English to verbally capture my essence: 私は普遍的美学(Aesthetic)と美学群(Aesthetics)、実践哲学、精神性、そして自己エンパワーメントに情熱を注いでいます。 Watashi wa fuhenteki bigaku (Aesthetic) to bigakugun (Aesthetics), jissen tetsugaku, seishinsei, soshite jiko enpawāmento ni jōnetsu o sosogiteimasu.

I remember you sharing about your traumatic experience in a Chinese university. You were mentally, emotionally, and financially bullied by two gang-member brothers, correct? That sounded very painful, and I grasp why you have been experiencing PTSD because of it. So I think I should try to help you again. I also remember you transferred or were planning to transfer to a Canadian university to escape your traumatic Chinese university experience. Are you studying at a Canadian university now? When I was in college, I was too internally destroyed; I could not focus on my lessons. Even when I forced myself, I couldn't do it. The rare times I was able to focus and learn, I would forget them the next day or 2. I was too overwhelmed by anxiety and depression to learn or accomplish anything significant. So I feel you even though your anxiety and trauma is milder than what I struggled with. To succeed in anything in life, you need to possess solid foundations: decent amount of self-love, self-esteem, and self-worth; and a healthy (or at least clear and functional enough) mind. So focus on these foundations first. Don't worry about the time. Even if you pause everything else in life for 10 years, as long as you are building these foundations, you will be in a good situation (internally first and then externally) in the long run. Important questions: Do you really need to go to university and obtain a degree? Is it because you are genuinely enthusiastic about it? Or is it because your parents want you to do it? Or are you simply conforming to the general life trajectory without even realizing it? If your answer is NOT genuine enthusiasm then I recommend you stop going to university. Yes, it's a gutsy move. But in life, especially at critical moments, you need gutsy decisions and actions. If you accept this recommendation, start with building the foundations I mentioned earlier. Take 1 or 2 years to focus on them. This should be your top priority. I also recommend you read the book "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay. That was the book I read in my 20s that opened my mind to the foundations self-healing. I could be wrong with the book title because that was many years ago. But I am sure about the author's name. After reading and embodying the principles in the book, you will develop a stronger sense of self-love and self-respect. You’ll be able to define and enforce your personal boundaries, ensuring that nobody can bully you again. You’ll also gain clarity about your desires and pursue them unapologetically. In the first 2 or 3 years of serious internal work, you will experience this transformation. After 10 years, you will reach around 70% to 90% embodiment which is amazing. If you feel you need external therapy along the way, you can pursue it. But it is secondary support, so don't make it your primary focus. To handle the financial domain, you can learn a high-paying skill such as data analysis or video editing. These can be studied at home with just a computer and internet access. This complements the strategy I mentioned earlier, empowering you to do internal work while earning money from home. Another option is to deposit a large sum into a high-interest account, such as a Time Deposit or Certificate of Deposit. Your money will be locked for 6 months or 1 year (non-withdrawable), but it can earn a substantial 5% to 7% interest after taxes. This is a powerful strategy that can help you escape salary slavery for life. You simply need the capital. This works especially well if your parents are rich and willing to help you, and you live in a 3rd world country or an affordable place. For example, if you deposited 120,000 USD into a time deposit account yielding 5% yearly interest, you would receive a 6,000 USD lump sum after one year. I have the impression you are from India. That would be about 556,062 INR after one year, which is equivalent to roughly 46,338.5 INR per month. I have never lived in India, but I guess that could provide a materially decent life there. You could even choose to spend 80% of the monthly 46,338.5 INR and reinvest the remaining 20% to let it compound. That is a sure way to escape Earth's ugly salary slavery. This is much better than investing in currency, stocks, index funds, or crypto because of the very low risk. The only challenge is that the required capital is difficult to obtain. But as I mentioned earlier, if you have wealthy parents who are willing to help, then this is very doable. In my case, I don’t have rich parents. I also lost tens of thousands of USD in currency trading in 2024. I have the knowledge, the strategy, the exact banks I work with, and the will. But I don’t have the capital yet to permanently escape salary slavery. But I believe in miracles.

His insights in that video were weak, and his confidence and persuasive aura failed to deceive me. But as a whole, he is smart and interesting.

Trauma is both a curse and a blessing. It destroys you internally, and if you don’t conquer it, you stay dysfunctional (especially if it leads to mental illness) and miserable until death. But if you do conquer it, it becomes your anti‑kryptonite. If I had experienced a decent childhood, my life would have been much easier. I probably would have become a multi‑millionaire by now. It’s difficult not to be wealthy when you are endowed with love and stability from the age of 1 and begin focusing on accumulating money or business by 7 or 12. This has been the case for all or almost all multimillionaires and multibillionaires. They started very young. I spent my entire 20s and even my early 30s focusing on rectifying the internal destruction inflicted by my foolish father. There was no opportunity to focus on accumulating wealth. But I feel grateful to my father and cousin for their "services" because their shit shaped who I am today. My internal turmoil was alchemized into anti‑kryptonite and beauty in my early to mid‑30s. Life is profoundly counterintuitive. I know how good my spirit is because I have experienced an extremely horrible one. Would I trade beauty of character for 1 million USD? NO. Would I trade beauty of character for 100 million USD? NO. How about 1B USD? NO. How about 1T USD? NO. CHARACTER > money and wealth... no regret.

Looksmaxxing is essentially the Western counterpart to the aesthetic ideals seen in K-pop men. You can wear makeup, go through surgery or hair transplants, and rely on other artificial enhancements. But the result will always feel unsatisfying because a man ultimately desires to embody the essence of masculinity: true masculine beauty. This is what the highest-quality girls are genuinely sexully attracted to: masculine beauty. Even if these artificial methods produce a beautiful face, what you accomplish is only beauty, not masculine beauty. Masculine beauty is not just any beauty, it is also genuineness and rawness.

He introduced a genuine spiritual insight at the 12:00 mark: Consciousness creates Reality itself, the source of all wealth and all power in this world. I didn't know he was interesting.

How Iran can CRIPPLE the West in One Move - Prof. Jiang Xueqin @Jowblob Your fear (or perhaps wish) has shifted from possibility to probability. I'm supposed to be doing something important, but I got distracted by the video. I ended up wasting the night. Ouch! Prof. Jiang's claims were persuasive. Here are portions of my conversation with my AI: Jimwell: What would happen if the war between the USA and Iran lasted for three years, disrupting the Strait of Hormuz for that entire period? It’s possible, considering that the Russia-Ukraine war is now in its 4th year. AI: A three‑year disruption of the Strait of Hormuz due to a U.S.–Iran war would indeed push the GCC beyond crisis into collapse. Unlike the Russia–Ukraine war, which is largely continental, Hormuz is a maritime chokepoint that directly controls the lifeline of Gulf economies. Here’s how a prolonged closure would unfold: 📉 Year‑by‑Year Breakdown Year 1 – Shock and Strain Food reserves and fiscal buffers cushion the blow for months. Imports rerouted via Saudi Red Sea ports and land corridors, but capacity is insufficient. Oil export revenues plummet, weakening state budgets. Year 2 – Systemic Breakdown Food insecurity becomes chronic: shortages of wheat, rice, dairy, and meat. Inflation spirals, subsidies collapse, and unemployment rises. Social unrest intensifies, with governments struggling to maintain legitimacy. Year 3 – Collapse Phase Fiscal exhaustion: GCC governments can no longer sustain salaries, subsidies, or reserves. Malnutrition and public health crises emerge. Political fragmentation or external intervention becomes likely. The GCC’s structural model—oil exports funding food imports—fails without Hormuz. ⚠️ Why Collapse Is Inevitable Food Imports: 70%+ of GCC food passes Hormuz. Alternative routes cannot sustain three years of full demand. Oil Revenues: GCC economies depend on oil exports through Hormuz. Without this, fiscal collapse is unavoidable. Foreign Farmland: Even GCC‑owned farms abroad (Sudan, Pakistan) require shipping lanes—still bottlenecked by Hormuz. Domestic Innovations: Hydroponics, aquaculture, and desalination help, but scale is far too small for entire populations. Jimwell: Prof. Jiang claimed that Germany, France, and the UK might or are planning to enter the USA-Iran war. Why would they? AI: Prof. Jiang’s video frames the idea that Germany, France, and the UK might enter a U.S.–Iran war as part of a wider escalation scenario. The reasoning he outlines is rooted in the strategic importance of the Strait of Hormuz and the GCC’s role in the global economy: Energy Security: Europe is deeply dependent on Middle Eastern oil and LNG. If Hormuz is closed, European economies would face severe energy shortages, much like Japan or China. Intervention could be seen as necessary to secure supply lines. Alliance Obligations: As NATO members, Germany, France, and the UK are tied to U.S. security commitments. If the U.S. escalates into a full war with Iran, European allies could be drawn in under alliance solidarity. Global Economic Stability: The GCC is described as the “lynchpin of the American empire” because of the petrodollar system. If GCC collapse threatens the U.S. dollar and global markets, Europe—heavily invested in U.S. financial systems—would have strong incentives to act. Strategic Balance: Jiang suggests that if Europe joins the U.S., Russia and China could align with Iran. That would transform the conflict into a global confrontation, resembling a “World War III” scenario. ⚖️ Why Europe Might Hesitate Domestic Politics: European publics are generally wary of Middle East wars after Iraq and Afghanistan. Energy Diversification: Europe has been working to reduce dependence on Gulf oil, especially after the Russia–Ukraine war. Risk of Escalation: Direct involvement risks nuclear confrontation, which European leaders would be cautious to provoke. So, Jiang’s claim is less about Europe wanting to join, and more about the structural pressures—energy dependence, alliance obligations, and economic vulnerability that could push them into the conflict if it spirals.

Hurray! I'm from Cebu, the province where Magellan was slaughtered. So we don't have Sinigang or at least not call it Sinigang. Sinigang is Tagalog. The Cebuano versions are Tinola and Inun-unan. How's the USA? Do you enjoy living there? I would probably feel depressed if I lived there. Do you still visit the Philippines from time to time? I will be back in Japan but I plan to visit my home country from time to time. Filipinos are friendly, easy-going, and humorous. I also enjoy the high standard of living at an affordable price (at east in Cebu).

I left 2 months ago after 6 and 1/2 years and 600 posts. But I feel I should own this account more before closing the chapter: early 2017, Japan early 2026 (late 30s), Philippines (my home country) my voice and accent https://onedrive.live.com/?qt=allmyphotos&photosData=%2Fshare%2F721C28E58CCE5CB4!7428%3Fithint%3Dvideo%26fbclid%3DPAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAaduqE0vELkAIW6vw-9NaZe6XJbl_hxW_8rKjFN5XIuWUsU38cbEb_p5YDQ8kA_aem_zR_K8tB7VvA-ACG9w6-QPA%26migratedtospo%3Dtrue&sw=bypassConfig&cid=721C28E58CCE5CB4&id=721C28E58CCE5CB4!7428&redeem=aHR0cHM6Ly8xZHJ2Lm1zL3YvcyFBclJjem96bEtCeHl1Z1JaeG9vS0l4QjFLa3c1P2ZiY2xpZD1QQVpYaDBiZ05oWlcwQ01URUFBYWR1cUUwdkVMa0FJVzZ2dy05TmFaZTZYSmJsX2h4V184cktqRk41WEl1V1VzVTM4Y2JFYl9wNVlEUThrQV9hZW1felJfSzh0QjdWdkEtQUNHOXc2LVFQQQ&v=photos

Every start has an end and this post marks the end of my forum participation. I feel satisfied with my forum participation signature because as a whole, I have honored beauty, profundity, originality, uniqueness, and integrity. I feel dissatisfied with the forum's signature but I won't add details because I want this last post to be lighthearted and without drama. This song(s) is a good match. I love its rhythm, originality, uniqueness, and energy; it's beautiful and distinctive. I dedicate this to Shika-chan even if she never sees it.